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welp this is about as experimental as it gets I feel. Sticky notes, pens, and markers in all discovered colours + LED pen give an equally interesting result, that I'm honestly quite satisfied with. Execution feels a bit chaotic and inconsistent on each member but I find that fitting.
Vampire AU: Freddie, John, Brian, and Roger are all vampires. Nobody knows how exactly they became vampires, possibly from a gig in Transylvania. While they were there, Freddie went to a bar and hit on a guy who he didnāt know was a vampire. The next day, he starts to feel the classic symptoms of vampirism (i.e. sensitive to sunlight, aversion to garlic, blood cravings, etc.). Freddie, who is now a full-fledged vampire, begins to feed on his fellow bandmates in their sleep. Over the next few days, the other band members, one by one, are turned into vampires. However, theyāre still the same people they were before, they were just immortal. They use groupies to draw in victims for them to feed on. However, Brian is reluctant about this new lifestyle. He doesnāt like killing people (or animals), and so he practically starves himself almost to death. In the meantime, Brian wants to find a cure for himself and his bandmates. But the other bandmates, especially the hedonistic Freddie and the womanizing Roger, donāt want to be cured. However, a series of murder investigations commence, prompting the whole band to seek a cure so they wonāt be charged with murder. But then, Brian passes out from hunger, and is saved by a blood bag stolen from a local blood bank. Brian regains consciousness, then, ultimately, decides to make a compromise. They can stay vampires, but he states that he is only drinking synthetic blood from now on. The others eventually decide to do the same.
happy news of the world day, here have a roger
1946-1991 š
Jim and Freddie Kissing in Bohemian Rhapsody
For the last few weeks, things were quiet and relaxing
But one afternoon as you sat watching tv with Roger, you felt pains in your lower abdomen
So when you said to Roger that you were having contractions, that tranquility was broken very quickly
Roger got up so fast you though he would surely break an ankle
He was running around like a chicken with its head cut off
He was getting your bag and the babyās bag and he was calling people who were wanted at the hospital
He barely noticed you struggling to get your shoes on and make your way to the car
You figured youād have enough time to wait for Roger to notice you were gone before you really had to be at the hospital
It soon struck Roger that he was forgetting something...you
So he naturally panicked for a few minutes when he couldnāt find you, then realized you were probably already in the car
The drive to the hospital was full of stress (for Roger)
And so was getting out of the car
And so was walking into the hospital
And so was signing into the hospital
And so was getting to your room
And so was talking to the doctor
If you canāt tell by now, Roger was stressed
You were honestly relaxed
It was probably the fact that you could look over at Roger and see that he was having a far worse mental breakdown than you were
So you just sat and patiently waited for the guys and your parents to arrive
Doctors and visitors came through continually
When your contractions started getting worse, you practically had Rogerās hand in a death grip
You could see Rogerās pained face as he tried not to pull away from you
This continued on and off and each time Rogerās attempts not to let go of you got better and better
Mentally you were laughing hysterically at him
In reality, you were using some rather colorful language in Rogerās direction
Like just imagine, your in the middle of a contraction and your telling your lovely boyfriend some rather violent things that you would do after you had the baby
And the guys walk in, freeze for a moment, and just leave as quietly as possible in terror of your wrath
When you were told that you had to start pushing, Roger basically had an aneurysm
āYouāre doing great Y/N.ā
āI love you darling.ā
āWeāre going to have a baby soon.ā
He wouldnāt shut up
So when you turned to him and said āRoger...shut the fuck up. I am pushing a human being out of me and it would be so lovely if you could get your head out of your ass and be a nice, silent, comforting boyfriend.ā
The complete horror that struck his face did give you some comfort
As soon as the doctor showed you your baby, both of you realized youād never been happier
āIām going to spend the rest of my life with you love,ā Roger whispered to you as he pressed a kiss to your forehead
āAll the stress and panic was so worth it.ā
āY/N, I didnāt know you were so stressed sweetheart.ā
āOh no, I meant dealing with your stress and panic was worth it.ā
At that moment all that mattered to you was your family
You had only just met this perfect little person and you loved them more than anything
(So if yāall liked this, you should request some more stuff. I love hearing your ideas and Iāve finally started writing a new series. So, Iāll need some stuff to post while Iām writing that. Iām also happy to answer submissions that are just blurbs or literally venting about how fucking amazing Queen and 5sos are š. -C)
Roger would 10/10 be protective
In the first trimester he would constantly be worried about you
He would be very specific about what other people could eat around you (for fear of you getting sick)
He insisted that you do no vigorous activity because he didnāt want you to get hurt
Plus, you thought he was overly jealous and protective before you got pregnant?
