Latest Posts by zcannab1z - Page 6

2024 is the year I heal

2024 is the year I have my biggest relapse yet

i don’t wanna be perceived as a man or a woman I wanna be perceived as a faaaaggggoooottttt ^_^

inspired by those cute bloody creatures memes to describe how i feel when i'm bored and have BPD

Look about this post? I need you to read Blessed is the Flame before you take the word 'nihilism' into your mouth ever again.

this is a little presumptuous and aggressive but okay, i'll respond.

for the record, i have read 'blessed is the flame' and i comprehend the depth of anarcho-nihilism's confrontation with the suffocating realities of oppression.

but re: the post you're quoting from, my beliefs are that the true essence of "punk"—and its broader philosophical significance—lies in the harmony and balance of acknowledging harsh nihilist truths with a commitment to hopeful transformation.

this post was specifically talking about punk and punk culture. and punk is more than a static acceptance of despair; it's a dynamic, resilient force. it acknowledges the grim reality of systemic persecution while simultaneously fueling the fire for positive change and human resilience. nihilism, which tends to be more dismissive of broader meanings and outcomes, intrinsically overlooks the power of hope and action. punk, in its core, is not just about defiance—it's about believing in the potential for a better world and our power in creating it.

this isn't to undermine the significance of nihilistic perspectives in highlighting the futility and absurdity of certain societal structures. but my line of thinking is that channeling our understanding of these realities into a constructive effort for a more equitable and liberated society aligns more closely with the "punk" ethos.

in essence, punk, in its most authentic form, is a balance: it's about confronting obstacles with a fist raised not just as a matter of resisting, but also in solidarity and aspiration for change. it's about evolving from the nihilistic acknowledgment of the oppression to an optimistic, yet pragmatic, form of anarchism—a natural transition from despair to agency.

i always turn my brightness down before entering tumblr in public u girls are cray

stop asking how i am, i don't want to think about my life

do i masturbate or self harm? these are life’s greatest questions.

part of me wants to post sh pictures, but the other part really doesn't want to get t worded.

i want people to see, though. i want them to see how pathetic and weak i am. i want them to find joy in my misery.

someone : u handled it so well

me : *with blood dripping down my arms and thighs* u bet ;)

ao invés de sair chamando os outros de gordo vc bem wie podia cortar fora tudo isso que você chama de gordura magra, magra aonde amores????????????

i’m not a violent dog, i don’t know why i bite (i’m so desperate for someone to love me in the same way i love them that i ruin every relationship by being too much.)

is anyone else getting mean when they're nervous like bad dogs or is it just me and mitski

a mulher que eu amo ama outro,

outros

eu queria só por uma vez ter todo o amor dela sabe ?

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no matter how much i whine for your attention

all i will get

is a hand wrapped around my mouth

until you need me

until you show me off

praising me

i thought i was a mutt?

you are confusing

you yell and shout at me

when i ask for attention

but as soon as others are around

you are on my beck and call

wanting to seem good

in front of others

who only get confused

when they see me bite at the hand that feeds me

or shy away from your touch

they are confused why they see such a thing

in a dog that is loved

!!!!!EYESTRAIN WARNING!!!!!

I drew this at like 2 am help

Whoever made these dog poetry things, I genuinely hope things get better for you. Like, no happy human could write this

treat me like a rabid dog ‼️

Eternally yours.

Like the dog that I am.

Eternally tied to you.

Eternally loyal.

Eternally ready to obey your orders.

Eternally here in case you need me again.

You were the first owner of this dog and the last.

I love you.

I'm going to love you forever.

I wait for you.

I hope you to come back.

But of course, you're free.

And I'm just a dog.

" eu apoio ed " como se eles apoiassem vc e esse seu braço grande né

a pessoa posta vídeo se cortando, mas tem gatilho com nsfw, pega e se mata logo o imunda

Rewatched. Crying happily in the corner

yeah my chem is great, but you ever had sex? no? me neither, turn up the volume.

babygirl i AM the dogs mitski bet on

its not enough.

relapsing is not enough.

i need to cover my whole self in blood.

its never enough.

The ten volumes of the Corpse Party BloodCovered manga.