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You left the stove on again.
Oh!- Sorry, Ron
A quick reminder that David has NO IDEA of Exer telling Jackson about their relationship
Feels kinda nice to finally put a name on well
It's ok I don't judge
I am every day growing more and more irrationally sick of the jd fandom massively downplaying Jackson and exer's relationship.
They're BOTH the main characters (Jackson more but still). They're the face of the webtoon. Their relationship is the most important thing in the plot IF it's not the whole plot.
And yet most readers just don't care and it's REALLY getting on my nerves.
We all know who the hotter one is!
What you thought I'd give you answer?😝
Say whatever you want but Lucy-furr will always be jaxer's child
Say whatever you want but Lucy-furr will always be jaxer's child
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His costume,,,,,, it represents him so well (queer man named david) Sjhajaskaja
Yesterday I read the best jd fanfict EVER and I'm in love
[Chapter 106] Exer: Although I think it'd be best if you and my dad kept to yourselves, it'd be awkward if you kept in touch without the thearpy link....I gotta talk with his about this first, you know? this was really tough for him too.
[Chapter 111] Exer: He was glad to see you again too you know?
Jackson: Really?
Exer: Yeah, it sucks he's no longer your therapist but.... it's not like you'll never see him again? I mean, he is my dad. You can always come over and talk to him, if you'd like?
Jackson: Hmm...maybe? I'm not sure if it's the right thing to do.
Exer: we could give it a try.
[Chapter 118] Harry: But I kinda wonder if...you are mad at me.
Exer: Me? Why?
Harry: We never really talked after you found out Jackson was my patient. I feel I let you down.
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Uhhhh yea I want more exer's pov. Like, what is he doing???
Jackson x Pamela can only be saved in fanficts. They are so doomed doomed in canon it's PAINFUL.
It's not just about Jackson keeping secrets, it's both of them. They're just not working out and I don't think they ever will,
Thank you for coming to my Ted Talk and hearing me express a glimpse of my frustration. Sorry for the shippers whose day was ruined though
I am here to causally remind ya'll that the Reds are completely oblivious to the fact that the Detention Kids found out about exer's magic
Baffles me nobody even mentioned that?? Did anyone even notice?? 😭
Ps: sorry for the low quality had to take the pics from a different phone cause the webtoon app doesn't let you take screenshots
I theorized Jackson has BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder) SO HARD I'll be damned if it's not canon
So I have a theory that Jackson's Diary is less of a supernatural and more of a story about two mentally ill people with magic involved and I decided to reread it and keep notes on anything and everything that supports that theory
PS:much easier if you read the chapter after or while reading these notes
Chap17 notes:
•exer stopping just to glare at Pamela before following David and ron, this is like the glare he gave jack when he saw him talk to Brenda, he's threatening Pamela and unlike Jackson she got the message
•exer has all the cards on the palm of his hand, he first set up jack with the skirt accident then after it got solved and he found out the skirt was Pam's and after David suggested they go to the record store which he seems to know pamela works in so he purposely made jack hallucinate an angry pamela while keeping his eyes out of Jack's(and our) vision every time it happens then not making him hallucinate in the store once the real pam appears so jack believes she's not real and mess up
So I have a theory that Jackson's Diary is less of a supernatural and more of a story about two mentally ill people with magic involved and I decided to reread it and keep notes on anything and everything that supports that theory
PS:much easier if you read the chapter after or while reading these notes
Chap16 notes:
°very impressed with how exer cover his tracks when he made Jackson hallucinate at the start of the chapter and later on. Also worried for what that means in the later seasons. Maybe keep that in mind too
So I have a theory that Jackson's Diary is less of a supernatural and more of a story about two mentally ill people with magic involved and I decided to reread it and keep notes on anything and everything that supports that theory
PS:much easier if you read the chapter after or while reading these notes
Chap15 notes:
•this is probably where Jackson's people pleasing behavior really shine, he found it weird that Ron and David were already cool with him but he seems to be just going along with them being nice all of a sudden. he also repeatedly point the blame on himself.