Now someone could look at you oddly and he was ready to snap their neck
He was so excited for you to grow a bump and he would almost always (consciously or unconsciously) have a hand on your stomach
He was always so excited and told just about anyone he could
After around the 4 month mark, the pregnancy really started to sink in
You guys were going to have a baby to take care of in less than 6 months
However, this never stopped him from being ecstatic about starting a family with you
You guys didnāt end up finding out the gender yet ( A/N: I didnāt want to limtit yāall. Pick whatever you want.)
Even though Roger argued with you, you wanted to be surprised
Your mood swings were so abrupt and aggressive that Roger could barely keep up with them
Being the drama queen that he is, Roger would just end up in whatever mood you were in and I t was not pretty when this occurred
He also practically worshipped your bump
He loved it
He would talk to it all the time and would always have a hand on it
You guys started baby shopping around this time and he couldnāt figure out for the life of him why it was that furniture was so difficult to put together
āItās for such a small person, why must it be so complicated?ā
Roger really just couldnāt wait for your baby to arrive
When the guys decided that you didnāt already have enough baby things, they took a little shopping trips
Having 3 grown men show up randomly at your home with huge bags of baby things was quite a shock to you
Especially because they showed up around 7 in the morning
Things happening at odd hours became normal during this time
Everyone suddenly got more protective of you (if that was even possible)
Roger would barely let you leave the house
And if he decided you were able to escape that day, he would have one of the guys or your friends be with you at all times
All in all, Roger was a nervous wreck
He was going to be a parent and he was going mental about how bad of a dad he might be
He constantly made sure that you were happy, comfortable, and fed
He painted and decorated the babyās room, he packed the hospital bag
He wouldnāt even let you leave the couch without assistance
Roger felt as though he had to prove himself in some way
When he finally came home crying one day, he told you how terrified he was about not knowing what to do
āRog, youāve overworking yourself because you have no clue about being a parent? No one knows exactly what to do with a first kid. You canāt excpect so much out of yourself, itās too much pressure.ā
āGod I love you.ā
āI love you too.ā
Roger calmed down about proving himself as a father
However, he didnāt stop being over protective of you (bless your patience)
You know the saying ācalm before the stormā
Yeah well that applied perfectly to your scenario
Because you see, once you told Roger that you were having contractions
All hell broke loose
You and Roger have known about the baby for almost a month now
And you have yet to tell anyone
You two have been talking about ways to tell the guys but you just canāt seem to get it right
Every time youāve tried to tell them, one of you chokes at the last second or something else gets in the way of your announcement
One day Roger invites you to the studio to listen to them record
You had been particularly nauseous that day and the guys had noticed
They kept asking if you were ok and it was starting to piss you off, because technically yes you were fine, you felt sick but it wasnāt the time to tell them why
That combined with your mood swings bothered you to no end
And when you were pissed off, Roger was pissed off
About halfway through the day you and Roger were 5 seconds from exploding
So when Brian asked for the 5th time that day if you were ok, Roger lost it
āActually Brian, Y/N is fine, weāre both wonderful actually. Every fucking time weāve tried to tell you the good news something got in the way.ā
āRoger what are you talking about?ā Brian asked.
āY/Nās pregnant.ā
It had all happened so...awfully
You had been waiting to tell them in the most fantastic way, but hey, the secret was out
They all immediately got up and hugged you and Rog
Congratulations weāre heard all around the studio
Freddie talked about how much he was going to spoil the baby
Brian already said heād keep the kid from becoming a complete nightmare (knowing you two)
Now that you had told the rest of the band, you and Roger finally felt some relaxation
Until you realized you still had to tell your parents
You didnāt really want to be driving all over the country at the time
What was the best way to get your families in one place at one time?
In true Roger fashion, he decided on a party
You managed to get a hold of everyone and were able to set the party for a week later
Youād already had multiple people ask if you wanted a drink and you obviously denied them all
Your mother was starting to become suspicious
You never passed on a glass of wine
When the party was coming to its end, Roger stood up
āExcuse me everyone, could I have your attention for one moment. We never really gave a reason for this party so we might as well tell you now...Y/Nās pregnant!!!!ā
Before the end of the party you had gotten many hugs, handshakes, and promised of gifts from family
You looked over from where you were standing to see Roger smiling at you
How did you get so lucky?
