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I mean it is called cod ghosts server for a reason?😭 But yeah yall welcome from any other cod fandom even tho i hope yall respect the cod ghosts game!
Cod Ghost server
Hey! It seems like a lot of people still don’t know about our Call of Duty: Ghosts Discord server and keep asking around—even though it’s already pinned in my post! and i have already written in my bio about it.
So, just to clarify—we have a SFW Discord server that’s a safe space for minors. We share art, memes, chat, and just have fun together!
When you join, you’ll need to stay in the verification room for a bit. We’ll just ask about your Tumblr account to make sure you’re not someone we’ve banned before.
So, what are you waiting for? Here is the invite!
Finishing all the reqs so i can get asks and requests about mw og characters (tf141, delta force and army rangers)
Cod ww2 and cod bo😔🙏🏻
Me with those keegan stans who know the cod ghosts game very well, know every cod ghosts character and respect them and never put him in mw2 timeline.
꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋ ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋ ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋ ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋ ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦꒷꒦︶
꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋ ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋ ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋ ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋ ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦꒷꒦︶
Use the phone + Text you!
Characters: Logan walker, hesh walker, keegan russ, kick, merrick.
X GN! reader!
notes: idk it's safe.
Logan walker:
Not big on texting—he's more of a "call if it's important" guy.
He doesn't even remember how he got the phone.
Old but reliable Samsung Galaxy S21 (won’t upgrade unless it literally dies).
Phone case? Just raw-dogging that phone like a menace. The screen is cracked as hell, but Fix it everytime.
The lock screen of his phone: A stock wallpaper of mountains because he never bothered to change it.
He put it On vibrate 24/7. If it makes a sound, he's confused.
But ofc he feels it when you call or smth.
Battery is always at 5-10% even though he don't use it so much but the battery gone low by itself😔.
He forgets to charge it and just borrows Hesh’s charger.
One-hand texter—his replies are short because he hates typing.
Probably doesn’t have social media? He would have whatsapp, messages and instagram! you told him to make but he just leave it and never enter the app💀
But has Google Maps and a weather app for no reason.
If he texts you, it's short but meaningful:
"You good?" His way of saying he cares
"Will Be home soon." Which could mean in 3 hours or 3 weeks
Will shock you, because you were kinda hesitated to send him a meme, so when you did send him a meme, he'll react with either "😂" or "?" depending on if he gets it.
This shocked you asf cuz you didn't know he understand memes.
This gave you butterflies.
Doesn’t use emojis, barely types full sentences.
You: "Did you eat?"
Logan: "Yeah. You?"
You: "What did you eat?"
Logan: "Food."
You: "Curse you i just asked."
Logan: "Y/n I have been eating for my entire life why i wouldn't now?"
Takes accidental blurry pics of stuff he finds interesting (like a cool sunset or a random stray dog).
You get unintentional thirst traps of him sweaty after training.
If you compliment him Logan: "Didn’t mean to send that."
You: "Sure you didn’t. 👀"
You sent him cupcake remixes songs.
If you call, he picks up but doesn’t talk much—just listens to your voice."Mhm. Yeah. Miss you too." (He smiles but doesn’t say much)
He shrugs when you asked him if he will come back "Yeah, of course! Where i would go anywhere else?"
Hesh walker:
IPhone 12 Pro Max (YEAH FIGHT ME FIGHT ME👺) – Upgraded because he needed better battery life for all his texting.
Clear case with a germa shepherd on the back. Super protective case because he’s broken too many phones.
Homescreen: A Ghosts team Logo
Lockscreen: A picture of Riley sleeping ("He looks majestic.")
Ringtone: Something dumb like "Danger Zone" or an old classic rock song.
Sends way too many gifs and voice messages If he is lazy.
Has a million notifications but replies to you instantly.
Somehow has 100 unread messages from people he doesn't acknowledge them but they know him since he is kind of famousin the field but replies to yours instantly.
Camera roll? 90% nature pic and riley, 10% squad pics, and a secret album of cute pics of you (you don't even know abt it he is like so cool abt it too).
The most normal texter in the squad. Fast responses, actually uses punctuation.
Sends dumb jokes, random pictures, and voice notes of him teasing you.
"Dad just gave the longest speech ever, send help."
[Pic of Riley napping] "He stole my seat. Again."
Uses his phone for music, probably has a playlist of classic rock and hype songs.
