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STARCLAN'S JUDGMENT : GUILTY

Rise of the Clans RP is OPEN for new members! <3

STARCLAN'S JUDGMENT : GUILTY

Rise of the Clans RP is OPEN for new members! <3

Sooooo... I’ve wanted to open up about this for awhile. Still debating on if I want to put a video about this on my yt or not but for now I’ll just post this piece here.  

As much as like to be a fun happy go lucky person, life isn’t perfect for me. It’s not for anyone.  So, I’ve started making vent art. This is probably one of my favorites not just because of how I accomplished gore and flat neon colors pretty decently, but it helped me get something out that I feel on a bit of a daily basis.  Thethering. Constant expectations and different requests and expectations pulling me in different directions and as I try to meet them all or escape, I only find that I'm hurting myself and others around me and I can’t or rather I SHOULDN’T say anything about it. 

I’m not trying to be a sad sack completely out of no where, but I also want to start being more honest with myself and those I care about instead of just saying that everything is always ok. Its OK to not be OK, and I’m really happy to finally be learning this lesson Even if it’s been a hell of a struggle to do so. 

Thanks for reading and God bless. 

WOOO! finished a character design! This is Jess, one of the many children of the dark Lord (basically kid of satan, a bit cliche but it is also based on some lore of religion according to whom described it to me) her hair is an even mixture of bright crimson and white (YOU decide which is dyed and which is natural ;) And when she transforms into her true Demon form, scales for protection pertrude from her skin burning as they make their exits and leaving bruises when she transforms back to normal.  Its pretty obvious but I took some inspiration from Hazbin Hotel’s Charlie and I love how much her hair moves around her body and shapes her face and form BEAUTIFULLY (Whoever animated her sequences of transformation, I want to shake your talented hands and sob at your feet how I am unworthy.) 

I had a BLAST working on Jess’s many clothing textures, how she poses and moves around and ‘takes care’ of her enemies as well as drawing her Axe sword as I don’t draw weapons nor instruments enough.  Let alone them TOGETHER!!!

Special thanks to my bf for trusting me so much with a character concept so near and dear to him!