Can u plzzzz write something about Ben!Rog where it's a timeline of the reader and him going through pregnancy? Like when she found out she was pregnant all the way up to delivering the baby? It's all over the place but I'd love for u to write itā„ļø
A/N: I really love this idea. I havenāt had like any time to write in the last two weeks so even though this isnāt the whole thing, I wanted to post something. So, I had an idea to kind of split up the headcanons into like periods. I will get the whole concept done, especially since my winter break starts next week!!!!!!!š -C
So when you found out you were pregnant, you thought Roger was going to freak out.
You werenāt planning on kids at all and you thought that with his career and all, he wouldnāt want it.
You made sure to go to the doctor and everything just so that you could be sure.
About two weeks after finding out, Roger was due home in an hour and you decided it was the night to tell him.
You werenāt sure how yet but tonight was the night.
When he walked in the door, you just went for it...sort of.
āHey Rog.ā
āHello love.ā
He kissed you on the forehead and moved toward the living room.
āSay Roger, whatāll you be doing in oh I donāt know, 9 months?ā
āI donāt know, why do you ask?ā
Ok. Just try again.
āI donāt I just thought there may be a new addition that weād make in about 9 months.ā
āLike to the house?ā
How was he still not connecting the dots here?
āNo Roger, Iām pregnant.ā
Well that was one way to convey your message. In a very very blunt way.
But then, he started laughing.
āThat was funny Y/N. I really thought you were pregnant for a minute.ā
āI am.ā
You handed him the papers from the doctor and the test.
Silence fell over the room as Rogerās eyes widened and a slight look of panic took over his face.
āYouāre really not kidding are you.ā
He was searching your serious expression for any sign of you cracking a smile or holding in a laugh.
āNo.ā
He stood up and for a moment you thought he was going to leave.
You thought you were going to be left alone to raise this child, when suddenly he wrapped his arms around you and picked you up.
āIām going to be a father!!!ā
He was happy. You could relax.
āI love you so much Y/N.ā
āYouāre not mad?ā
āHow could I be? You already do so much for me and now youāre giving me a baby. My life couldnāt be any better.ā
That night when you went to bed, as you were cuddling with Roger, your dreams couldnāt help but be filled with the giggles of a baby and your future happy family.
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Anon: Heyyyy since you are taking requests, Iāve been wanting to see a Ben!roger x reader when he tells her that Freddie has been diagnosed with AIDS and how they cope together
A/N: So this is gonna be real sad, just prepare.
3rd person POV
As soon as Y/N saw the clock strike 1 am, she knew something was wrong. Roger was never home past 12:50 unless she was with him. Where was he?
She called the guysā houses. No answer. She called the studio. They had left earlier.
She waited for hours until she heard the front door open. There were some loud footsteps and what sounded like furniture shifting. Y/N got off of the couch where she had been sitting, only to have Roger stumble around the corner.
She couldnāt figure out if he was drunk or tired or both. But, when Roger wrapped his arms around Y/N, she could see tears running down his face. He could barely keep himself standing. A sobbing Roger was not a common sight.
Y/N dragged Roger to the couch as best she could. She couldnāt stand seeing him like this. His slumped form on the couch still shook as he cried.
Sitting down on the couch, Y/N leaned into Roger and let him lay his head on her shoulder. From the moment Y/N sat down, Roger held onto her and wouldnāt let go.
āRog love, do you want to tell me what happened?ā
āI-he-it was just...ā
āYou never cry Rog, whatās wrong?ā
Roger could barely get out a word without a sob racking body.
āItās Fred.ā
āOh.ā
āHeās...heās got it.ā
āWhat?ā
āHeās sick Y/N.ā
She wasnāt expecting that. Poor Freddie. Now not only was Roger crying, Y/N was beginning to let a few tears fall.
She could have tried being strong for Freddie and for Roger, but she too let herself collapse into Roger and cry.
āY/N heās got to get better. He just has to. I know he will.ā
Y/N didnāt answer. They both knew the truth. But in that moment it was just quiet. It was better to be quiet.
They didnāt have to accept it yet.
āIām so sorry Rog.ā
āI am too love.ā
They knew he wasnāt getting better. They feared the inevitable. But rather than discussing anything, they just held each other and didnāt let go. They never wanted to let go.