Definitely texts you mid-work if he’s stuck waiting for something "Low-key bored. What are you doing?"
Yes he uses social media, especially whatsapp, insta and massenger!
Has a lot of messages from other people He doesn't even know.
You’re his favorite person to text.
"You won’t believe what I fuckin' just did—Dude I tripped over Riley’s toy and tried to act like it didn’t happen in front of logan."
"Mission sucked. But thinking about you made it better."
Sends selfies, pics of Riley, and random squad candids.
[Sends a pic of himself in gear] "Your man looks good today, huh?"
You acted like cupcake's remixes😍🙏🏻.
[Sends a pic of Logan asleep on the couch] "Took this at my own risk."
If you don’t reply fast or didn't send him morning or evening messages he would go with: "Helloooo??? Where’s my daily appreciation text??"
Calls you before and after missions."Yo, just checking in. You good? Need anything?"
When he’s tired, his voice gets softer: "Wish I was home with you right now."
His phone charge getting like 85-70% but then logan ruined his charger since he use it so much but hesh never complain abt it.
Keegan p russ:
Google Pixel 8 Pro Minimalist, good for low-light pics (probably why he picked it).
Black matte case, no design. Practical, sleek, untraceable vibes.
Homescreen: Dark-themed clockLockscreen: A night sky "It’s calming."
Ringtone: Default Pixel tone, but it’s always on silent.
Turns off read receipts and disables typing indicators.
Only 5 apps installed: Messaging, maps, camera, notes, and WhatApp.
Camera roll? Basically empty except for surveillance photos and one random blurry pic of you.
Doesn’t use his phone unless necessary when you call so much. Half the time, it’s either dead or on silent.
Dryest texter ever."Ok."
"See you."
But once he shocked you with a message showing he cares through text, i mean he is like logan save his emotions in real life!.
He really cares about you, you get slightly longer texts:
"Stay inside tonight. Got a bad feeling."
"Be safe." Sent at 3AM, no explanation.
If you call him, he might answer, but expect a "What’s up?" and then silence while he waits for you to talk.
Responds hours later but it’s never on purpose. Just forgets.
You: "You alive??"
Keegan: "Yeah." 6 hours later
You: "That’s all I get?"
Keegan: "Been busy."
Never takes pictures but if he does, they’re surprisingly nice candid shots of you when you’re not looking.
"Thought you’d like this." (It’s a picture of the night sky because he knows you love it)
If you send him a selfie, he just replies (after hours) "Pretty."
THEN ASAP SAVES THE PIC.
Phone Calls: Rare but deep."You don’t have to talk, just stay on the line with me."
He say this if he got a brooding feelings inside.
If he’s on a dangerous mission, he’ll call you before it and just say: "Don’t worry about me. Just wanted to hear your voice." yeah he was desperate.
Thomas merrick:
Huawei Y9 bye.
Black leather case—very executive and no-nonsense.
Homescreen: A Ghosts insignia
Lockscreen: A motivational quote like "Discipline is freedom." (please yall tell me you see the vision)
Ringtone: Loudest default ringtone that woke up the whole base (so he never misses a call cuz he use it for job!).
Prefers calls over texts. If you text him something long, he’ll just call, Doesn't do small talk over text but prefers actual phone calls when he has time.
Very formal texter—uses punctuation and full sentences.
Camera roll? Mostly mission photos, but has one saved picture of you (doesn’t talk about it).
Barely touches his phone. Work comes first.
If he texts, it’s super direct and practical.
"Landed. Safe."
"You need anything?"
If you text him something dumb, he’ll just leave you on read.
Might check his phone once in a while but never during briefings.
You’ll never catch him scrolling through social media. Ever.
Straight to the point, but sometimes softens up for you cuz once you notice he never eat like usual so you remind him.
You: "Don’t forget to eat."
Merrick: "I won’t."
You: "I know you’re lying."
Merrick: "Fine. I’ll eat. Happy?" he didn't lol.
Doesn’t take pictures unless you ask. If you ask for a selfie, he would be confused and stuff cuz here never did take a selfie telling you he will come back anyway.
But when he come to your house, he takes pictures of you, not himself.
Like i said her prefer phone calls especially when he is free.
His voice is calm and steady, but you can tell he relaxes when he hears you.
"You alright?" His way of saying he cares
If you’re upset and wanna yapp, he stays on the phone until you calm down. No rushed words—just listens.
