I was crying on the bus ride home and then when I got home I went to take a shit and afterwards. Then I started crying again but I couldn’t because my grandma is off work for once so I just silently cried as she was just doing her own thing.
The amount of hugs from Steven I need from is unbelievable

This is so stupid, but I want to cry so fucking badly just because I’ve gained weight and it makes my stomach look bigger. And I can’t complain to anyone because they’ll say ‘oh stop being dramatic it’s just a little stomach.’ LIKE BITCH SHUT UP!! I have an eating disorder and I’ve been gaining weight, because of stress and I’m not fucking happy. I also hate venting to my mom because she’ll say some cheap bullshit to make me feel better, but it doesn’t and it only makes me feel worse!!
I hate more the fact I was I skinny kid to, but my own aunt still called me fat. LIKE FUCK YOU TO BITCH IM SORRY NO ONE LOVES YOU!!! Ahhhhg!! I’m so sick and tired of having to hear people say ‘ohhh your not fat your beautiful.’ KYS now just shut up.
This is so stupid but I just needed this off my chest
Btw I’m 136lbs now and I feel really dumb for complaining, but I’m just not happy I want to be at least 100lbs because I’m 5’3ft.
I want to smoke a pack of cigarettes with him and cry in his arms till I fall asleep
OSCAR ISAAC as Michael Perry WON’T BACK DOWN (2012) dir. Daniel Barnz
I haven’t watched DUNE yet, but every time I see Duke Leto I want to put little flowers in his beard.
DUKE LETO ATREIDES in every scene of DUNE (2021) for @garciamorales
(because I can't draw for shit but I still like to imagine the fanart in my head)
Pleeeease if any of you actually make one, tag me I'd love to see it!!!
Quick question but has anyone painted that, but with Jake and Khonshu instead?
(omg I just noticed he's also on the newspaper!)
we were girls together
Moonknight imagine because I’m sad.
I look over to Steven as he sits at his computer, but I just lay on the bed we share looking at him with sadness in me. “Steven… do you love me? Or am I a phase?” I ask him bluntly. Steven freezes as he looks towards me. “Oh sweetie no. No, no, no, why do you think something so hurtful?”
He walks to my side cupping my face as I hold back tears. “I… I don’t know… I just feel like you, Marc, Jake, and Layla will grow tired of me.” I sob out. Steven hugs me close, closer then ever before. “No honey no. We all love you, we love you so much we want to see you happy.”
Steven kisses me on the head as he wipes away my tears. “I’m sorry… I’m sorry. I don’t know why I-i just-“
“Shhh- it’s okay, it’s okay love.”
Steven stops me hugging me to his chest and petting my head. “Give yourself a moment to breathe then when you’re ready we can talk. Okay?”
I nod as we cuddle with each other as I slowly start opening up.
End
(Sorry this is horrible. I’m not the best with grammar but I’m getting better. So I really hope you liked this and if you have any suggestions, please feel free to share.)
okay i’m awake time to write for my silly little phone spiders
in spanglish you don’t switch by word, you switch by phrase.
it’s not:
“[first part of the sentence in english], [second part of the sentence in english], mi amor.”
“[full english sentence], querida.”
it’s:
“[first part of the sentence in english], [segunda parte de la frase en español], mi amor.”
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also miles is boricua, miguel is mexican. they have two different accents and use different vocabulary for certain words.
also miles is “nyourican” - a puerto rican native to new york - while his mom is directly from the island, so there are differences there, too, because his spanish is more influence by new york english. 
here’s some good references that aren’t google translate (which usually pulls from spain, a country that speaks vastly differently from latin america)
SpanishDict
WordReference
here have some random videos on different slang/spanish accents:
Puerto Rico
Mexico (1) (2)
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in spanish most words are gendered, so most feminine words end in a and masculine/gender neutral words end in o. adding ito/ita makes something cuter, smaller and more affectionate.
spanish nicknames that aren’t “mi amor”
“querido/a” - darling
“cariño” - dear (always masculine regardless, of who its being said to)
“mi princesa/príncipe” - my prince/princess
“mi rey/reina” - my king/queen
“papí/mamí” - can be used in any way; romantic, sexual, familial for one’s parent or child, or just platonically
“tesoro” - treasure
also spanish is a language that uses adjectives as terms of affection both cute ones and ones that might sound insensitive in english
gordo (fat), flaco (skinny), negro (black), blanco (white), linda (pretty), bella (beautiful), morena (brown skin), etc.
and like most languages that are not english, spanish has multiple ways of saying i love you.
