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Hello, pals!

So we ain't doin' too hot in this standoff, so we figured we'd make a li'l' somethin' for ya. Now, we ain't the type to play dirty like @fortunateisle, so there won't be any slander from these fine upstandin' fellas, but here's a li'l' token for you to show your support! Don't forget to vote!

this i s bogu s. stop tre ating me like i' m an idi o t. i wa sn't go ing to go here, bu t i know wh at he's don e, and i think what yo u're up t o is wo rse. it's ba d things en ded up th e w ay they did. but wi ll rea lly thoug ht it wo uld wor k. we w ouldn't ev en be ha ving th i s con versati on if i t had wor k e d. and be sides. yo u knew an d clearly didn' t thi nk it would work... but let him g o th rough with it a nyway to g et yo u r re ven ge. is i t bet ter to trick yo ur fri e n ds tha n mes s u p a li tt le whi le you 're try ing to help the m? and ov er eve rythi n g. will m ight've not go ne about i t the ri ght way, but he 's been s weati ng hi s as s off try ing t o fi nd wh a t's missing a nd le t us le a v e th i s aw ful place o nc e an d fo r al l. al l yo u'v e been d oing is put ti ng m y g o o d budd ie s i n da ng er to w hat... gr o w yo u r cult? go on a pow er tri p? beca use yo ur wh o le h e a v e n schtic k is w earing thin, ta ti. y ou can ' t let your so - cal le d ang el s kn o w tha t w e're in h e ll. i'm gon na stick w ith the one p erson wh o's doing an ything ab out it, if that's alr ig ht wi th yo u. s o rry.

h e l l o 🤍

i h a t e h a t e h a t e to do this. but we've reached a t i p p i n g point. i can't s t a n d to stay silent.

and i think or at least h o p e some of you a n g e l s are voting for will without understanding the g r a v i t y of what he did. 💔

i have r e c e i p t s though.

will is dangerous, unstable, unruly, and m e a n .

he is a t h r e a t to me, to you, and to our b e a u t i f u l p r i s t i n e f r a g i l e h e a v e n.

y o u have the power to make him leave peacefully.

don't let him l i e any longer.

@williamy3w what do y o u have to say about t h i s❔

I just discovered this blog and I am confused! But delighted! What a lovely page you have here! Hello henry and William! :)

Hello! Nice to make your acquaintance! Some confusion’s expected — we ain’t this joint’s usual customers, so this blog ain’t really givin’ ya our full picture!

i'm gla d yo u lik e t he pag e! nice to me et you uh... buc k e t

10-4, Henry! Have you ever had something become "part of you" in the past? Since you went in there? How did that happen?

Aff ir mativ e, buddy! nice t o he ar a fa m ili ar ca denc e. i do every onc e in a w hil e. some g uy was lo okin g into m y dis s app e ara nce a couple y ears ag o and found o ne of m y miss ing p ost er s. got a ni ce r f ac e out of it onc e it ma na g ed to tr ans mi t. though, b oy, wish i c ut my ha ir bef or e sc hool pic tur e day th at y e a r! in terms of r emem ber in g-- onc e some on e pos ted an ol d song of m in e from their grand fa ther' s pro g rock cas sett es an d ba m! i cou ld r eca ll writi ng it in t he bac k of my d ad' s truck on t he way to s umme r c amp. does n' t wor k with ly rics, th ough... can n eve r tell if i wr ot e them or s ome one el se did. may be bec aus e i didn ' t wri te mu ch d own to com e in here in th e f ir st pl ac e. just hours of m y v o i c e. 10-10. hope t o hear y ou 'rou nd her e ag ain !

huh. th at's certainly... interes ting. bu t, uh, no offe nse, but i'm not sur e i beli eve you all? i mean, this cou ld be me, or it cou ld jus t be a couple par agra phs writ ten by som eone who knows a h e l l of a lot about me, w hich you all see m to. and i d on't reme mbe r it the way i could with those email recordings you sent over. it's like anyth ing else i listen to on this place of yours - not rea lly a p ar t of me, yo u kn ow? I gue ss i kinda hope it's me, though. this guy so unds li ke he 's been t hrough he ll but he's a li ttle be tter for it. i wis h i was that st ro ng. and wish h e hadn't left it out the re.