Could u pleaseeee write something where Rog finds out the Reader's pregnant for himself and he's all mad (and sad cause she didn't tell him) and they fight but then it ends all fluffy plzzzz
Rogerās POV
Something was up with Y/N. She had been avoiding me for a few weeks now. She was asleep when I got home at night and up and out of the house in the morning.
I was left to wonder what Iād done wrong. Was she cheating on me? Was she breaking up with me?
I was didnāt want to lose her. I was going to find out sooner or later, why couldnāt she just tell me?
Time skip...
I was happy to be home after a long hard recording session.
I had headed upstairs to shower and realized there was no soap. I was looking for some in Y/Nās drawer when something caught my eye. A plastic stick with a plus sign. If this is what I think it is...
āY/N, love.ā
No answer.
āY/N.ā
I moved her shoulder slightly and she started to wake up.
āRog? I didnāt hear you come in.ā
āY/N is there anything youād like to tell me?ā
āNo, why.ā
āDonāt lie.ā
āI donāt have any idea what youāre talking about.ā
She kept denying that anything was going on.
āWhy are you lying to me?! Youāve been ignoring me for weeks! What did I do?! You havenāt spoken to or so much as looked at me!ā
āRoger stop yelling at me.ā
āNo! You have been treating me like I donāt matter and all because you couldnāt tell me you were pregnant!ā
(This was when he knew, he fucked up.)
āWhy do you say that?ā
She looked scared. I immediately felt guilt wash over me and I regretted yelling at her.
āDarling I found the test. Why didnāt you just tell me?ā
I think sudden change in tone confused her slightly and it took her a moment to reply.
āWeāve never talked about kids, hell weāre not even married. I didnāt think youād want a baby.ā
āI wish you had told me earlier, I wouldnāt have been angry with you. I was actually pissed that you kept it from me for this long.ā
I was disappointed in myself for making her think in any way that I wouldnāt be happy about a mini Y/N or mini me running around.
āDarling, I love you. Iām thrilled that weāre going to have a baby.ā
āYou are?ā
āOf course.ā
āIām relieved. I couldnāt hide it for too long. Iām already about 2 months.ā
I was going to be a father. How amazing was that?
I laid on the bed and pulled Y/N to my chest as I started playing with her hair.
āSo Rog...how long do you think we can go without the boys noticing?ā
āMmmm I donāt know. At least 3 weeks.ā
āBet?ā
āOf course. Weāll figure out the winnings later love,ā I laughed.
I loved how she could go from upset to happy in such a short time.
We talked for a little longer about baby things and such before I realized she had drifted off to sleep.
I kissed her forehead and whispered, ā I love you two so much,ā before closing my own eyes.
I couldnāt be any happier at the moment.
Request: Hi! I was wondering if you could do like a fun day with the boys (BoRhap cast as their characters) and Roger brings the person he likes? They could be doing any number of things like studio or movie or something. Basically just fluff all around (Thank you sooooo much @graceelizabeth2 !!!!!)
A/N: THIS IS LITERALLY ALL FLUFF JUST A WARNING. ITS ALL LIKE DOMESTIC AND CUTE!!!!(Also if you guys want like an oc or something just tell me, I basically use the reader as a default) - C
It was Y/Nās first time meeting the rest of the band. Of course she was nervous, she was meeting one of the biggest bands in the world. However, she was faced with another factor; Rogerās reputation.
Roger never really had serious relationships, so when he finally admitted that he wanted to keep seeing Y/N, she was shocked to say the least.
Obviously his band mates knew of his new āfriendā as soon as Roger let the word āgirlfriendā slip out of his mouth.
Roger had been hesitant to let Y/N meet his friends and he always managed to make up some excuse as to why she couldnāt go. Roger knew his friends could be...interesting and he didnāt want them to scare off someone he really cared for.
On the other hand, Y/N didnāt want the rest of the band to hate her. She already wasnāt part of a famous crowd, it would be easy for Roger to drop her if she didnāt fit in.
Walking into the studio felt as if she was walking into another world.
Roger guided Y/N to the correct room and kept his hand on her lower back as they entered.
Immediately, the three other members of the band lifted their heads to see Roger and Y/N walk in.
Their smirks already told Y/N that she was in for one hell of a day.
Y/N came to learn in a matter of minutes that Freddie was rather theatrical (what an understatement), Brian was the most sensible out of the band (though he was still very sarcastic), and Deaky was quiet and extremely cheeky.
