Hi Will, I Was Scrolling Through Your Blog And Noticed A Gap Of Absence Between 2016 And 2024. Where'd

Heya Henry, have you ever considered selling Big Red Box merch? I know we all would love to rep the band lol! I know you can't put stuff into the outside world, but there's lots of websites nowadays that let you upload an image and print out the merch for you! You could even get Will to travel to them if that's safer. Here's an example: https://www.printful.com

hi ! so r ry i t took a while. that's a p retty distant fr eq ency from my own... but we mad e some !

will w en t a l i tt l e cr a z y with putting th e album cov e r on sh ir t s an d th in g s.

I think if ya wanna be able to look real spiffy, you oughta!

and even @fortunateisle con tr ib ut e d a l itt l e!

if th ere 's any th in g you all want in par ti cul ar, feel free to l et us know!

By the way, darlin', did you make these ones? 'heaven is a radio station'?

huh. n o? i th ought you d id.

Nope! Didn't feel like somethin' you would say, neither.

hmm. str an ge. well, they' r e all go in g tow ar ds keeping the li ght s on aroun d here, so I don't necess ar ily min d it. i guess.

The more the merrier, what I always say!

Ace rights??!!! (it's international asexual day today) 🖤🩶🤍💜

Yes! Wahoo! Happy day of celebration, folks!

hey will! thanks for the follow :] out of curiosity, whats your favourite colour?

Used to be gold and maroon, but now it's gold and green! Reminds me of someone I know.

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Henry’s having memory talks with me. Talking about things we recall from life before. Like journaling, I suppose. Thinks it’ll be helpful. Whatever you say, good-looking.

My speculating’s telling me I gotta write all this kinda stuff down. Even if me doing a think with Henry just poofs it into existence and means it’s written it down somewhere, you know? You can never be too sure, I tell you.

talking about thomas, do you think it’s be possible for him (or any of the others) to, um, put themselves together (not sure how else to phrase it…)?

Ain't ever tried it before, but I assume if he's been scraped all over the place, he's like a big puzzle, ain't he? Maybe so!

Internal organs. The World Book. v.1. 1923.

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By the way, Will, you mentioned that liked help you move around - how does it feel to have your posts reblogged? (also did you know that here reblogs stay even if the original post is gone? so it's also a way of recording, I guess!)

Gee! That’s helpful, thank you! Definitely helps me feel more…concrete, if that makes a lick of sense? And helps me look at wherever the one "Reblogging" is puttin' the "Reblogs!"

Dude srry to ask but wth is going on in this blog. I got a like on the first two posts you'd see if you clicked on my blog(pinned post and most recent rb)then a follow. All of your content seems to be an unknown link to "en abime" and you don't seem to ever say what it actually is. Is this like some cult stuff or just a normal "strange-ish" blog?

Sorry, pal, but I ain't really pickin' up what you're implyin' with "cult" or "strange-ish!" The "Likes" don't mean much -- I think they propagate as I move about this joint. So I s'pose the only way to find out is to explore a bit!

this i s bogu s. stop tre ating me like i' m an idi o t. i wa sn't go ing to go here, bu t i know wh at he's don e, and i think what yo u're up t o is wo rse. it's ba d things en ded up th e w ay they did. but wi ll rea lly thoug ht it wo uld wor k. we w ouldn't ev en be ha ving th i s con versati on if i t had wor k e d. and be sides. yo u knew an d clearly didn' t thi nk it would work... but let him g o th rough with it a nyway to g et yo u r re ven ge. is i t bet ter to trick yo ur fri e n ds tha n mes s u p a li tt le whi le you 're try ing to help the m? and ov er eve rythi n g. will m ight've not go ne about i t the ri ght way, but he 's been s weati ng hi s as s off try ing t o fi nd wh a t's missing a nd le t us le a v e th i s aw ful place o nc e an d fo r al l. al l yo u'v e been d oing is put ti ng m y g o o d budd ie s i n da ng er to w hat... gr o w yo u r cult? go on a pow er tri p? beca use yo ur wh o le h e a v e n schtic k is w earing thin, ta ti. y ou can ' t let your so - cal le d ang el s kn o w tha t w e're in h e ll. i'm gon na stick w ith the one p erson wh o's doing an ything ab out it, if that's alr ig ht wi th yo u. s o rry.

h e l l o 🤍

i h a t e h a t e h a t e to do this. but we've reached a t i p p i n g point. i can't s t a n d to stay silent.

and i think or at least h o p e some of you a n g e l s are voting for will without understanding the g r a v i t y of what he did. 💔

i have r e c e i p t s though.

will is dangerous, unstable, unruly, and m e a n .

he is a t h r e a t to me, to you, and to our b e a u t i f u l p r i s t i n e f r a g i l e h e a v e n.

y o u have the power to make him leave peacefully.

don't let him l i e any longer.

@williamy3w what do y o u have to say about t h i s❔

ps st. i th in k yo u sh ou ld go ta lk to he r .

Aw, she doesn't want to hear from me. We took her lil' slice of heaven right out from under her!

t his is n't heaven. an d this is the first time i' ve h eard her ad mit th at since.... you k no w.

Hm. Fair point!

is it so hard to find somewhere where i can be l o v e d? 🖤

someone to take my hand and actually mean it when they smile at me. like someone who wouldn’t rather be anywhere else in that moment and something about the way their eyes crease as they smile makes me so sure of that like it’s some kind of truth buried in the dirt stuck in the soles of my converse.

i promise i’ll care about you that same way in return. or i’ll try my best.

maybe what i need is r e b i r t h. maybe i’m not the life destined for a blissful eternity. like maybe if i hadn’t come in here i’d be giving another version of myself a better shot at heaven.

it’s not like i’ve done anything to deserve it HERE. 💒

i guess i just thought with all the bad happening to me something g o o d had to be at the end of the tunnel, you know?

but i don’t think so.

baby birds fall out of their nests and get eaten and run over and stuff all the time. and i don’t think they deserve that, if they’ve only been alive for a few days or something. sometimes the world is just s h i t 💔

or maybe there’s just something about me something wrong like, i’m not stupid. i know i wasn’t, like, popular in school. but it was fine. i wasn’t bullied either. just kinda ignored, i guess.

but i had friends online. even if they were, like, a bit inconsistent. they got tired of me too, after a while. but by the time they did, i would’ve already found the next one.

you don’t really run out of people when you’re online. and you control what they see, from the moment you meet them. 🖤

like i don’t really know what my classmates in real life saw like maybe i had really bad b.o. or never closed my mouth when i chewed or talked way too loud in class or something

but i don’t know. i’ll never know.

i guess i do know i was annoying in other ways to my online friends annoying in ways that were harder to hide like when you fill up something glass with something too hot too fast and it just shatters

but online you can always try to change, right? you can always try to improve yourself for the next person. you can always mold your reality. and if you heard that kind of h e a v e n could be your f o r e v e r, wouldn’t you come in too?

spoilers: it’s not all that. and you can’t change yourself from the trash you are.

l m a o.

sorry.