@williamy3w Hi, Henry. This is the recording we asked if you wanted to see. We don’t have the actual audio from the recording, but we have the transcript:

Evidence File #81

Date of Admission: 8/23/1986

Evidence ID: 27.55555

Transcription Follows

YOUNG M. VOICE: uh. hi. um. my name’s henry bicknell, hb for short- it’s, um, well it was a sunny day today but now it’s night in the radio station. 1986. there’s some dogs outside, dunno if you can hear them. try to get a clear recording for ya if they don’t get too loud. 

yeah, uh, no way this is going in there, but will told me to record everything, so i’m going to record everything. but i got a theory that that’s because everything you don’t record kind of… disappears. i tried to ask will if i could transmit a photo of andrew mccarthy and then i’d look like him in there but he says it doesn’t work that way. bummer! 

if i don’t, i think i’ll just destroy it. or leave it near my car. i dunno, i like thinking about it existing somewhere. just in case. 

um, so, the reason we moved out of missoula- this year, in the spring, we moved and i remember… that it was still snowing when we pulled into the driveway of our place in chicago, and i thought we had bought the whole apartment building for a second. pretty disappointing, haha! but i really like it here. i think. i mean, i met will here, so it’s a nice place. 

but yeah the reason we moved out of missoula -- and i don’t mean to insult chicago by trying to leave it, and will says i can come back and listen to the radio here anytime i want. it’s lonely here but then again it’s lonely for me everywhere. i make a lot of friends but i can never get them to… stick. and they stay, i mean, people like me, but…

the reason we moved out of missoula is -– the thing is, even if i’ve got tons of friends, even if i’m surrounded by them, i always feel a little bit like i’m faking it. i’ll be laughing and talking and then i’ll be watching myself laughing and talking, and going, oh, boy, they liked that one, they’ll like me a little longer before i get found out. dunno what they’re gonna find out. i never stick around to see. 

because, like, we had to leave missoula, because, and i totally understand… okay, like, nothing was wrong, was the problem. it was, what, sophomore year? i didn’t have any college applications to worry about, i was doing really well on the track team, i had some friends. but every day it felt like something was hollow. like, i dunno, the colors in the world weren’t as bright as they were before. like when i heard music it was through a film. i love making tunes, i love making friends, i love finding new forgotten places in the city. like the radio station here! h3vn 33.3- boy, is that a spooky story!

but um. yeah, i really like those things. i know i like them. but i just… stopped doing them for a little while. like i’d lie on my bed and know i’d love to be up making a new tune. i’d hear it in my head. like this! 

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MUSIC: [A short jingle]

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YOUNG M. VOICE: but i just couldn’t bring myself to move one muscle over to the theremin and write it. i’d watch the light on my ceiling come up and go out and come up again. i could go to school more or less, but it was like whenever i was alone i’d just stand there, like a doll someone had stopped playing with. it took all my energy just to smile at someone.

so i guess the reason we had to leave missoula is that i kind of fell off a bridge. into water! deep water, like i bet i knew i wasn’t going to really- you know, but you do something like that and then everybody’s got a fucking opinion. i couldn’t really go to school. people talked about me. it was bad. i don’t remember too much about the time around it, just my dad kind of asking me when i felt like i could go back again and me saying whenever but not being able to move at all. 

i guess eventually someone gave me a potted sunflower. i think it was my mom? i uh, stopped seeing faces for a while, just like, didn’t care enough to look. but i bet it was my mom. 

so i don’t know why i really did it. i was watching it get all shrively and start to die over there on the other side of the room. and i knew i was the last thing standing between it and dying early. and just -- suddenly, i could move. i could water it. and then a week later there was a new little green leaf on it and i just… well, now i was responsible for this stupid little plant. i had to go outside to put it in the sunshine. and then i planted more. and then more. i grew a whole garden there. started making music. started going outside. and my dad finally felt like maybe we should move, get a fresh start in a new place.

i’m ok now. mostly ok. i find things to do with my time. but i haven’t been able to bring myself to make friends here, really. or, like, i feel myself running away from them again. and it’s because… like… everything is kind of a little fucking sunflower, right? like a friend. a life. it’s all for someone else. i feel like everyone else has some kind of power that i don’t- some secret, authentic way to make their own happiness. and until then what happens when the sunflower isn’t enough- when just, i’m not a good enough person, not selfless enough to make its existence my reason for existing… what happens? what happens to it then?  

so you see how i gotta put this here. i gotta leave this kind of thing outside. i really like will. like, really like him. i want this to be perfect. but i still can’t tell if he’s another fucking sunflower. i don’t think so. this feels different from everything else i’ve felt before. like my chest is all warm just from thinking about him. like i want to live forever just to be with him. but i don’t want any of this memory getting in there and making things… less than perfect. 

maybe i’ll plant it in the ground. or put it somewhere nice. somewhere with sky. 

hello hello!! just wanted to say good luck on your standoff!! you two are so sweet

just gonna leave this here (it's cherry pie!!)