Barely on his phone unless he’s checking mission reports. If you text, expect a reply in 2-5 business hours.
Kick:
What if i told yall he's got the money to buy iphone 15 pro max😔?you wouldn't believe me.
GUYS GUYS GUYS!, I know yall would come to me saying "GIRL WHO BUY IPHONE 15 HE'S BROKE IN THIS HALF APOCALYPSE WORLD"
Guys think abt it's 2027 there could be IPHONE 17!! SO kick broke ass bought IPHONE15!!
The only reason he chose it because he think ios is the safest program
fully jailbroken (probably has custom security software on it).
Some shockproof tactical case "Gotta be prepared." (for what😭)
Homescreen: A digital clock widget with a custom UI.
Lockscreen: A sci-fi looking interface with data widgets yes he was excited abt his phone that he organized it.
Ringtone: Custom-made—probably a futuristic beeping sound made the gang looking around smoothly thinking they got into space or smth.
Has two phones—one for work (Some random old galaxy) and one personal for you and other contact (the iphone)
"Yall don't deserve to be talked by this masterpiece".
He has all the social medias, talking with people he knows! but not that active.
The tech-savvy one. Probably has all the best apps and knows how to use them.
Can type ridiculously fast. His texts are fast and efficient but lowkey sarcastic.
Camera roll? Mostly encrypted files, but has a high-quality photo of you looking cool.
50% memes, 30% gym pics, 20% pictures of you.
Texts fast but types like a hacker—always looks like he’s in a rush.
"KICK STOP COMING ONLINE THEN OFFLINE THEN DO IT ALL OVER AGAIN!!" that's because he answer you but then disapper then answer you again like he leave the app so many times.
"ETA 5 min. U good?"
"Saw this and thought of u [sends a random gadget or meme]"
You know memes like a lot, but him, he send you stuff that u will never unserstand it.
The guy who helps fix everyone else's phones when they break them.
Lowkey a gamer. Might send you a "Wanna play something later?" text when he actually has time off and bored.
types in perfect grammar but all lowercase because he’s too lazy.
You: "What are you up to?"
Kick: "fixing some encrypted comms. you?"
You: "Being good ig."
Kick: "confirmed. always lookin' good"
Takes the best photos of you. Angles? Lighting? Perfect.
You: "Why do your shots look so good??"
Kick: "Not my shots cuz you're fint shyt"
Sends gym selfies like "Should I flex more? Nah, already flexing too much."
Again...cupcake remix.
"Don't have to say this, But be careful out there, okay?❤️"
Super chill over the phone. Probably calls you when he’s working on tech stuff just to have company.
"Talk to me while I work. Keeps me focused."
"There is no way..."
"way."
Crazy how mute characters affect us like this😔🙏🏻
everyday I wake up and miss Roach in mw remaster😭
When i see the memes in this fandom get more notes (like from 70-100 or higher) than ACTUAL good fic, and then yall say we are having a lack of fics and hcs😭😭😭🙏🏻
Cod ghosts react to S/O only wearing heels like everywhere and in everything (events and regular walking)
꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋ ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋ ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋ ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋ ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦꒷꒦︶
Wearing heels!
Characters: Logan walker, Hesh walker, Elias walker, Keegan russ, Kick, Thomas merrick, Gabriel rorke, Ajax
Notes: NSFW!! MDNI!
"Step on me...."
All of them
oh, there he go
dunn x ramirez tho...
"lemme search some kick icons-OPP!"
"my bad😊"
The ghosts playing among us based from a meme
Hesh: "It's Keegan."
Keegan: "No."
Logan: "Why is kick and my name red?"
Hesh voted 3 remaining
Keegan voted 2 remaining
Logan voted 1 remaining
Kick: "BITCH"
The Result of voting:
Hesh: No one
Logan: No one
Kick: Hesh, keegan, Logan
Keegan: No one
Kick was An Impostor
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Logan: "I want to go through the vent like kick did"
Hesh: "What?"
Kick: "How about we skip?"
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Keegan: "The impostor is skilled pretty good to do this."
Logan: "Thx."
Linkin park is so logan. bye.
Why Do Some Characters Feel “Off” in Fics?
Ever read a fic and thought, “They would never say that,” or “That’s not them”? It’s a common reaction, but let’s break down why it happens.
