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throwback to when i was like 5-10 and i thought the world was made of spiders because i have a nurological disorder called visual snow (it's where everything has like a layer of static) and its pretty severe, so i thought that one wrong step and the entire world would collapse. and i was scared because i thought that if the spiders started not liking me then they would just like stop being there to form me. and that's why the existence of atoms and how the never actually were destroyed, just moved, made so much sense to me.
I was questioning if I had ADHD bc both of my parents are diagnosed and I have symptoms, and then I realized every time I see a video relating to ADHD symptoms I relate to it and my brain just filed it as “oh yeah no shit?” Instead of thinking “oh.. that’s not normal but I do that.” Like i did for my Tourettes and my physical symptoms. I already have Tourettes and most likely Autism so I’m afraid to ask for a diagnosis bc people are REALLY gonna accuse me of faking.