There Has Been Some Improvement, Methinks

things I drew at 5:00 am last night. No I don’t know why I was up or felt compelled to draw Joel Smallishbeans at such an hour, but here have my insanity in paper form.

for context he’s singing I’m not okay by MCR. I could have kept going with the lyrics. I am unsure as to whether that’s a flex or a sign of a problem.

^This is from @insomnya777’s super au. Sorry nya if it’s inaccurate again this was 5 am Ian and he’s a little bit strange and also I didn’t have internet and couldn’t check to see what the outfits actually look like but I’m now motivated by this terrible sketch to make proper fanart of your au because it’s amazing! (For like a month I had forgotten that the Etho-listening-to-Paramore factoid was from your fic and thought it was true and subsequently listened to, like, their entire discography because I was like “I mean if Etho likes ‘em…” lol)

I did an art! (I know, crazy right?) I’m still stuck drawing with my finger, which is annoying, but luckily I did this drawing before my pencil broke. Hopefully I can get a new one soon! Anyway, in the meantime, with out further ado:

Some rando in a cityscape! Huzah, I suppose.

I did the back cover for my school literary magazine! The theme was love:

This took over 15 hours lol, but I’m really proud of it!

anyway, in other news I have been posting less cause idk I’m very tired and stuff. School is taking like all of my energy for doing literally anything rn lol. Hopefully I will be able to get a break, and perhaps post more soon. And also maybe answer my messages. *looks at my million bajillion notifs*. eventually. If you haven’t heard from me in a gazillion years, this is probably why lol. The other reason I have been posting less is because I’m working on a big project (well, another big project. I count this drawing as sufficiently big lol) that is taking a lot of time but hopefully I can pull it off. I’m not gonna say what it is here and instead will be vague and mysterious because I can heheh.

Since @imolyhollowcold asked to see the smalletho x floral canyon essay, I shall share. Because I have to rewrite everything to make it actually readable since for some reason I decided to write the whole thing on paper and im not gonna give myself a headache trying to go back and forth typing it up, I’m gonna have to post it in parts.

here’s part 1/6, everybody’s falling in love, I hope it’s legible lol.

Here is the song:

badboys but they are deadboys 🪦😔

rant below as alwayslyw

i feel like i can be the badboys artist bc of how much i draw them 😭 my badboys doodle blog is in the making guys be patient w me 🙏🏻🙏🏻 school is kicking me ass and my exams r getting close, i might as well join the deadboys seeing how dead i feel these past weeks 💀💀💀 /hj

im turning these into stickers for meself so i can stick on my ipad bc i dont have the guts to use the stickers i bought from other people and there is none that is mcyt (cries) so imma just make em myself LOL and what better than to make these three sillies bc i am hashtag obsessed w em 😔

i will say this took a long time, i had to figure out the anatomy myself bc i cant find references of men sleeping in coffins in pinterest so i just made it up as i go lol. i also had to redo their faces a lot of times bc i STRUGGLED bro omg. another pain is the coffin itself omg i just wanted it to be OVER. funny story tho my mom saw me drawing and she basically said oh there i go again drawing my weird little men, and she asked me if they were dead or sumn LOL

anyways the lords are back for mcc i am EXCITED AHHH winners pov trust guys 🙏🏻🙏🏻

i have a speaking test tomorrow and next week and then three lab exams in this month wish me luck guys 😢😢🙏🏻🙏🏻

some fanart of a certain Etho of slab. I tried something a dit different from my usual style but I think it turned out well

I went considerably lighter on the outlines than I usually might have, and I am undecided about if I like it or not. Here’s the version with a full opacity outline

I dunno, but either way I’m pretty proud of how it came out int the end!

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I know I have not been posting as much, and that’s because I’ve decided that I’m not gonna drive myself insane trying to get a real following for fandom art, which unless you are selling your fanart, which I am not, is a purely recreational engagement. I am also going to give myself the freedom to shitpost somtimes as well, because I seem to have forgotten that this is in fact my blog, that I can post whatever I like on lol. Like, have any of you considered that Joel’s laugh at the end of wild life is the same laugh as jack from last kids on earth??? Like I heard it and was like immediately “is that jack lkoe?” (Idk if other people abbreviate it, that’s a long ass title I’m not typing that out lol) I’ve decided that I literally do not care how many notes I get anymore because willful ambivalence is better than extreme anxiety and burn out lol. So, I’ll still be taking art reqs and stuff, but expect a LOT more sketch pages, OCs, fanart for other fandoms, and long rambling paragraphs. Hopefully. Or I’ll vanish for months at a time. Who knows? The point is, this is a personal blog, so I want to use it more as a space to be. Just a person. Anyway, bye!

I’m over here kicking my feet and giggling eeee thank you bluet I love you too!!!! <3 more hearts all the hearts ever this thank you so much!!!!! Ahhh! We must do more arts together!!!!!!!

@iandoubt for literally everything ily baby girl <333

@iandoubt !!!

If I was a writer… (I literally sang that in my head to the tune of my favorite boat boys song lol) anyway thank you op for exploding my brain this will now be literally all I think about for the next ever.

for all the "only winners remember " fans out there: joel now remembers double life and etho doesnt. isn't that awesome?