•exer closing his eyes while using it on Jackson could be so Jackson doesn't see his green eyes
So I have a theory that Jackson's Diary is less of a supernatural and more of a story about two mentally ill people with magic involved and I decided to reread it and keep notes on anything and everything that supports that theory
PS:much easier if you read the chapter after or while reading these notes
Chap14 notes:
•Jackson cutting exer off and giving him an angry look is a sign he knows that exer is on to ruin things for him, also that and the screaming feel like previous hints at what jack could be like when he's actually angry but here he's still holding it together unlike when exer told him the truth and Jack pieced things together
•the look up at exer glaring as jack explains after cutting him off and holding his glare afterwards, this is tied back to the previous note that exer is infact fully aware jack didn't do anything wrong but he still want to set him up as the bad guy, I also think exer is mad that Jackson can infact defend himself even when he's antagonized. Exer will keep glaring at jack until the end of the chapter
•Jackson forgiving the reds and even saying it was his fault anyway, this here was the first big sign on his people pleaser's behavior as nobody would forgive someone like this after being wronged
About the last chapter!
the dark meaning of the color Green is greed, possessiveness and envy
the dark meaning of the color White is coldness, isolation and emptiness
I feel like we should remember this since the negative symbols of the color green had already applied to Exer, the negative symbols of the color white seem to also be implied to apply to Jackson because of that dream
So I have a theory that Jackson's Diary is less of a supernatural and more of a story about two mentally ill people with magic involved and I decided to reread it and keep notes on anything and everything that supports that theory
PS:much easier if you read the chapter after or while reading these notes
Chap11-13 notes:
°there are no notes here but i want to point out that unless exer's magic is going out of his control and he's hiding it really well, it seems like exer doesn't need to know where someone or something is to use his magic on them, I wouldn't be surprised if this changed later on because it does seem too overpowered but i think it's still worth keeping in mind just in case
So I have a theory that Jackson's Diary is less of a supernatural and more of a story about two mentally ill people with magic involved and I decided to reread it and keep notes on anything and everything that supports that theory
PS:much easier if you read the chapter after or while reading these notes
Chap10 notes:
•exer smirk when they hear Jackson scream, clearly he's proud of himself for getting Jackson into that kind of situation- he looks a bit surprised at the skirt and then mad at jack when assuming it's Brenda's. he could be very much pretending though as we saw he has incredible abilities and control over his facial expressions though he stumbles a bit because of jack, remember he had time to collect his expression while David tied the skirt to Brenda, it helps there's some genuine anger for Brenda
•exer going as far as to stick his tongues out in annoyance while jack tells them he's only trying to return the skirt and David is blinded by pure anger? yea he probably knows what's going on and that Jackson did nothing wrong
°keep in mind that later on when jack explains himself and David and ron actually listen exer is again annoyed because he knows jack did nothing wrong but he still wants to sabotage him without care or regard to how much harm this causes to Jack's life
So I have a theory that Jackson's Diary is less of a supernatural and more of a story about two mentally ill people with magic involved and I decided to reread it and keep notes on anything and everything that supports that theory
PS:much easier if you read the chapter after or while reading these notes
Chap9 notes:
•Jackson being able to pull himself together that quickly is really impressive we can see his mental health boosting itself in the matter of minutes and even David said that Jack looks better today than yesterday, which is true, he's not better but he looks like he's better- until exer comes along and scares him which causes his act to break and he looks bad again. I'd say that supports my claim from the past episode that exer is now more aware of Jack's mental health and is using it against him
So I have a theory that Jackson's Diary is less of a supernatural and more of a story about two mentally ill people with magic involved and I decided to reread it and keep notes on anything and everything that supports that theory
PS:much easier if you read the chapter after or while reading these notes
