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pienyami

2 weeks ago

overdosing on INTERNET all day everyday

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jirai jiraiblr jiraiblogging jirai onna jirai girl tw od mention cw od

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pienyami

2 weeks ago

love bomb me. ignite the fuse. pls :3

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mentally ill mentally unstable mentally fucked Jirai kei jirai jiraiblr jiraiblogging jirai onna jirai girl landmineblr landmineblogging landmine girl landmine type jirai joshi random thoughts thats just me being me

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pienyami

1 month ago

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slicing n tearing paper with a box cutter cuz stabbing others is wrong <3

filter: slicing tearing box cutter stabbing

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bpd bpd thoughts Jirai kei jirai jiraiblr jiraiblogging bpd posting violent thoughts tw mention of violence

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pienyami

1 month ago

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mentally ill mentally unstable bpd bpd thoughts bpd vent mentally fucked jiraiblr jiraiblogging bpd problems i am unstable

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pienyami

1 month ago

Notes.
emotionally hurts sm it becomes physical pain...~

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mentally ill mentally unstable bpd bpd thoughts mentally fucked jiraiblr jiraiblogging bpd problems physical pain emotional turmoil

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pienyami

1 month ago

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why do i only see hate anons on jirais that r so nice???
why cant it be me instead!! give me hate!!! i want ALL kinds
of attention!!!!

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jiraiblogging send hate

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pienyami

1 month ago

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Im like a parasite... ill die without the person im attached to

filter: die

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mentally ill obsession mentally unstable obsessive love actually obsessive bpd bpd thoughts Jirai kei jirai attachment issues jiraiblr jiraiblogging landmineblr landmineblogging

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pienyami

1 month ago

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yes im an attention seeker!! now let me seek ur attention XD

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Jirai kei jirai jiraiblr jiraiblogging jirai onna jirai girl landmineblr landmineblogging landmine girl landmine type jirai joshi

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pienyami

1 month ago

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Jirai kei jirai jiraiblr jiraiblogging jirai onna jirai girl landmineblr landmineblogging landmine girl landmine type jirai joshi

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pienyami

1 month ago

Text messages.
First: (insert literally anything)
Second: Pink cat laying on floor with OK above it sticker
Third: "ok"? do you even love me. go die (repeatedly)
Fourth: Fuck you x3
Fifth: Fuck you x3

filter: die

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bpd bpd thoughts Jirai kei jirai jiraiblr jiraiblogging jirai onna jirai girl landmineblr landmineblogging bpd problems landmine girl landmine type jirai joshi bpd splitting bpd posting

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pienyami

1 month ago

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Changing my user! So if ppl dk who i am cuz of that... fake ass follower

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<3 to jiraiblogging ghostlyyami pienyami

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pienyami

1 month ago

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painting with the crimson mess dripping off of my blade n
thighs would be cute <33

filter: blade

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tw sh implied tw sh related tw self destruction cvtblr cvtt!ng cvtting is silly thigh cvts self h@rm jiraiblogging tw sh shblur self destruction tw self h@rm not a kink

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pienyami

1 month ago

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goal: be bone skinny, n covered in bruises n scars!!

filter: bone skinny bruises scars

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tw sh implied tw self destruction Jirai kei tw skipping meals jirai jiraiblr jiraiblogging jirai onna jirai girl landmine jirai landmineblr landmineblogging landmine girl jirai lifestyle landmine type landmine kei tw sh jirai joshi tw self h@rm

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pienyami

1 month ago

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Can someone be obsessed with me for doing nothing!! >_<

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Jirai kei jirai jiraiblr jiraiblogging jirai onna jirai girl landmineblr landmineblogging landmine girl landmine type jirai joshi pretty plsss!!!

