Yeahhh Agender Would Prolly Be The Right Label Which It ABSOLUTELY Feels Weird I Get It. Tbh The Label

As a person who collects minecraft merch/items, I love this thank you for sharing <3333

minecraft creeper stimboard!

this bad boy got 362k views on tiktok, i hope one person sees it uploaded here LMAO

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to be honest, I didn't expect so many people to like my previous posts, I'm even a little embarrassed.... thank you very much💥

Me looking over at the classpect analysis requests that have lowk been sitting there for months.

I know I show do them and I want to but,,,,, like.

What if people send in more while I'm finishing those ones,,,,,

It sucks that people assume I'm joking when I say I only use it/it's. Like. I don't fw they/them pronouns. They aren't for me but no one irl really takes it/its seriously.

This is so real.

I litterally can't go a second without thinking about drawing or homestuck😭

Like I don't think I could live without either of them and the idea of me in any job outside of selling art in the future genuinely upsets me. If someone insults homestuc or art (either mine or made by someone else) I get so upset like as if they insulted me PERSONALLY, like they were saying IM bad/awful and not just the media. It's so weird😭😭

I think that special interests are actually a disabling part of autism

I'm tired of people (allistic and autistic) saying that it's bad that special interests are 'pathologised' because passions are good. This is because that comes from a fundamental misunderstanding of what a special interest is. Special interests are not just things you like a lot, they are 'highly fixated interests abnormal in intensity or focus'. For me (and pretty much everyone with autism I've asked about it), this means that special interests are basically your whole life. For me, my special interest is ASD. I think about autism all the time. It's the only thing I find interesting, and every thought I have can be linked to autism in some way. This is pretty disabling to me because it makes it way harder to talk about and do stuff that isn't related to my special interest.

It makes making friends really hard because, on top of my social challenges, I also don't know how to talk about anything other than my special interest, and I will bring the conversation back to my special interest if I feel comfortable around someone, and just not talk to someone if I don't feel comfortable around them. It also makes doing the things I need to do in life (such as doing work for uni, taking care of myself, cleaning my living space, etc) so much harder because my brain doesn't think it's interesting in the slightest and therefore I have absolutely no motivation to do them.

Maybe my special interests are more extreme than other people's. I wasn't diagnosed with a level, I just got a diagnosis of ASD, but I'm probably on the higher end of level 1, possibly on the lower end of level 2 but I can't really figure that out for myself. However, the ASD diagnostic criteria in both the ICD-11 and DSM-V state that your traits of autism must be causing 'clinically significant impairment' (i.e. they must be disabling) for you to qualify for an ASD diagnosis.

fr how it feels to be drawing on my grandpas computer at night when I'm the only one up. ;~;

I'm trynna be the the insomniamaxxing eepypilled artist i know I am but paranoia sucks.

Begging some proshippers to understand that just because they're a stupid anti, it doesn't excuse you to be fatphobic/be an asshole because of things caused by mental disorders/etc towards them. I saw a post on twt about a 13 yo anti complaining about proshippers being on the selfship community, and yeah, that's beyond stupid. I know. Yeah. But I saw some people who were mad commenting on their s/i with stuff like "does the ground shake when you walk." You have all the right to be angry, but by doing that you're no different from antis who say stuff like "l0licons are fat balding men who live on their mothers basement and dont shower". You're nothing but a pathetic performative activist.

Homestuck meme using a Hussie post,,, wow