When you read multiple fics, you start to see patterns in how a character is written—their speech, personality, and habits tend to be portrayed a certain way across different writers. Over time, your brain builds an expectation of how they should act, and you will go like "I know them now".
But when you come across a fic where the character behaves differently—maybe they speak in a way you’re not used to, or their personality shifts even slightly—it feels wrong. Your brain detects the inconsistency and reacts with, “This isn’t accurate.”
But here’s the truth: no one truly knows the character they are fictional honey. Not you, not the writer. We all take what we see—canon material, dialogue, actions in movies, games and series—then interpret it differently. Fanfics aren’t about replicating a character 100% accurately; they’re about adapting them into different scenarios, tropes, and perspectives.
So instead of saying, “They’d never do that,” remember that every fic is just one version of a character. Different interpretations don’t mean they’re wrong—they’re just slightly new to you so whether you get used to it or leave the fic and not teaching the writer how to write the character XD
It’s totally fine to have opinions on how a character is written in fanfiction. Maybe a fic doesn’t match how you personally see them, or the way they talk feels different from what you’re used to. That’s normal! But there’s a difference between discussing these thoughts and going into a writer’s comments or asks just to tell them they’re “wrong.”
At the end of the day, fanfiction is interpretation. No one has an exact rulebook on how a character should act outside of canon, and even canon itself can be inconsistent. Writers take what they see and shape it into their own version. That’s the point of transformative work.
If a fic’s portrayal doesn’t sit right with you, the best thing to do is simple: move on. No one’s forcing you to read something you don’t like, and it’s not a life-or-death situation. Just scroll past, find another fic, and continue enjoying fandom in a way that makes you happy.
Constructive discussion? Great. Telling a writer how to “properly” write a character? Not so much. Let people write what they enjoy If they didn't hurt anyone :)
Let me know if u have another opinions today i feel the urge to discuss lol.
It is impossible to a fandom be this broke
literally cod ghosts fandom:
Last scene they are fighting over a digital art.
HII can you write riley X reader!💋😏😍🙏🏻
WHAT THE HELL??, sure.
[that request was like weeks ago HELPPPP I CANT BELIEVE I WROTE THIS]
No time to explain...
[Years Ago – The Act of Kindness]
It was a cold, lonely evening when you found him.
A small, weak, starving German Shepherd shivering under a streetlight, looking like a tragic protagonist in a war movie. His ribs poked out. His eyes, glassy and desperate. You froze. The wind howled around you. The world slowed.
You couldn’t just walk away. You wouldn’t.
With trembling hands, you reached into your bag and pulled out your last sandwich—your favorite sandwich. You hesitated. Did you really have to give him the whole thing?
But one look at that little face, and you knew.
"Take it, buddy," you whispered, voice breaking like this was the emotional climax of a Hollywood film. "Live."
The pup devoured it in seconds, his little tail wagging weakly. Then he was gone.
You never saw him again.
Until tonight.
The battlefield burned around you. Gunfire echoed. Everything was chaos. You were cornered, breathing hard, blood dripping down your temple. This was it. The end.
Then—
SCREEEEECH.
A black SUV came barreling down the dirt road, kicking up dust, headlights blinding. The door swung open before the car even stopped.
You shielded your eyes from the dust, coughing. Who the hell was driving like this?
Then, you heard the voice.
"NO TIME TO EXPLAIN. GET IN THE CAR."
Your blood ran cold. That voice. It was deep. Commanding. Heroic.
You turned slowly.
And there, sitting in the driver’s seat… was a German Shepherd.
A combat vest. Tactical headset. Dog goggles reflecting the flames of battle. Paws gripping the wheel.
It was Riley.
Your knees buckled.
"NO. WAY."
Riley snarled.
"GET IN, SOLDIER."
Your body moved before your brain could process. You dove into the passenger seat, slamming the door shut as Riley floored it, tires screeching.
You stared at him. Mouth open. Shaking.
"...Riley. YOU’RE A DOG. HOW ARE YOU DRIVING?"
His dog goggles glinted in the streetlights as he took a sharp turn, dodging an explosion WITHOUT EVEN BLINKING.
"I SAID NO TIME TO EXPLAIN."
You gripped the dashboard, mind unraveling.
"...CAN YOU TALK? HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN ABLE TO TALK?"
Riley sighed, ears twitching. "Listen, I didn’t WANT you to find out like this. But fate has a way of catching up."
"FATE?! YOU’RE A DOG."
