For around the last year I have had a very physical job. During this time I have only been able to lock on my CB on days off. This is different for me since in the past I had been locked 24/7 for several months with it only coming off for cleaning and sex. Every time I lock up the first couple days are the roughest, but then my body adjusts and all is well until the next time. Well, I have good/bad news. My position in the company is about to change. The amount if physical work I have to do day to day is going to decrease dramatically. I hope/expect to be able to go back to wearing one of my CB's full time again. Since my GF/KH doesn't live with me, or even in the same town, I dont expect to be unlocked often.
I know I dont have many followers here, but there are a couple of you, so, any input from you all would be great. I am excited, if a bit nervous, for this change.
But can you feel my tears?
Sweet caged ones, every second in your cage strengthens your resolve. Locktober is about building self-discipline, and you’re progressing beautifully. The longer you stay locked, the more deserving you become.
Day 7. It has been some kind of week. I dont know what to do with myself. It only gets worse. This is going to suck for a while. Worst part is, I go looking for things that I know will end up letting me down. I dont know what else to do.
like HC teen:)