Incoming Rant About Me Being Upset With How Short My Temper Is Or Something Idk
Incoming rant about me being upset with how short my temper is or something idk
I often feel really bad for how easily I get pissed off by little things. Someone says something, and I practically explode. For a while last year I was slightly frightened by my own thoughts because my easily aggravated mind slowly turned that irritation into actual like. Violent fantasies. Vivid. And I don’t want to sound like I’m trying to be edgy here, but I just had to sit there picking at my own skin, scratching until I bled, so I wouldn’t do anything. Things have gotten better since then. But I still struggle. I still get EXTREMELY pissed off by minor things, and it’s gotten slightly worse over the last two or so months. But every single time I do something that might make the other person upset, I IMMEDIATELY feel bad and apologize for them having to deal with my behavior. Apologize for being so easily pissed off, because they and I both know I’m not usually like that. It makes me a little sad because I’d come so far, and I look at messages or think about things said to me, and I think about how I would have found those things funny just a few months ago.I’m trying to work on my temper, and it makes me feel horrible because I’ve literally been told by multiple people I consider friends that they’re scared of me. I sound edgy rn ew 😭, but I just don’t like the feeling. I want to be better. I want to be at the place that I was a few months ago. I just feel shitty. Idk.
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Um I’m working on a drawing of Valdemar but in the meantime have this quick sleepytime doodle of my OCs 🥺
(Repost because the post is gone for some reason)
Thought I needed to expand lore more than I already have, so I pulled a character I made back in September for a social studies project. Where better to start than before King Lionel’s reign? And now I present to you, THEM!!!!!!!!!! Ellis!!!!! The worshipped deity, then later first ruler over Divinia.
when someone i follow likes one of my posts i start kicking my legs and giggling and twirling my hair
❓️ have you ever been told you look like someone else
whoville fucking pisses me off like ooh look at all these holly jolly cunts
Trick or treat, smell my feet, give me something good to eat. If you don't, I don't care, I'll pull down your underwear!!!!!!🎃🎃🎃 /j
Erm…. That’s not very nice… 🤓🤓
Eat up, lovely!! ❤️ I’ll be watching
Just reminded me of this exchange with my best friend
:33 @iheartvlastomil
MIGHT CRY MY BEST FRIEND MADE AN AU WHERE LAZARUS DIES AND CÉCILE IS LEFT ALONE. FORMATTED THE BEGINNING LIKE
December 13, 1725 — William arrives in Divinia
December 14, 1725 — Lazarus’ funeral is held
THEN THE DIALOGUE BETWEEN WILLIAM AND CÉCILE. WILLIAM TALKING TO HER AND SAYING THAT HE’S AWARE LAZARUS WAS HER LIGHT.
SHE’S MAKING IT SO SAD. I LOVE IT.
I fully encourage her making AUs and fanfictions about my OCs
I was impressed by Rich Cheese cookie so I wanted to draw something about her
I drew this last month
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