"AND YOU'RE SCREAMING IN MY CAR."
"...IT’S NOT EVEN YOUR CAR, YOU’RE A DOG."
"IT IS NOW."
You blinked in disbelief as Riley casually switched lanes with his PAW.
"I was trained for this," he muttered. "Ever since you fed me that sandwich, I knew... I owed you."
Your soul left your body.
"Riley. Please. You're literally a dog."
He just nodded, eyes locked on the road.
"I know."
You sat in the passenger seat, completely paralyzed. Every bone in your body refused to move as your brain fought to accept the impossible truth.
Riley, a literal dog, was driving an SUV at 110 mph like he had a mortgage and child support to pay.
Your mouth hung open. Your breath came out in shallow, broken gasps. You could still hear the echoes of gunfire in the distance, but nothing—NOTHING—could compare to the sheer psychological damage happening in your mind right now.
Riley, paws gripping the wheel, squinted at the road like a seasoned war veteran. The silence in the car was deafening.
Then, in the most casual, human-like voice you’ve ever heard…
"So, what’s up?"
You blinked. Your entire nervous system crashed like a Windows XP error.
“…Excuse me?”
Riley sighed, tilting his head slightly. "I asked what's up. You seem tense."
You stared at him. Stared at the wheel. Stared at his fluffy paws effortlessly steering. Then back at him.
Your hands clenched into fists. You inhaled sharply.
"UH. YOU KNOW. I WAS JUST ABOUT TO DIE, AND THEN YOU SHOWED UP DRIVING A WHOLE ASS CAR AND TALKING, SO YEAH, I'D SAY I'M A BIT ‘TENSE’ RIGHT NOW."
Riley side-eyed you through his dog goggles and clicked his tongue.
"Yeah, I gathered that, fucking idiot. Why don’t you tell me something I don’t know?"
You sat there. Dumbfounded.
Your brain searched for a response. There was none. Nothing. Just a void of pure confusion.
And then, as if this entire situation wasn’t unhinged enough, Riley took a deep breath, exhaled dramatically, and went:
"Alright, let's talk about the team."
He flexed his paws on the steering wheel like he was about to deliver the monologue of the century.
"Hesh," he started, shaking his head. "Poor bastard. Tries so hard. Always acting like he's got it together, like he's the leader, but you and I both know that kid is two bad days away from a full emotional breakdown."
You blinked. "...Damn."
"Logan," Riley continued, taking a casual turn WITH HIS PAW. "Bro doesn’t speak. Not that he can’t—he just won’t. Dead silent. Stone cold. But if you’ve ever seen him when he thinks no one's watching? Yeah. That man has absolutely cried in his room at 3 AM while listening to Linkin Park. I know it. I feel it in my soul."
You stared at him, unable to process how a DOG was delivering the most accurate character analysis you've ever heard.
Riley continued, eyes still on the road, like this was a podcast.
"Merrick." A deep sigh. "Man’s been through too much. You look into his eyes, and it’s just PTSD and caffeine. He won’t say it, but I know he wakes up in a cold sweat at least twice a week. He's got ‘haunted past’ written all over him. The dude deserves a nap."
Your mouth opened. Then closed. Then opened again.
"Keegan." Riley let out a single, dry chuckle. "That guy? If brooding and trauma had a baby, it would be him. Man tries so hard to be intimidating, but let’s be real—he’s like a raccoon in a human body. He’ll disappear for 14 hours and come back like nothing happened. Probably sleeps in a vent somewhere. I respect it."
You couldn't BREATHE.
Riley wasn’t even looking at you anymore—he was just talking, like this was a TED Talk.
"Kick." Riley let out a low whistle. "Dude’s the most normal out of all of us, which is concerning. Like, why are you well-adjusted? What’s your secret? Are you hiding something? I keep an eye on him, just in case."
At this point, you were fully gripping your seatbelt like your life depended on it.
Then Riley’s voice dropped into something heavy. Emotional.
"...Elias."
A long pause.
A deep breath.
"...Good man. A leader. A father. A loss we’ll never recover from."
You actually felt a lump in your throat. What the hell was this? A eulogy?
You were about to say something, but then—
"Rorke, though? Absolute waste of human existence."
Your head snapped towards Riley so fast, you almost broke your neck.
"Oh—oh my god."