Wahoo! Thanks, pal! It’s delicious!

nice! and i ap preci ate th e image desc ription- takes a little whi le for i t to get t o me other wise. tha nks!

hi

im a gay person

i dont have tubler :D

u cab call me gay person.

herez a high five. :3

What's a high five?

hm, it's li ke when y ou put your palm aga inst some one else's. li ke wavin g hi but very clo se

Like this?

h aha no ha rder

Like this?

O W

Sorry, darlin'! You okay?

ye ah yeah i'm goo d. boy, you c an be st rong whe n you wann a!

I have no idea what is going on here but I think I might be in love Followed for the politeness of following back, stayed for the insanity -Bill

Thanks, Bill! Nice to make your acquaintance! Glad ya get a kick outta our antics!

hi bill. ho pe we are n't insan e but g lad it's d oing so me g ood if we ar e haha. cat ch ya o n the flips ide

Wow! What a wonderful poster! Thanks, pal! Ya can’t not vote for faces like ours!

we reall y do n't!

Mean no harm!

THE ABIMERS ARE FIGHTING ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️

Whys your profile glitchin so bad 4 me 😨😨😨

my fault sor ry

Aw, it's all right, handsome! Worth it for your presence here.

you re ally thi nk so?

Darlin', I know.

(sends over a hug and an air hug)

Thank you kindly!

apprec iat e it

since ur already hornyposting on main wat would ur hanky code b?

Taken!

i don’t th ink you have enough pocke ts baby

Thanks @toasted-valentine for the Game of Tag! He asked us to make a couple'a fellas here!

made m in e

i lik e pick in g ou t new cl oth e s. haven't in a w hil e. i'd like to have had an ear r in g. maybe when i w ent to c olle ge.

Where's the leash? Ha! Ha!

haha

And here's mine! They ain't got a proper shirt, so I guess a polo's the closest!

don' t kn o w wh y you' d n eed on e at al l ...

Yes, Mal visited discord once. She ended up dropping pieces badly and it left damage afterwards even when she returned to her website. It just worries me. I'd honestly love to see you guys working together and maybe helping each other more than see you bicker like this. That said, I don't think I ever said it, but congratulations on reuniting! You two are sweet.

oh that makes sens e! but i don t know if it's the same here. will is h elpi ng me st ay toge the r. and th ank you. i'm very ha ppy to be b a c k and i think i re cognize you! lots of old fr iends were on the w aves with me i'm finding. sorry for forg ett in g you a ll. i want us to w ork t oge the r too.

Thanks for the congratulations! Boy, am I glad to have him around. Didn't make a registry or nothin' but getting all these gifts anyway has been a hoot!

were you guys able to eat that sandwich? i could send more food that DON'T have sesame seeds maybe

y e s i t w as gr ea t! though everything t ast e s like a m emory of a s andwich i ha d. i wis h i c oul d tas te ne w thin gs.

Munch!

Hi Henry! We found a physical recording from your life, but it's of a very graphic nature. Do you have any clue what it may be about? And would you want us to upload it?

Wahoo! Very graphic, you say? Think it's them salacious tintypes I've been after?

h a ha! i h op e so. but prob ab ly not. um. i rea lly hav e no cl ue. so rr y. ho pe i di dn't kill a m an. bre ad- rela ted or oth erw ise.

Ha! Ha!

i dun no. som e thin gs are bet t er left forgot te n. but i gu ess i' m a l itt le cu riou s. hu h. i hav en't be en curio us in a while.

I mean, if I've learned anything from watching the rest of you folks, gettin' more added to ya makes you more...well, whole. An' if you put it here, it'll help my boy's waves come through a little smoother, I reckon! 'Sides, if it's too personal, you kids have got some kinda "Abime" support "Blog" from the outside, no? You could plop it there!

hu h! ye ah, thi s is one of the ones from that logbook, yea h? boy, that's a lit tle emba rrassi ng you all hav e se en 'em... bu t i supp ose noth ing's pr ivate aro und here. as f or what i'm m issing, it 's a ll stuff i've se en befo re, budd y! so rry. wi sh i could t ell you where to loo k, but i do n't eve n kno w if the re's stuff o ut the re to fin d. a ne w family liv es in my ho use, a ne w school got put up ri ght where m ine was... probably n o real trace of hen ry bi cknel l anym ore. maybe th at 's fo r t he bes t.

@williamy3w Here's an audio file we have from Henry. I'm unsure if this is something Henry might be missing, but it's worth something I think.

Hey Will! Do you think if we uploaded some of Henry's files for him, he'd be able to exist more easily here? Like an anchor of sorts?