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pienyami

1 month ago

Text messages.
First: Do you love me?
Second: Your not giving me as much attention now
Third: Guess ill go die

filter: die

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tw: death tw sui ideation bpd bpd thoughts tw sui talk Jirai kei jirai jiraiblr jiraiblogging jirai onna jirai girl landmineblr landmineblogging landmine girl landmine type tw death mention tw sui jirai joshi bpd posting

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pienyami

1 month ago

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Jirai kei jirai jiraiblr jiraiblogging jirai onna jirai girl landmineblr landmineblogging landmine girl landmine type jirai joshi not directed <- idk just in case i dont want discourse its just frustrating lol sighs in annoyance

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pienyami

1 month ago

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constantly internalizing everything only to explode after repeatedly being overwhelmed

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Jirai kei jirai jiraiblr jiraiblogging jirai onna jirai girl landmineblr landmineblogging landmine girl landmine type jirai joshi this is me irl!! if only i could just unmask n be the landmine i am

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pienyami

1 month ago

die kys

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Jirai kei jirai jiraiblr jiraiblogging jirai onna jirai girl jirai joshi yes the double die was necessary

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pienyami

1 month ago

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Had a dream where there was sm ppl in my dms talking abt how much they admire me. i felt like a god

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jiraiblogging no shit that doesnt make me one but its that validating feeling.

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pienyami

1 month ago

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jiraiblr jiraiblogging

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pienyami

1 month ago

Text messages.
First: Please dont leave me...
Second: Otherwise ill leave the world

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tw sui implied tw sui ideation tw sui talk Jirai kei jirai jiraiblr jiraiblogging jirai onna jirai girl landmineblr landmineblogging landmine girl landmine type tw sui jirai joshi

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pienyami

1 month ago

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Hi im back. Might go poof again for a sh sesh

filter: sh

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tw sh implied tw sh related tw self destruction cvtblr cvtt!ng cvtting is silly self h@rm jiraiblr jiraiblogging jirai onna landmine girl tw sh i’m silly shblur tw self h@rm

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pienyami

1 month ago

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tw drugs Jirai kei jirai jiraiblr jiraiblogging jirai onna jirai girl landmineblr landmineblogging landmine girl landmine type jirai joshi tw: mention of drugs drugblr getting high

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pienyami

1 month ago

Notes.
all of my posts r my personal thoughts... like some weird
talk to the brick wall session

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jiraiblogging

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pienyami

1 month ago

Notes.
never be moots with me unless u plan on interacting
with me 24/7, are able to handle me splitting on u, ok with obsession, intense jealousy, n overall mental illness.
otherwise ill likely block u cuz i have issues </3

filter: obsession mental illness splitting jealousy

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tumblr moots moots jiraiblr jiraiblogging

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pienyami

1 month ago

Text messages.
First: Can you cvt my skin with a knife?
Second: Carving cute patterns...
Third: Then stab me in the heart. While holding me close...~ <3

filter: cvt skin knife carving stab

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tw sh implied tw self destruction obsessive love cvtblr cvtt!ng self h@rm Jirai kei jirai unhealthy relationships jiraiblr jiraiblogging landmine jirai onna jirai girl landmine jirai landmineblr landmineblogging landmine girl jirai lifestyle landmine kei tw sh unhealthy obsession yanblr jirai joshi shblur tw sh ideation tw self h@rm slitblr

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pienyami

1 month ago

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someday ill kms n all ull see in my room will be this:

filter: kms

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pienyami

1 month ago

Notes.
"Liked your post" "Reblogged your post" all at once makes me go:

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Jirai kei jirai jiraiblr jiraiblogging landmine jirai onna jirai girl landmine jirai landmineblr landmineblogging landmine girl jirai lifestyle landmine type landmine kei lifestyle jirai jirai joshi

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pienyami

1 month ago

Notes.
can i have someone thatll love n adore me forever, being
able to handle me splitting n exploding on them

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bpd thoughts jiraiblogging jirai onna jirai girl landmineblogging landmine girl jirai joshi bpd posting

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pienyami

1 month ago

Notes.
Not having an fp feels like getting torn apart.

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bpd bpd thoughts bpd vent bpd fp jiraiblogging bpd problems bpd posting i need someone to care for me as i obsess over them... someone to feel safe with bpd fp vent

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