Riley continued, voice full of venom. "Rorke out here looking like a rejected Fast & Furious villain, but ain't fast or furious—just bald."
You choked.
"Looks like an evil stepdad who forces you to call him by his first name."
Tears. Actual tears formed in your eyes.
"I—Riley, please—"
"Man is bald as hell but wears a durag like it's gonna bring his hairline back."
You were GASPING FOR AIR.
Riley simply exhaled through his nose like he had just dropped wisdom upon the world.
You sat there, completely emotionally destroyed, as the SUV finally rolled up to your house.
Riley parked perfectly (because of course he did), put the car in park, and turned to you.
For the first time, he took off his goggles, locking eyes with you. His stare was intense. Soul-piercing.
"Remember this day."
Then, as if none of this ever happened, Riley opened the door with his paw, stepped out, and disappeared into the night.
Leaving you to question everything you had ever known.
"I JUST...."
"We are ghosts bitch."
[FADE TO BLACK.]
🎶 Dramatic music swells. 🎶
[CREDITS ROLL.]
DIRECTED BY: Riley. WRITTEN BY: Riley. PRODUCED BY: Riley. STARRING: Riley.
Logan went from elite soldier to kidnapped orphan real quick.
vine boom sound
I'm just so fucking in love with this game
Gang doesn't know I fw this ost
u will be missed lo
Forsaken
Logans POV from the Pit
One - The beginning, or the aftermath?
Just when he thought that everything was alright, that everything was over and done with, that they had got their revenge and justice for all those people that had died, for Ajax - it all crumbled down in one minute
Rorke.
How the fuck did he survive?
He remembered Hesh had smashed his skull with a fire extinguisher, he himself had shot him straight in the chest with a twisting speeding bullet, and Rorke was drowned in water almost an instance after the glass broke. How could he survive?
Maybe this is why Rorke was such a dangerous Ghost. Keyword, was. He was no longer a Ghost, he had lost that title a long time ago when he had betrayed the squad. Elias had told him.
But why did he come back even if he did survive all that? Why was he so intent on taking him? Why not his brother? Why not both of them? Shouldn't Rorke have just run back to whatever hole he came out from and went back into hiding and recover from that hit? So why? Why did he take him with him despite everything?
Did he really remind Rorke that much of Elias?
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Two - The Silent Mind
He abruptly coughed dryly as the thoughts in his mind swirled around, lying on his side, choking for those few seconds as he gasped for air.
Eventually, the coughing fit of a storm calmed down - not without leaving tears in his eyes, that is.
He was dehydrated. Thirsty and starving. Weak and frail. His throat felt like it was burning, an irritating tightness being felt as the reflex to cough kept attacking him over and over again like raining bullets. Like a thorn was lodged in his throat, and he couldn't get it out, an endless cycle.
He weakly shifted his head from the side-laying position to look up, eyes bleary. All he could see was that same old metal wire barrier between him and the outside world. It was dark outside, the dark looming trees blocking out any sort of excess moonlight as they silently wavered in the breeze, the scent of all sorts of vegetation and dark mushy wet soil wafting down to him.
It was quiet, too quiet.
Too peaceful. Like the calm after a storm. Expect, he was in the storm still.
He would have used this time to take a moment to collect his thoughts and maybe even get some rest - if only it weren't for the fact that pipes were all up his ass, to clense his bowels, and the dirt ground was crawling with insects. He couldn't lay down even a second without hearing the sounds of those fucking teeny tiny legs scittering and scattering around. It grossed him out, even if those things couldn't exactly hurt him. His limbs were tied, keeping him in place with no way to move around into a better position to avoid the bugs on the ground. Zero proper blood circulation, so he felt tense and tight in place.
He was literally kissing the filt on the floor, even if it was just the side of his face. It smelled like shit, like grime. He really wished he didn't have the sense to smell right now. Didn't it smell worse because one of the Fed's took a piss on him?
Well—not on him, more like near where he was placed. He couldn't remember exactly, though. His mind was fogged up.
He knew this wasn't even the beginning of what he would have to go through. All he knew was that his brother and the entire Ghost Team were coming to save him. They wouldn't leave him behind, now would they? He was sure that they were currently trying to track down his location. Maybe they had already found it and were making a plan to attack - though that was probably a stretch.