“te amo” - romantic
“te quiero” - familial, platonic (although there’s nothing wrong with using it romantically)
see also:
te adoro - i adore you
te deseo - i want you
te necesito - i need you
 and, of course, they can vary regionally too.
please use this because i have read a lot of really well written things that take me out of it because the use of spanglish is terrible. don’t just go on your presumptions that spanish/spanglish works in the same way that english does.
- signed your friendly neighborhood afro-latina
IM BITING AT THE WALLS OF MY ENCLOSURE MY GODDDD
Papi is a kitten and a cute one at that <3
Moon Knight thing I just thought about:
When the Gods speak through their Avatars (Specifically Khonsu speaking through Marc and Taweret speaking through Layla), the Avatars seem almost like puppets on a string.
Marc looks like he’s in pain, like Khonsu is pulling at his throat specifically, and Layla’s hands seem almost like Taweret is working through having human hands and fingers…
Marc’s moment is almost like Khonsu is still speaking very birdlike, and squawking.
Similarly, Layla’s gestures become very grand and regal, like Taweret’s.
I love acting choices so much.
A mouth-watering fuck-ton of hand angle references.
By Shadowcross on DA.
A Most Violent Year
I think about killing my boss all the time, but I wouldn’t actually do it.
I’ve released something in C.ai with the Moon-knight boys
So Steven is sweet and I just talk to him and I have to be flirty sometimes and he falls slowly
But then Marc is just flirty straight from the get go. Like boy!! I want to know you more and all he wants is to 👀👀
Then Jake I don’t always talk to but after talking to him for awhile and getting to know each other he starts falling
Idk it’s something small I’ve noticed lately
The Marc chat is getting spicier
Oscar Isaac + theater
is there a name for this
Naarm/Melbourne, Australia (19/11/2023)- the Starbucks and the McDonald’s on Swanston Street are both completely closed.
Beautiful hashtags
Thinkin’ about the soft, smug little expression Steven must’ve had under his mask when he adjusted his suit during the fight with Harrow.
Would’ve been a shame if we uh. Saw that.
Moon Knight Text posts: Marc Spector me Core™️ Edition
Sorry for the bad quality. Idk how to fix it
Oscar when he sees a role for a lonely pathetic man:
her head was cold 🥺 now they're twins!
i was inspired by this tiktok and had to redraw it with @guruan's sweet viejita!
[VID ALT: a guy cuts up fabric to make a little black beanie out of it. he puts the beanie on a small pink hairless cat who is snuggled up in hood of a hoodie that a mustached man is wearing backwards so that the cat is in front of his chest. he is also wearing a black beanie. he takes a drink of liquid then plants a kiss on the cat's little head]
thinking about jake lockley in an apron and briefs kneading bread with flour on his nose and all over his arms, the muscles bunching and flexing as his fingers curl the dough into a smooth ball to rest before he begins to braid it into a masterpiece
thinking about marc spector, dressed in dark, tight clothes without a speck of food on him, chopping vegetables and meat for dinner, so particular about keeping the knives and boards separate, adding it all to the pot and propping the spice cabinet open to season it all and bringing it up to heat and filling the flat with mouthwatering, savory aroma
thinking about steven grant with his glasses perched on the end of his nose as he trails his blunt fingertip down the page in the recipe book propped open on the counter, powdered sugar sprinkled in his dark curls as he finds his place to follow the next step in the recipe
thinking about you orbiting all of them as they work, helping where you can while fixing your own side dishes, letting your hands brush against their sides and wrists and back as you slip behind and around them, littering kisses and murmuring lovings
just…the moon boys being domestic in the kitchen🥺I think food is my love language
knitted scarfs ─── send me a song / lyric / album + a character and i'll make a moodboard out of it! ( includes short headcanons ).
omg omg cologne by beabadobee + tasm!peter parker maybe!!!! that song is so him
. ˳⁺⁎˚ cologne, beabadoobee + tasm!peter.
📻 neck kisses. late nights together. lazy mornings. loud music. missing peter's scent. calling peter by the telephone. borrowing peter's sweater. red roses. pink kiss marks by the collar. peter taking pictures of you from his camera. matching converses. wearing peter's clothes. playing with his hair.