Oh, that's a smart idea! S'pose you could grab somethin' of his that ain't 'round here yet and make it a "Post" of some sort. Say, handsome, anythin' ya got lying about out there that you're missin'?

i me an i would n't kn o w i f it was miss in g. b ut i be t it w oul d be ni ce to kn ow m ore about my s elf l f an yo ne el se do es.

no offense guys, but I do actually wonder if it's healthy for Henry to stay on tumblr anyway. you're looking worse. there are more and more holes in you each post. I'm worried it'll end up like Mal when she tried to visit discord and ended up dropping pieces.

m a l w as in disc ord? is n't t ha t w he re t a ti is ? i'll b e ca ref ul. i'm ke ep in g most of m y se lf en abime any w ay.

I'm keepin' an eye out for my honeysweet. If he says he's all right, I'll trust 'im, but the second things start lookin' a li'l' too whacky I'll shake a leg and get us both outta here to recover.

What's going to happen to you guys if you lose? I'm worried

Well, s'pose we'll hafta relocate. Don't think Tati can do anything to get rid of the junk we've compiled here already, so I s'pose the remains of this Blog will just sit here!

no thing too b ad I do n't t hink. she ca n't hur t us dir ectly

"Angels in America:" Final denouement.

why are you worried for us if you don’t mine me asking?

for a l on g ti me i t hou g h t being i n he re is wors e th a n n ot be in g anyw her e at a l l. w ill ch ang e d tha t. but only for m e. it' s n ot wor th i t.

dunno what's going on here, but seeing as how you two found me first, i'll stick to your side in whatever's going on here 💜 cheers!

Thanks, pal! Your support is much appreciated!

there are nt sides but we'r e glad to ha ve y ou!

hellohellohello!!

Very new here and very confused and intrigued?? Something feels off (?) I guess or maybe I’m missing something…

Oh Well, just here for the ride and answers I suppose if you got any :)

Nice to make your acquaintance, pal! S’pose part of that confusion may arise if you haven’t visited us en abime yet! Or, if you have, I hear some of the other pals I've got 'round here have also been plenty helpful to newcomers. Welcome!

Hello, folks!

I'm Will, just another friendly face! Another friendly face! Lookin' to make the "Interwebs" a friendlier place! Don't mean no harm! Don't mean no harm!

Now, I usually reside en abime, but I've grown quite fond of this joint. I've built a swell home here for me and my handsome fella, Henry. Only problem is, someone's tryin' to kick us out, and we need your help to stand our ground!

im h enry. we l ike i t here!

You know how nice it feels to settle down, don't ya?

So I ain't askin' for much, just leave a "Like" or "Reblog" if you'd care for us to stay! Enjoy your day!

hi Will and Henry! Good luck against Tati!

I found this picrew you might like if you have the time: https://picrew.me/en/image_maker/592999

m ade on e

Wahoo! Me too! Guess we're matchin' with the music notes, though I ain't singin'. And at least I'm prepared for any last-minute surgical needs!

i mean it's m ore m y styl e than your s. wouldn't y our s b e like a cone.

Yup!

take a look at the pictures i got the other night! the northern lights were absolutely stunning

those a re ju s t lov el y! w ow! i' m jea l ou s of th at beauti ful sky yo u got out there! a nd t he wa ter - that refl ec tion is tub ul ar. wi sh i cou lda got ten out the re to s ee the m! in th e town i grew up in befo re chic ag o a sky s o b i g yo u co u ld p ress you r face u p ag ai nst it.

Darlin' , you sure you don't need to rest?

s o o n th a nk y o u

did you miss me❔

thank you to all my angels for helping me f e e l better 🤍

i am finally b a c k‼️

i understand there has been a misconception that this section of my h e a v e n is under new management this is wrong 🤍

this was m y home 🤍 this is m y home 🤍 this is the h o m e of my angels 🤍

there is no place for d e v i l s or their d e a l s here

i'll let you go if you leave now @williamy3w

Henry I'm going to be entirely honest with you, I personally thought it was just a place to hang out. Others were curious if there was some kind of scheme going on but it was never confirmed nor denied by Tati. Also I'm saying you should go on back because Tati seems annoyed(?) the best way to put it and she said that she is going to come back with no explanation of what she would do. It just sounded really ominous and I don't want either of you to get hurt. So what exactly is her plan?

i tried to wa rn you all but i guess my radio isn't very power ful. only folks wh o are on the waves alr eady. it's not your fault.

i'm s orry.

get o u t while you c an. if you c an but i don't know wh at would've helped me get out. so i don't know how to help you.

tati isn't danger ous. her plan won't hurt me.

Or me!

but i am worried for you all.