He reminded himself to relax, to not get too hopeful or excited. It had only been a couple of months, right? He wasn't too sure as to how much time had passed, but he knew it had a long time judging by the amount of weight and muscle mass he had lost. He knew his hands would be all shaky if he was told to hold a rilfe, hell, even the same pistol he used to shoot Rorke would have the same result.
If he was given a mirror, he knew that he wouldn't even be recognizable...would his brother even recognize him after all this? Would he have changed that much?
He tried not to think about the bad parts too intently. He knew the team was working on his case, after all...
No Ghost ever got left behind.
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Three - Denial and Acceptance
Hesh?
Is...is that you?
He couldn't believe it
After so long, he had finally been found
Finally. Finally he would be given freedom and be reunited with the only family he had left. He would tell them all about what the Feds had done to him and they'll all help burn the place down, first was getting him to safety
He waited in the hole patiently, his heart pounding in anticipation. He waited, his body language tense and trembling in faint happiness. He knew he had heard his brother's voice, he swore he also heard that same rumble of Keegan's voice in line with Hesh's.
So, where were they?
His head was spinning as his back slumped against the dirt wall after waiting in place for 10 minutes. Did they lose his trail? Did they retreat? Did they get caught? What happened? There was no way they would leave him here.
No.
No, they weren't like that
Had he been dreaming about them?
No, it couldn't be. It felt too vivid, their voices, to be fake. He hadn't lost his sanity that much, right? Right. There was no way...
...then why would the voices suddenly disappear when he paid attention to them and expected something to happen?
He started to repeat the names of all the Ghosts to himself, mumbling silently from his bloody and cracked lips as his hands clasped together in almost a last attempt of desperation - as if he was praying. The memories of everyone he had flooding his mind like a tidal wave, the more notable memories featuring him and Hesh in the past, before they got into any of this, this whole mess. They had wanted to become something, not immediate soliders. But when Hesh joined, thanks to their dad, he also found himself joining, wanting to follow his brother...
If only he knew that he would be ending up here. And probably end up losing his brother, too. He had already lost his dad due to this job. Who else did he have to lose? Hell, even Ajax was dead. So, who was next? Him?
No.
They wouldn't kill him. He knew Rorke wanted him to himself. That man himself said he wasn't going to let him be a Ghost, ever.
Truly, he wanted to die. To kill himself to end all of this. But he didn't. His brother kept him alive. The idea that survival and freedom were still on the plate for him kept him alive. Even if it was slowly starting to slip away from his fingertips.
Qestion was, how long could he maintain this for before Rorke ripped his mind apart from the very stem and took a look inside to see what he could tweak and eliminate.
Could Rorke really make him forget who he was? He didn't want to believe it. But he knew what the Fed's were capable of. If someone like Rorke lost his way, there was no doubt that someone like him would have the same fate.
Question was how long his stubbornness could keep him going. Question was how long he could resist the Federation's advances. Question was how long he could hold on to his identity.
Hopefully, the name "Logan Walker" wouldn't become a former.
Hopefully, it wouldn't become a lost identity.
he is driving like the brakes are optional
Keegan hand the keys over
The way this game ended with us giving expectations to what would happen to logan is suffocating
there might be differing opinions as to who the most tortured cod character is but i think logan walker is a pretty strong contender. he lost his mother when he was a child, lost his home at 15, went to war, was unable to save his father and had to watch him get murdered in front of his eyes. he was kidnapped by the man who killed his dad and probably went through horrors beyond human comprehension at the hands of the federation and is forced to fight his old teammates, his own brother, maybe even believing they abandoned him. and we never even found out what happened to him in the end. logan walker has never known peace, he's such a tragic and tortured character, and i love him so much.
warning NSFW sound!
anyway had to do this idk
what is my life😔💔kids ain't got none to eat 💔da house is gone💔💔...all because i am posting these shitposts
lmao edited and added more in this post
꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋ ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋ ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋ ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋ ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦꒷꒦︶ 𝐊𝐢𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐜𝐡 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦𝐞𝐫 (yeah im a writer just wait for my exams to be done and i will be unstoppable🙏🏻yall will be spoiled)
𝐍𝐨𝐭𝐞𝐬: 𝐒𝐋𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 𝐍𝐒𝐅𝐖 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐓
IDC i see him as a twitch streamer if he isn't in the military
this dude is locked in in games that he played like no joke
"SHUT UP im not a hacker" that what he would see in his chat while playing shooting game and be winning everytime
i feel like his chat is sassy with him and like to tease him and provoke him but like hell he would care to them
he is that dude that has no idea how he got famous (it's clear)
THIS MAN WOULD STARE AT THE SCREEN BLANKLY IF HE GET THE BEST TWITCH STREAMER AWARD
then he would turn his head smoothly at his chat typing aggressively 'what the fuck! dude you won!!'