āRoger arenāt you going to introduce us to your friend???ā
Freddie was grinning at Roger and Y/N could tell he was trying to push her boyfriendās buttons.
āThis is Y/N. Be nice.ā
āHello darling, wonderful to meet you Iām Freddie.ā
āBrian.ā
āPlease call me Deacy.ā
She felt uncomfortable. She didnāt exactly know how to act. Y/N always wanted people to like her and when meeting new people, she was extremely careful about how she presented herself.
āNow Roger, since youāre already late, later than Freddie even, youāll be recording first.ā
āBrian I bet youāre just making me do that so you can interrogate my girlfriend.ā
āOf course he is, how dare you suggest any different.ā
This only solidified what Y/N had already thought about the boys.
As the day went on, Y/N became more comfortable and started making friends with the other guys.
āYāknow Rog, we like her. Much better than other girls youāve let speak to us.ā
Brian was right. Rogerās past flings had been rude to and really quite dumb. Y/N was sweet and could actually have an insightful conversation, as well as make very snide and sarcastic comments.
Roger was now sitting on the couch next to Y/N and he could tell she was more relaxed.
āI told you that there was nothing to worry about love,ā Roger whispered.
āI like your friends. Theyāre definitely more um...ā
āYeah. I know theyāre a lot.ā
I leaned into his shoulder and he kissed my forehead. But Roger was Roger and he lifted my chin and left pecks all over my face and neck, avoiding my lips.
āRoger stop making out with Y/N and maybe, oh I donāt know, help with the recording.ā
Y/N knew this was the beginning of a very interesting chapter in her life.
Imagine where the reader is calming down her now drunk boyfriend at a pub (B.H. Roger Taylor) from getting into a bar fight because another guy āflirtedā or ātouchedā you. Angst and FLUFF xxoxoxo
(A/N: Thank you for requesting @inlovewithmybicycle ššš. Also, I feel like this around the beginning of Queen, so just go with it š.)
(P.s. Also low key kinda proud of my self cause I wrote this in like half an hour.)
-C
Y/Nās POV
Roger is such a baby when heās drunk. Heās prone to having temper tantrums, screaming and yelling, and even throwing things. So, when Roger has decided to throw a punch at some guy at the bar, I knew I had to step in.
You see, Roger had wandered off and because I wasnāt too worried that he would get into trouble, I went to go get another drink.
As I was waiting for my drink, an obviously intoxicated man came up to me and started hitting on me. (Iām mean who wouldnāt yāall are gorgeous af). I had dealt with this type of situation before, so I knew to just ignore the guy and reject his advances. Everything was fine until the creep decided to grab my hips and try and kiss me.
It was almost as if an alarm went off in my head telling me Roger was coming and I could tell he was not happy.
Suddenly the man was pulled from me by my boyfriend. Roger had a raised fist and was gripping the guy by the collar of his shirt.
Knowing the consequences of the fight I yanked on Rogerās raised arm, letting him know I wanted to leave.
He looked between me and the stranger for a few moments before deciding to drop him.
He directed me towards the exit and through the crowd that had congregated around the expected fight.
āDid he hurt you Y/N?ā
āRog Iām fi-ā
āGod, if I had the chance, that jackass would be 6 feet under ground by now.ā
Roger was red in the face and his heavy breathing and pacing wasnāt helping calm his fury.
I walked over to him and placed both of my hands on his shoulders in an attempt to get him to stop for a second.
He looked at me with soulful eyes and I couldnāt help but melt under his gaze. He just wanted me to be safe, but he always toook things to extremes.
āRoger, Iām fine. Nothing Iāve never seen or heard before.ā
āI donāt want you to get hurt.ā
His words were slurring and I could tell that the alcohol was catching up with him.
āI just donāt want people talking to you like that or touching you, especially the touching part. Iām the only one that can do that stuff. Youāre mine.ā
I leaned in to his chest and wrapped my arms around him and he rested his chin on my head.
āYouāre just trying to protect me and I understand that, but I wish you wouldnāt take things so far Rog.ā
āI would do anything for you, love. Even if it meant causing a little mayhem.ā
I laughed slightly at that comment knowing it was probably true. Also knowing Roger, there would always be mayhem involved.
āI love you Y/N.ā
It sounded like heaven coming from his mouth. Every time he said it, I could hear angels sing.
