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HAPPY TRANSGENDER DAY OF VISIBILITY!!!! 🏳️‍⚧️ 🏳️‍⚧️ 🎉

I’ve been on HRT for 2 weeks now and I just noticed that my nipples feel a bit sore when I pinch them…🥹

finally

@a-witches-riddle hiii we don’t know each other too well but your posts have genuinely helped me feel more comfortable on Tumblr as a shy new trans girl and I just wanted to thank you for that :3

i hope im a positive influence on somebody’s life

I’ve done it, a witches riddle just reblogged a post of mine. I’ve peaked as a Tumblr user.

Fuck it, I’m done waiting, I’m not gonna let anyone else control MY destiny. MY BODY MY CHOICE. I’m doing DIY HRT.

I am now a proud mother of a wet floor sign

Maybe I should play Mass Effect…

If I said I would sell my left and then my firstborn for this statue?

It’s official, I shall KILL the Apple CEO. I just was typing something and I said “I think my name is” and it auto suggested my deadname. 😭

I LOVE WOMEN!!!!!

IF YOU LOVE FAT WOMEN HIT THAT MF REBLOG

You can't call me out like this 0///0

that boy who was constantly afraid of being impolite is now a tgirl who can’t stop saying thank you as you fuck her.

Holy shit I just discovered Femtanyl, this is so good!!!

Absolutely loving Girl Hell 1999, this is peak music for me rn.

I’m so stressed from school work right now :<

I think there’s only two things that could help me

A one year vacation to the endless void, with snacks and games

Or the obvious…

Being aggressively railed by a women while my mind goes blank from non-stop pleasure :3

I got some fake boobs to slip into my bra and holy shit, this is incredible. This gives me the faith to keep going, I actually feel amazing with these on.

You're so real for that. I 100% agree lmao, what I would give to sit in a transfem's lap 🥺

Art by Anthony Machuca ✨️

This is so wholesome. I actually feel a bit better now about starting transitioning and not passing too well.

Passing

Oopsie it’s 4:20AM, guess I’ll just have to have another day as an eepy girl oh noooo

Omg why will womens clothes do anything to NOT HAVE POCKETS I just want some cute FUNCTIONAL clothes :<

WAOW...where do I find this place???

YOU! I was awake too late last night! It must been your doing! I didn’t wake up to my alarm today! 😤

I am the one who keeps the all the girls awake past their bedtime to talk to me >:3

Eating my girl-pizza rn in front of my girl-computer while I’m girl-rotting in my girl-room 🫠

My adorable blahaj and his son

Today I feel sad, because I wasn’t feeling feminine. Yesterday I got school work done, cleaned my room and did other chores, you know why? Because I felt feminine yesterday, I felt really good.

It’s days like these that oddly affirm my feeling of being trans.

God I fucking wish I could get some actual compensation for the harm trans healthcare has done to me, both mentally and physically.

Unfortunately I live in a country where you can't sue a healthcare organization, and if you could, not like I have the money for a lawsuit.

But seriously. How the *fuck* can someone who got top surgery consenually at 21 sue an entire branch of healthcare out of existence(the Keira Bell case), but I can't even get a black and white formal apology for making me disabled, traumatized, and forever underdeveloped(mentally and socially)? And I can't even openly talk about that happening to me y'all scream "they're harmless, they're reversible" like fucking brainless parrots.

Got a little too worked up there at the end but god dammit it's true. Nobody wants to acknowledge my suffering, or just wants to use me as transphobic propaganda without actually caring about me, the person.

It sucks being stuck between people who say that you're suffering is either your own fault, that you should shut up about it because it's harmful to the "positive trans image", and people who will only care about it if you parrot their reactionary propaganda.

Random thought I've been having for a while now but I'd love to experience the covid lockdowns all over again but as cis.

Like instead of crying over how this means my hrt will get post poned for two more years, I could spend all my days playing videogames and jacking off and generally chilling around, all while you're actually obligated to do so.

Yes I know that all the stuff covid has done is terrible both regarding the disease itself, and the cultural, political, and economic impact it had, but, 16 year old me could've hardly known about that, much less care

I've concluded nobody gives a shit about trans rights. Not even other trans people. And especially American trans people. Atp I hope the election takes away your hrt, shouldn't have been a selfish and inconsiderate prick to trans people outside of the US. Maybe this is karma. Good luck out there, but I won't care if you loose access to your tiddy skittles.

I need fellow friends who are also struggling. Doesn't matter online or offline but I'm tired of venting to my friends about how hard it is to juggle all my responsibilities in a body that's actively trying to not be alive, only to hear "damn that sucks" or "I believe in you" when you know they live with loving parents who provide everything for them, and don't have to put up with a body that's mentally and almost physically falling apart.

Of course I'm happy for those people but I don't think people fully grasp how much dysphoria, depression brain damage, and a broken relationship with your parents, sets you backwards in life. And tbh I need friends who can relate to at least 2/3 of those things just so we can talk about our shitty problems while having fun idec what.

please hmu

quick rant, cw for slight nsfw but nothing graphic or overly explicit, just mentions of nsfw stuff. but WHY THE FUCK do I keep getting people saying that they have "species dysphoria" over not getting to be a dragon or some other animal or creature, and not only that, but then EQUATE IT TO ME FEELING GENDER DYSPHORIA??? AND SOMEHOW IMPLYING WE'RE EQUALS???

Hell naw. Your ass did not cry yourself to sleep every night at 13 because you didn't have a tail, or because you had skin instead of scales. You didn't spend your entire adolescence suicidal because you have human genitals that match your agab instead of whatever fantasy cock you want to have.

I know this will come across as incredible rude, and people will feel invalidated. I'm not saying you're a bad person for wanting to be another species, or being a furry, or anything of the sorts... but don't equate it to gender dysphoria, and don't try to imply that we're equal in terms of dysphoria or feeling that your body doesn't match.

also on an ending note: why is wanting to be a dragon or a wolf or whatever with a cock the length of your torso considered "dysphoria" or something that actually causes you to suffer, but I get reprimanded for wishing I was just a cis straight dude and could fuck a girl every now and then. Like somehow I'm the bad guy for wanting that but people can say they wish they were a werewolf with a 20" inch and claim they feel the same dysphoria as I do over that.

me: *pours my heart and soul out about how the trans healthcare system traumatized me by doing some fucked up shit, as well as talking about the general shittiness of it.*

American trans folks: "uhhh that never happened to me" "uhhh they never asked me for any of that" "oh my god, such long waitlists? I could never survive!" "they did all that to you? Sounds like you're making it worse in your head." "maybe you just had an unrelated, underlying issue that made it so bad?"

My fellow European peeps: "hah, classic, was the same here they just did x instead of z"

I'm going to SCREAM why are trans people so mean towards other trans people? I could genuinely pour my heart out about how the trans healthcare system quite literally traumatized me and I'll get a bunch of people like "errrrrr that didn't happen me, you're probably just making it worse in your head, just answer honest to the doctors and everything will go to plan" WHAT