Die Welt um mich versinkt in Kummer,
weiß' nicht ob ich wirklich leb'.
Ich hab' keine Smartwatch die mir
versichert, dass ich Puls hab.
Keine Kraft mehr zu schwimmen
und die Wellen drücken mich runter.
Braucht mich nicht wundern,
Insgeheim wart ich auf ein Wunder.
I'm not your critic,
not your gaping wounds of the past.
I'm not your reactions
they tell your stories.
I'm not your fear
of losing yourself.
I'm not your shame & hate
for being yourself.
I'm not your fear
of intimacy.
I'm not the mirror
you mistake me for.
Thats the mirror
of yourself.
Kabel an den Schachtwänden ziehen vorbei
Sitze still, nur einige Blicke nach vorn und nach rechts
Schemenhafte Gestalten schweben um mich herum
Meine Sicht verschwimmt und sucht einen Anker
Zwischen Lichterflackern flüstert leise Dunkelheit
It's ok to say no.
It's ok to let it go.
It's ok to doubt it
And ok to don't know.
It's ok to feel low.
It's ok if I don't.
It's ok to trust
And ok if I don't
It's ok that I show.
It's ok when I grow.
It's ok to feel hope
And ok if I don't.
If one looks into the light
And instinctively turns away
In fear, with aching eyes,
It might have been
That one has stood
In the darkness
For a long time
Anxiety runs deep
While awake
While asleep
A staircase too steep
An end seems
Out of reach
J. 🌌✨
Our voices sing in harmony.
Our hearts beat in unison.
Our bodies touch and melt.
We get lost together, as we
Collapse under our attraction
And give birth to a new star,
A glowing sphere of bliss.
You'll surely overthink
If you try to understand me
A paradoxical chaos
Far beyond comprehension
Look at me through blinded eyes
Loose sanity in my undertow
You have to leave your mind behind
To scrutinize my heart and soul