āI love you too.ā
He may be a drunk idiot, but heās my drunk idiot.
A/ N: First of all sorry this took so long. Iāve had a very busy week and a half and I had like zero time to just sit and write. This is also the last part in this series ā¹ļø, so Iām going to try and start on other imagines and such. If you guys have any requests for imagines, headcanons, concepts, or blurbs, I will definitely try to work on them.-C
(P.s. Sorry this first series was super short but, itās my first time writing so š¤·āāļø.)
Y/Nās POV
Rogerās fist had connected with the guyās nose before I could even move.
āWhy are you bothering her? Did he do anything to you Y/N?ā
Roger couldnāt just shut his mouth. I knew he was tipsy and that wasnāt helping his judgement but, he had to go and have one of his little meltdowns at the worst possible time.
I placed my hand against Rogerās chest in hopes that it would somehow calm his rage.
It did not.
The guy, whose name I didnāt even know yet, already had a bloody nose and the look of terror on his face told me he wasnāt going to put up much of a fight against Roger.
Roger then proceeded to threaten the guy with so many injuries that I lost count and after several more attempts to both physically and verbally attack, Brian and I managed to drag Rog away from the bar we had been standing at.
I then decided that it would just be easier to take Roger home and by that I mean he was already dragging me towards the exit as I gave John, Brian, and Freddie a nervous smile.
I didnāt know what Roger was going to do. Usually his actions were predictable but right now, I was panicking. There were three possible scenarios; Roger decides heās in the mood, Roger goes on a rant and starts yelling until he gets tired, or (my worst nightmare) he finally decides to cut me loose.
Rogerās POV
I was beyond livid. How dare she talk to him and expect that I wouldnāt be angry. Does she not care how I feel? All I want is to be with her and she decides to stomp all over my feelings and let another guy buy her a drink.
The short walk to the hotel was silent and my grip on Y/N had not loosened,I couldnāt let her (literally and metaphorically) slip away from me.
As soon as the hotel room door was shut, something inside me snapped.
āWho was that guy? Was he flirting with you? Was he bothering you? Why didnāt you come find me? I donāt want you talking to guys like that. I was worried. I donāt like you talking to other guys period. Eventually something bad is gonna happen, Iām just trying to pro-ā
āFuck you Roger.ā
āWhat?ā
āYou heard me. You act like your so perfect, like you donāt mess around with other girls. Did you ever stop to think that youāre not always the victim! You think I like you talking to other girls? I hate it.ā
I was stunned. I had no response. I never knew she felt that way. I didnāt know she even cared. I wanted to apologize immediately and tell her I only wanted to be with her, but my stupid ego got in the way.
āSo youāre saying that itās my fault girls canāt resist me?ā
āYou self-centered idiot, Iām saying Iām jealous! There I admitted it. I donāt like you being with other girls because I get jealous. I know that our whole ārelationshipā isnāt exclusive but, every time you leave with one of your groupies whoās not me, I canāt help but want to beat them to a pulp.ā
āOh.ā
Fuck. I couldnāt push her buttons any further, the little bit of humanity I had at the moment was stopping me. This is your moment Roger. Tell her how you feel.
āThatās how I feel when I see you with other guys. I donāt like that Iām not the only person youāre seeing.ā
āYouāre lying.ā
āIām not. Yeah I sleep with other girls, but I canāt get you out of my head so, I try to distract myself.ā
Y/Nās POV
Holy shit is he saying what I think heās saying.
āBut I do care Roger. I care too much for my own good. Iāve been trying to ignore you for a few months, but I missed you too much.ā
I canāt believe I was finally getting somewhere. All it took was a slightly drunk Roger punching a random guy in the face. Why hadnāt I thought of something like that a long time ago?
āLook Y/N, you mean a lot to me. You can support me better than anyone else. I canāt loose you because I did something stupid. Iām so sorry.ā
He sounded almost...apologetic, I didnāt know that was possible coming from Roger. I was managing to get something out of him that Iām pretty sure not one person on the earth had heard before.
I didnāt want to let him off the hook that easy but, my heart was melting with every word he said. Forgive him. Do it. You know you want to Y/N.
āIām sorry I didnāt say anything earlier Rog. A lot of shit could have been prevented.ā
āYeah.ā
āYou mean a lot to me too.ā
āGod, Iām relieved. I mean what if you had said you didnāt feel the same, that would be embarrassing. I need to stop rambling.ā
I just gave him a are-you-seriously-talking-right-now look. He just smirked back at me and took a few steps until he was face to face with me.