Chap8 notes:
•notice how Jackson in these two episodes went from literally freezing in his place to being nervous and running away (fight or flight mode) to getting back home and being angry then sad when remembering his mom, he's having mood swings which are a very telling sign of BPD
•the fact exer literally put the wet floor sign in Jackson's room? he seems to have figured out that Jackson isn't in the best mental state and realized that putting the wet floor sign would trigger him. looks like a sign he have no problem ruining someone's mental health if he sees it as a means to an end- just like what he did with Pamela which makes me personally feel more like his whole redemption arc thing wasn't as with innocent intentions as it look like and he still lie alot in s3 which is a sign that exer is still manipulative regardless if his lies are harmful or not
So I have a theory that Jackson's Diary is less of a supernatural and more of a story about two mentally ill people with magic involved and I decided to reread it and keep notes on anything and everything that supports that theory
PS:much easier if you read the chapter after or while reading these notes
Chap7 notes:
•exer being driven mad by Jackson is actually understandable, it's only been a few days and Jack already got the whole school to pay attention to him and ignore exer. which is yes unintentional but to anyone else this looks like Jackson is doing it internationally, this also shows just how good at manipulation Jackson really is- albeit he mostly doesn't even realize he's being manipulative
•exer being annoyed with David suggesting Jackson join them is probably caused by wary that letting Jack into the cool kids gang would help Jackson taking over exer's place as the popular most loved guy
•Jackson quite literally having the rag pulled from under his legs and freezing because of it reminds me in s3 when he froze after exer told him about David. it seems like Jackson have a very strong response to losing control suddenly like a deer in headlights, it also looks like this might be the first time this kind of thing happened to him which is the reason why he's confused by his own reaction
•by the end of the chapter exer seems to have just started catching on to Jackson's mental state through analyzing his reaction to the hallucinations
°keep the last note in mind when looking at how exer treats Jackson after they become friends and until the very last available ep of s3, as much as I doubt his actions as a master maniplutor- it's actually looks like an appropriate way to treat a patient of BPD IF my theory is right, if not then that's that
So I have a theory that Jackson's Diary is less of a supernatural and more of a story about two mentally ill people with magic involved and I decided to reread it and keep notes on anything and everything that supports that theory
PS:much easier if you read the chapter after or while reading these notes
Chp6 notes:
•exer starting a conversation with Jackson with the questions game and Jackson looking a but uncomfortable telling exer, he knows what exer is doing and he refuses to play along by not asking questions back. Jackson switching back to his facade once someone approach him to get his number, bet he was thankful to the girl for cutting exer off
•exer being literally ignored by the girl asking Jackson for his number then David brushing him physically aside to talk to Jackson and even call him Mr perfection as Jackson denies it and exer gives him a 'really now?' look then we instantly get Jackson repeatedly shining- which ngl for a people pleaser he's showing off alot and without giving chances to anyone else and basking in compliment while claiming to not being that great but loving the attention
•the fact Jackson even get along with Brenda who's showing clear signs of having a crush on him? I'd say for someone who's showing signs of egocentric behavior as shocking as that sounds exer is actually being extremely patient with Jackson
So I have a theory that Jackson's Diary is less of a supernatural and more of a story about two mentally ill people with magic involved and I decided to reread it and keep notes on anything and everything that supports that theory
PS:much easier if you read the chapter after or while reading these notes
Chp5 notes:
•i can tell Jackson's aunt is doing her best but it feels like she's not giving him space to talk out his thoughts and her insisting he's tired because it's only nerves pushes Jackson to push down his emotions
•David forgetting Jackson's name while both exer remembered Jackson's name and Jackson remembered David's and exer's names is a sign both have good memories and are using it to remember everything about everyone
