Feeling Sick - Blog Posts

i feel tonight as a being wrapped in old memories.

They are cloying and drip with slick and cold silver strings. A web of fear to enclose my little heart.

In this darkening void, i knew where the edge was. I still willingly walked out onto thin air.

I could understand that I, myself, am a being of lack and disgust

I know what makes a void like me too heavy for any surface to support

Yet how stupid am I to be surprised when i fell.

I have been caught in such a web again,

my fingers sliding off it’s wet surface,

deeper and deeper i slip away from the surface.

I can do nothing but grasp at empty air.

I wonder when the dark will claim me again.

Yea so I am feeling extremely sick

I felt like crap yesterday but tonight I feel like Ima bout to pass out, idk why I am feeling so sick but I pray and hope I feel a lot better tomorrow cause at the time it is a really bad time to get sick!

I have testing finals I need to do and I just don't need to get sick, so please hope that tomorrow I feel like getting out of bed cause I really need to have that motivation, I may not do art for a couple of days but I have a couple of small doodles that I need to post but so far that's the only thing I can do for the moment