āIs this really happening?ā
āWell I would hope so darling.ā
Before I could say anything else, his lips were meeting mine and it felt as if Roger and I were the only two people in the world.
I had waited so long for this moment and I felt a great pressure being lifted from my shoulders. I didnāt have to hide anymore and neither did he.
I knew Roger wasnāt a man of many words, but his mouth worked another kind of magic. This kiss was unlike any other we had shared. This one meant something, it wasnāt friendly or lust filled. This kiss was indescribable, it was just perfect.
As soon as he had pulled away, I wanted more, however he started speaking...
āYaāknow, I may be dumb, but Iām not stupid for loving you.ā
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A/N: Thank you guys for such a positive response to part 1. It means a lot because Iāve never posted or really shared my writing before and Iām glad Iām able to give you something to enjoy!!! Itās still kinda short but shit goes down in the next chapter, I just felt like being evil š and leaving it on a cliffhanger. Also thank you for being so patient. Iāve been very busy and havenāt had any time to write. š
(P.s. I couldnāt link the first part because I donāt have a computer on hand at the moment)
Reminder: Iām taking concept requests for Queen and 5sos (no full on smut)
Y/Nās POV
āCome on!ā
āGo with us!ā
āItās a party for you, weāre all going.ā
āEven Deakyās going. If Deakyās going you should go.ā
Roger and I had been pestering Brian for a good thirty minutes. He refused to come with us to a party tonight which may I add, was celebrating HIS bandās upcoming tour. Brian said he had a ābad feelingā about tonight, whatever that meant.
āI just feel like something bad is going to happen and knowing you guys, Iād probably be the one having to fix it.ā
I didnāt really want to go either but I was supporting my friends and knowing my 2 favorite things: boys and booze would be there, the decision was a little easier. Plus I would probably be shunned if I didnāt go (Freddie and Roger a.k.a the hysterical queens of the band).
I had recently tried distancing myself from Roger, however this task turned out to be much more difficult than I had originally thought. Roger was a drug no rehab could cure me of, I just kept relapsing every time I tried to quit. Partying always helped me cope; so I got a buzz whenever I could, even though the high only lasts till he catches my eye. And again and again, Roger kept reminding me that I couldnāt have him. I was his for the week, until he moved on to the next fling.
I had feelings for my best friend and I knew he would never feel the same way. Roger could barely pay attention to one girl for more than a week, I couldnāt expect a relationship out of him.
Later that night
Getting ready for the party was causing me more stress than I already had. I wanted to doll myself up just so Roger would notice me, but I couldnāt make it too obvious. I also had to make sure that I would be able to catch the eye of anyone but Roger, while still managing to grab his attention in a tasteful way. See, even picking out my clothes to impress Roger seemed like a life or death situation. It was completely ridiculous, obsessing over one guy like this. I just need to go to the party and completely ignore Roger. How presumptuous of me to actually think my will power would keep him away from me.
āFreddieās already there Brian, lets go,ā Roger complained. After convincing Brian to go, heād decided to take the maximum amount of time possible to get ready (of course he did, have you seen his hair).
We finally leaving the house, we arrived at the party to find it was already on full swing.I immediately left the boys to go get shitfaced, thatās what I was there for after all.
3 rounds of shots and 2 beers later I felt my sobriety begin to disappear. I wasnāt really paying attention to my surroundings, that was until a guy a few meters away offered to buy me a drink. Boy, did I make a mistake saying yes...
Rogerās POV
I had barely walked through the door and I already had girls lining up to see me. I liked the attention, I always did, but I felt guilty. I felt like every time I had a girl even flirt with me, I was cheating. I hadnāt actually admitted it to anyone that I felt guilty because of her. Y/N was the only girl that I kept around, ever. Brian had tried to get me to spill about my emotions, even though Iām pretty sure he already knew everything.
Y/N meant a lot more to me than anyone knew. I couldnāt lose my reputation for a girl that so obviously had no romantic feelings toward me. Sheād been very distant lately and I couldnāt help but wonder if it was because she didnāt want to keep up our little agreement anymore.
My temper had been through the roof and I was set off by every little thing. I was pissed at myself. I let her down. It took a lot for me not snap the neck of any guy Y/N spent time with.