then he say "what is that suppose to mean..." trailing off looking at his chat STARING BLANKLY
and the next day he will keep streaming like nothing happened
he won't mod anyone in his chat not a single person idk why but i see him
and his chat be begging for it
"shut up Kicko_left_nipple im not gonna mod ya"
he is that kind that say "yeah ban this dude" "ban whoever said that" "let's get {user} banned on every social media to have ever existed back and forward" help this is caseoh coded
he would be pissed off if someone actually tricked him by some kind of moves in games and it turned out to be fake
lets get into emotions...
first off he would chuckle this dark and short one if the chat type something funny or bully him
like this man will just sit on his chair comfortably smirking at his chat slightly loving how some people got this nerve to bully him
or...write 'juicy' confessions...
like the first time happened to him he is eyes widened at this message in his chat saying how she want him to dominate the shit out of her till the morning and more and more
like he was playing peacefully and yapping with smile then his eyes falls on his chat and he wish he didn't
HIS SMILE DROPPED WITH WIDENED EYES looking at his chat especially the message "..."
and chat be typing 'WHAT IS WRONG WITH DUDE!' 'LMAO'
"....yeah good stream chat..."
and boom the stream turned off
then after he get famous he will get like a lot and will shrug them off not caring because this loser doesnt know how to reply to them
"so you're in yalls basements simping over me? ok good" he's not complaining
mf will get shocked if he gets one from boys bye
he is that type of gamer that if a sad scene showed up like everyone cried over it he would just look at his screen blankly not a single emotion showing
while his chat is crying
and when the sad scene ended he keep staring at his screen blankly then continue playing like nothing happened
oh lord i can imagine him looking so good with his clothes imagine the black top on him reflecting every damn muscle he has? drooling
his hand is so big while his face has these sharp features HELLO with his eyes skjdhflzsiudhgfiluseghl
fan fact kick has amber eyes fight me
with his black hair fight me (he's bald XD)
like this dude is so pretty but we cant see that enough
anyway heading to the emotions one will he get angry if he lose?
no but if the game is too hard for him he will complain so bad like
"NAH GET THIS GAME BANNED ON EVERY UNIVERSE WHAT IS THIS??" he said while pointing at his screen angrily
dont let this dude play elden ring oh no
unfortunately he did and played and this dude was pissed at the fact he lost with the same boss 23434 times
then he had enough as he lost for the 43439th time again
this dude would chuckle sarcastically "wow haha" then he would change his mood with anger as he hit his hard fist on the desk breaking the cam
"GOOD STREAM CHAT" he would yell
not gonna lie but he would block merrick and ghosts fellas like he feel embarrassed a bit and shy that his fellas see him gaining money from streaming :(
but since logan is a mute character he would forget abt him and he didn't block him so logan would tease him and suddenly appear in his chat with 'logan-walker' user typing and sayin yo and typing in his chat like he is on of his followers
KICK WOULD SWALLOW HIS THROAT AS HE SAW HIS USER AND CONTINUE PLAYING
"so...heading to the next mission yeah.."
LOGAN WOULD WATCH WITH A SMIRK
like he would think how this quite kid had an interest in these stuffs like him
would he show his gf?uhm..at first he wasnt sure tbh
once he decided to do some fun things trying to talk with strangers on omegle then he met a fan girl
"omg kick is that you??!" she would slightly scream as she saw him in front of her on her screen
"in the flesh" he would say simply with a smile resting on the back of his chair comfortably
"oh my god!! can we you know...f***?" remember we listen and we don't judge 🙏🏻
the fucker has the nerve to chuckle at her shamelessly
"nah sorry we can't i have a girlfriend" he would say still resting on his chair
THE GIRL WOULD BE SAD
would he simp over female characters? yeah like his fav mortal kombat character is sonya whenever she shows up he say "yeah step on me"
be cautious spicy down there
this mf would wear short sleeves top showing his muscle arms especially above the elbow...
he would be such an ass and groan as he show them pretending to be tired from gaming
hadn't any idea that he killed people by that
ok bye this got so long
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