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Do you prefer cats or dogs?

i love cats !! i actually have 2 pet cats hehe :3

eek my blouse arrived nd i love it so much !! its so cute nd looks so much better in person omgomg

my p chan hot water bottle !! just some felt nd fabric glue cuz i suck at sewing !!!!!!!!

guess who customised her hot water bottle to look like p chan !!! :3 if anyone wants to see lmk !!

my head hurts SO FUCKING BADDDD I MIGHT ACTUALLY DIEEE

who wants me ?? /j

guys why tf is #jiraiblr trending..

goodnight everyone !! remember i need lots of attention ! ദ്ദി(｡•̀ ,<)~✩‧

You seem cool so let’s be friends in an awkward parasocial way

-ice

eek yes !! thats the best way ofc !! :333

replaying nso for the billionth time !! :3333 (its actually an addiction)

thinking redoing my intro.. why is having a cute account so hard.. if only a cute girl would help nd make my layout for me..

AAAA WHAT ?! I LOVE YOU GUYS SM UR THE BEST I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U !!

im actually abt to die joihdnfnbjdjdnjvdkjjkd gn everyone give me 100+ notes in the morning !!!!!!

i fumking love chiikawa so mcuh

i cant decide if i love my friends or not.. theyre either the best people ive ever met or the worst who hate me and think i should die

im so excited for the will wood game coming out but ive gotta wait until october ?! october ?! its fine.. ill survive.. i guess..

guess who got her STUPID FUCKING PERIOD BACK TODAY ?! not only am i on my period (boooo) now it also means im "recovered" and FUCKING FAT AGAIN (BOOOOOO)

im fucking opening up and i cant stop it this is so embarrassing

GZJJFSDJGLMFHHFFS THANK YOU FOR THE SPAMM HEHEHE(ᗒ⩊ᗕ) gonna spam you back soon. . .\silly

AAA TYSM !! I LUVV SPAMMING PEOPLE THANKS FOR SPAMMING ME TOO !!!! ૮꒰ ྀི >⸝⸝⸝< ྀི꒱ა ♡

i honestly dont know who i am.. i dont know if the person i am in front of people is even real. i dont even know how i really feel, who i really am, what i really act like

sometimes i wish i had a real diagnosis but that means admitting to my parents things never got better so i dont bother

going to bed (scrolling on my phone mindlessly for a few hours) goodnight people in my computer screen ♡

(please send me asks im so lonely)

guys i ordered my first jirai blouse !!

its by secret honey and i REALLY want to find a liz lisa suspender skirt to go with it !!!!

rant time !!

i FUCKING HATE my bitchass friends. i can just TELL how much they couldnt even care about me. the only reason they are ever nice to me or even remotely PRETEND to give a fuck about me is when they want to copy my work. i went to sit with them for lunch and guess what ? they couldnt even be bothered to save me a seat, just so these 3 girls who NEVER eat with us could sit there. they gave me some fake ass apology which was so forced im not even joking. i feel like the girl im closest too doesnt even care about me either, none of them FUCKING CARE ABOUT ME. im sick of prentending to be happy around them and making sure theyre ok just for them to be like this.. im debating leaving them so they cant hurt me first. I CANT DO THIS SHIT IM SO FUCKING SICK OF ITTT.

and this one girl always gives me some half ass reason to quit when she sees my scars. "just stop !" AS IF THATS HOW IT FUCKING WORKSSS IM SO FUCKING DONE

i think im just going to put all my energy into doing well in school and give up with them. they dont even fucking want me so why should i care. ive tried so fucking hard to be friends with them and yet theyve barely cared in return.

and sometimes i feel like my best friend only sticks round now in hoped that i help him get with this girl.. i really cant do this anymore i have no friends and im so lonely i cant do this i really cant i might as well just wreck it all before they can

ugh im so exhausted even my friends noticed today.. kinda forget i gotta keep up this happy energetic persona i created for them.. im not sure how much longer i can do this

might just drink a shit load of coffee before school tomorrow nd pray it does something..

pretending to be like THE jirai girls with their energy drinks with my can of diet coke ૮╥﹏╥ა

grieving the fact i used to be such a good student now i have to force myself to care..

(i fell asleep in class again)

ugh the one person i care about is being dry might kms..

happy birthday ame !! ૮꒰ ˶• ᵕ •˶꒱ა not great with digital art so i just stuck to colouring in manga panels instead.. oh well

cant remember the last time i did digital art nd when i tried to give her a party hat i remembered why i dont draw digitally ૮꒰˶ - ˕ -꒱ა

ughhh im so mad. my best friend has this crush on a girl nd want MY help askin her out ૮╥﹏╥ა the thing is though, im like, so fucking jealous for no reason ? i dont have a crush on him (lesbian nd all) but i just dont want him and this girl (who was also my friend) getting together cuz what if he stops talking to me.. i feel like hes the only one who actually gaf about me nd the rest of my "friend" group doesnt even want me there.. sigh