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when you were planning to go nintendo 64 mode and end it all with prozac Or a knife but your parents hid the knifes and you don't have enough prozac and all you have is a safety pin and pencil
there is something deeply calming to me about i saw the tv glow. its a horror movie, and im not saying those aspects dont affect me, they very much do, but the way the movie understands me so entirely makes me feel more seen than anything else ive ever experienced.
i cry and i yelp for air but its okay because im not alone. other people feel this way too, and i am seen. there is still time.
i just realized i never talked here about i saw the tv glow. im basically talking to the wall here bcs who even sees my posts but the scene where owen screams at the end, i start crying violently. so glad i did not see this film in theatres, i wouldnt have been able tobget up afterwards.
alex g's music changed something inside of me fundamentally. it might be the transness in me speaking but listening to his songs makes me feel connected to someone out there who understands every facet of my being fully as if it were their own and the twinge of knowing ill never meet them.
also i saw the tv glow is really good, once a meetup me and my transfem friend sit together and cry listening to anthem of a seventeen year old girl.