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MAKE A DISCORD ACCOUNT. alienarchivist and herines-harasaeon are more dedicated than you

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jesus christ superstar is about leftist infighting and hating your best friend and loving people wrong and the myopia of fame and inevitability and understanding that you were the cog that might not have turned and how love will not save the world because it is not enough and how people are fickle and how leaders are cowards and how the buck has to stop somewhere and how love doesn't stop just because it's useless or bad and saying 'i told you so' and how good will can never trump The Plan and how together we are so very strong and how God is not going to save us and how the story is incomplete because we have to finish it ourselves

when ethel cain said, “i’m not scared of god, i’m scared he was gone all along,” and, “god loves you, but not enough to save you, so baby girl, good luck taking care of yourself,” and, “we’ve been cursed since the start, jesus didn’t want us,” and, “i’d hold the gun if you asked me to, but if you love me like you say you do would you ask me to?” and, “where you told me even if we died tonight that i'd die yours, so i died there under you, every night, all night,” and “do you just want my blood? am i just that damn hard to love?” and, “i tried to be good, am i no good?” and, “i just wanted to be yours, can i be yours?” and, “i feel so alone out here,” and, “i can’t let go when something’s broken, it’s all i know, and it’s all i want to know.”

STOP IT. GET OUT OF MY NOTES

I’M TOGA HIMIKO AND I LIVED EXACTLY HOW I WANTED TO. I WAS JUST A NORMAL GIRL WITH THE CUTEST SMILE IN THE WHOLE WORLD!

life is just [when mitski said “mom, would you wash my back? this once and then we can forget” and killing eve said “clean your face” “can you do it?” “you’re not a child” “I want to feel like one. please, can you do it?” and @maiabaia said “mother, eat me and give birth to me again, this time around I’ll make you proud” and @inkskinned said “mom can you come get me things are getting bad again and i feel every insult like a sharp tooth and i feel my dreams rotting under my fingernails”]

ok so you're stealing my bio now.

rori that was 4 months ago I literally sent you ask about it SJSKSKSKSKSK

Electra drives me insane she's really like. This family tree is rotten and so I am rotten but the rot will end with me. And yes the father that lives in my memory is a fantasy and a stranger to the man that really lived but he's dead and every memory of the dead is a fantasy. And yes my father did horrible things but he did those things because he had to, I have to believe he did them because he had to. And maybe if he had lived, he would have loved me and I am so starved of love that I will beg for it from the graves of dead men. Yes this woman gave birth to me and shaped me into the wretched form I am today. No she is not my mother. Yes I hate her. No I can't remember a time when she didn't hate me. Yes I am desperate for her to love me. No I would rather die than do something to earn her love. No I am nothing like her. Yes I look into the mirror and see my mother, and I hate her, so I hate me. Yes I believe my brother remembers and loves me and will come and save me. No I don't know what he looks like or if he's still alive. Yes I love my brother unconditionally. No I don't really know my brother. Yes I know my brother intrinsically because he is the other half of my soul. No I don't believe he's coming. Yes I love him anyway because I am destined to love men who leave me behind in this house. This house that has been built on the bones of my murdered family, killed by my family, and their blood has poisoned the roots. Yes this house is my home. Yes this house hates me, and what does it mean when your home is also your prison? Yes I want to leave this house. No I will never leave this house. Yes this house has always been haunted. I am the thing that is haunting this house.

deer freak me out so im always going to draw them a bit fucked

magnus archive update!!! jon is so paranoid it's so funny to me. Like I have secret knowledge of where his relationship goes with martin so every time one of his "supplement notes" marks that martin is SusPiciOuSly AskInG how he's healing and if he's doing okay must be MALICIOUS is. quite an experience. also he's so so so paranoid about his coworkers he's literally OBSESSING and I should be worrying where this could harm jon since this is a horror podcast I can't help but laugh. this is the best thing ever I hope jon gets worse actually

the supplements are genuinely so funny. like ‘martin made me tea this morning. incredibly suspicious. I think I’ll stalk him’. no one’s doing it like him