•Jackson tries to be friendly to exer and keeping his good kid facade despite hinted at having nightmares because of him while exer looks annoyed at Jackson's attempt, could be that exer knows Jackson isn't really sincere and hates his fake behavior towards him, maniplutors love fooling others but hate it when someone tries to do the same. Also Jackson's look at exer when he gets a cold response to his friendliness, Jackson starts seeing that his friendly behavior isn't working on exer
•Jackson thinking about his tio&tia words while climbing up the ladder, seems like he's dead set on making them proud despite them saying they already are. maybe deep down Jackson feels like if he doesn't shine his adopted parents won't love him as much
•exer being absolutely p*ssed off that Jackson beat him is the first real sign of his egocentric behavior, everything before that seemed more like him liking himself and it wasn't really bad
•exer literally going as far as needing to be held back by David from how pissed he is and then calling Jackson pathetic compare his behavior to the previous chapters and you'd see these are signs of his mask breaking in half and his ugly side showing more publicly
So I have a theory that Jackson's Diary is less of a supernatural and more of a story about two mentally ill people with magic involved and I decided to reread it and keep notes on anything and everything that supports that theory
PS:much easier if you read the chapter after or while reading these notes
Chp4 notes:
•exer continues proving himself as a master maniplutor. Jackson casually get everyone mesmerized with him from his first day, I can see that exer hatred for him is more than just a fight over his ex, it's hard for two maniplutors to be in the same room as it is they were set to crash with or without Brenda. top it off with David-the guy who's literally following after exer commands- taking a liking to Jackson, exer is losing control to Jackson and that's making his nice facade fall
•the way exer was able to tell that Jackson's aunt is Colombian and David saying that Jackson should get used to this because exer can basically read everyone's minds before Jackson looks wary and exer gives a very forced smile. yep Jackson already knows exer is a master maniplutor and exer knows that Jackson knows
•exer looking at Jackson to see what he thinks after Rick and Morty appear, then going to use his powers as the panel is close to Jackson's face, exer is experimenting to see if Jackson can actually see his magic
•it's very weird that Jackson think this whole mess is his doing, especially when it's not his doing but it's caused by exer BECAUSE of him seeing the magic
So I have a theory that Jackson's Diary is less of a supernatural and more of a story about two mentally ill people with magic involved and I decided to reread it and keep notes on anything and everything that supports that theory
PS:much easier if you read the chapter after or while reading these notes
Chp3 notes:
•exer's reaction to Jackson at the start of the chapter shows just how good he is at manipulation and controlling his facial expressions to a massively strong extent it's actually pretty scary and it tells us the readers that unless we have his inner thoughts we won't know what he's thinking about for sure
•the way Jackson pulled himself out of the shock of what he saw proves he too got great control over his facial expressions and nerves
•exer look at David when he tells Jackson exer will walk him is giving off a vibe he's annoyed that David gives him commands, probably feel like his orders should be listened to and he shouldn't be the one given orders
•for someone like exer him leaving Jackson seems like a rebellious act against what David told him to do, at the same time he stopped and looked back at Jackson as a sign that while he is rebelling against David he's also letting Jackson get to his class as long as he follows behind exer
•exer giving Jackson a cold stare after talking to Brenda, that's actually another emotional manipulation tactic and an indirect warning, exer was trying to manipulate Jackson away from Brenda through scaring him with his vibe. Jackson's reaction to exer's manipulation is a sign that Jackson's own manipulation style is subconscious and without thinking unlike exer who knows what he's doing
•exer using his magic to splash water on Rick and Morty while Jackson's own eyes have green glow and mind you- I bet Jackson would've loved for this to happen like in the last ep where Jackson generally wanted Rick and Morty to pay only for exer to do exactly what he wanted but at the same time when exer used his magic to make it seem like Jackson spilled the principal coffee there was no green glow in Jackson's eyes
•exer appearing with Jackson's map which he mostly took and Jackson thinking it's a nice gesture before looking at exer's eyes and realizing it's really not as exer's eyes glow strong green