THIS Like Im Not Lazy Im Not Unmotivated I Have So Much I Want To Do And See But I CANT. Do You Know

oh wow, i love that honestly. it put into words exactly how ive felt about my acceptance of being disabled.

"Acceptance isn’t defeat: It’s a declaration of self-respect under irrefutable circumstances. This is where you are and you’re going to make the best out of every moment of it."

Ilana Jacqueline "Surviving and Thriving with an Invisible Chronic Illness: How to Stay Sane and Live One Step Ahead of Your Symptoms"

its devastating, seeing the life ive longed for happen to others while im stuck in bed in a flare up… again.. its so hard.

i unfollow a lot of people for this honestly, if i havent seen them in the past few years then i dont see the point in seeing a bunch of posts that make me feel bad, its sad.

Being chronically ill in your 20s is stupid you have to see your peers like “started a family🥰” “got married😍” “bought a house😇” “scored a promotion😋” meanwhile you’re fighting for your life to take a shower

“i asked chatgpt-” ohhh ok so nothing you are about to say matters at all

cries in a positive way

Practicing poses and body types and I drew flora. Enjoy!

i get people telling me im a nihilist sometimes but im really not. i just dont shy away from talking about the “negative” parts of life because i think its an important step towards change.

i dont think we are doomed, nor do i think nothing matters. im angry. im upset. and i want change. theres a difference.

i think its dangerous to loop all angry people into nihilism.

moving house sucks and i would like to never do it again thank you

im down when do we start

I need a ballet class with just disabled and chronically ill dancers so I can get back into dance without being yelled at for my limited range of movement

they did what 🧍🏼‍♀️

this is what i get for not having other social medias kdhdkd

Not me just now learning about this hello???? wtf?

I hate that there's no way to be disabled that people will accept.

If you show joy, or acceptance in your disability, you're not really disabled and no one will take you seriously when you do complain and well it can't be that bad and oh I'm sure you're used to it.

But if you're miserable then you're whiny and annoying and people hate that it's "all you talk about" and its always ugh you're always tired and can we please stop talking about this it's making me depressed and oh I'd kill myself if that happen to me.

If you're happy you have everything figured out and don't need help anyway but if you're miserable you're a whiny bitch that can't just suck it up. There's no winning

its okay to mourn.

its okay to mourn the childhood you could’ve had.

its okay to mourn the career you could’ve had.

its okay to mourn the children you could’ve had.

its okay to mourn the education you could’ve had.

its okay to mourn the friendships and social life you could’ve had.

its okay to mourn the hobbies you could’ve had.

its okay to mourn the travel you could’ve had.

its okay to mourn the life you could’ve had.

nobody gets to tell you that you need to cheer up.