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Rex Yaps - Blog Posts
trying to figure out why you're following someone random in your following list
Is it normal to start despising someone as soon as I find out they disagree with me on one thing
Trying not to listen to your thoughts abt your life past 10:00pm (It is not working)
On today's episode of "What is wrong with my mind and why am I like this?", I'm wondering why the hell I crave attention and affection from people I hate, let alone people I have a kind of parasocial hatred towards.
The thought of someone having a crush on me is wonderful! I adore the thought of being the object of someone's idolization and affection. It's very validating and I enjoy it :)
And yet I, ironically, absolutely despise finding out people hold such feelings for me. It's akward, and I've never even came close to reciprocating such feeling. Every time I've actually felt anything similar to a "crush", it completely dissipated after: 1) I knew them better, 2) I found out they reciprocated it, or 3) it just disappeared into thin air, for whatever reason.
i just watched The Exorcist for the first time,,, 8.5/10. Very good but i almost fell asleep at the end + it made be a bit squeamish a few times. That's the goal with horror tho, so i fw it.
i don't understand why my friends think i have a speech impediment (nothing wrong w having one, i just haven't had one since i was 6-ish) (i can't tell if they're trying to be rude or joking when they say that tho), but i think it's because i talk VERY fast and my words get jumbled,, That's the auDHD at work, i'm assuming