I didnāt want to lose her. She was...perfect, the only thing that kept me sane. Now I wasnāt the smartest guy, but it didnāt take an astrophysicist (get it š) to realize how amazing this girl was.
Here I was sat with a girl on either arm and all I could think of was where Y/N was. Not with me, which is where she should be. I scanned the room searching for her and as soon as I caught sight of her, I felt my blood boil.
Y/Nās POV
I guess Brianās little prediction had been correct . It seemed Roger was in the mood for a fight tonight because I had looked away from the guy I was speaking to, only to see an enraged Roger stomping towards us. As soon as I spotted the red tinge in his face and how his fists were clenched, I realized that someone was getting majorly injured. Who it was going to be, I had no idea.
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A/N: Ok so this is my first fan fiction. This is mainly based on Ben Hardy/Roger Taylor, because who doesnāt need that. This is probably gonna be multiple parts but bare with me because I have no idea what Iām doing and this may be complete shit. So for rn just enjoy!
(P.s. These are like background details and the necessary setup for the story so itās kind of boring and short but I promise itāll be more dramatic later.)
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Y/ Nās P.O.V
Ever seen Roger Taylor without a girl on his arm? I sure havenāt, hell I usually am one of those girls. Iāve been one of those girls for years, ever since I met Roger at a pub his band performed in...
I think it was his smile, or maybe it was the way he played his drums, or maybe it was how he sang. I donāt quite remember what attracted me to him, but I do remember that as soon as he was on stage, he caught my eye. I was out with a few friends that night, but I had already lost sight of them. The bandās music got my attention and I couldnāt help but stare at the blonde drummer. He was very attractive in my book and my gaze couldnāt be torn from him. He momentarily looked up from his drum kit and made eye contact with me. That wink he gave me made me sure that I would have to find a way to talk to this man.
Later that night, I was about to go search for my friends when someone bumped into me. I was about to yell at them for nearly making me drop my beer when I realized it was the drummer from the band. You canāt yell at him, contain yourself. Attractive man in front of you, donāt fuck this up. He just smirked at me.
āWhatās your name love?ā
āY/N.ā
āWell Y/N, how about I buy you a drink and we talk about your oh so obvious attraction to me?ā he asked with a not-so-innocent grin.
And that was that. Same old story, boy meets girl, boy and girl talk, boy and girl hook up, and thatās the end of it. However, when I received a phone call a few days later from this musician asking if I wanted to come to one of his gigs and ātalkā again afterwards, I was shocked yet delighted.
Overtime, it became a regular occurance for me to hook up with Roger. There started to be days where we would just talk (real talking, get your minds out of the gutter) and I realized I genuinely liked spending time with Roger. I slowly became closer with both Roger and his band mates. It was kind of a friends with benefits situation, Rog and I could go from talking about his new ridiculous fashion statement to whispering dirty things in each otherās ears in 5 seconds flat. I knew he was sleeping with other girls and I was with other guys, but neither of us seemed to care. When their band blew up he even insisted on me touring with them.
Of course I agreed. How could I go months without Freddieās dramatic stories, or Deakyās sarcasm, or Brian and Rogerās frequent ridiculous arguments? Plus he claimed he would miss me too much to leave me at home.
The average day on tour began with a hangover from the night before. It was always a tossup whoās room I would end up sleeping in, or if I would even end up in one of the guyās rooms. I would then go through the process of possibly having to get rid of any male āfriendsā I had aquired the night before and then making myself presentable for the day. Next, sound check (which I always sat in on), lunch break, pre-show preparation, concert, party, repeat.
I had grown to have a small crush on Rog, but my want for a relationship with him was overshadowed by the fact that he most likely did not reciprocate those feelings. Even though I knew this very tiny, minuscule crush would go away, it still killed me every time I saw Roger talking to, flirting with, breathing near another girl. The normal jealously things, right?
Iām not saying Roger and I didnāt still mess around, but he still got as many other girls into bed as possible. I knew I was his favorite, thatās why he dragged me to recording studios, events, tours, etc as often as possible. However, unlike the other girls I got the almighty privilege of being able to hang out with the band whenever I wanted because contrary to the mediaās beliefs, I was not just Rogerās plaything.
A few years passed and I still hadnāt gotten rid of my crush on Roger. I tried to ignore it but it kept reappearing. I was able to find temporary distractions, but my mind always went back to the drummer. I thought I would be able to repress my feelings. Little did I know that I wouldnāt be able to hide my emotions forever. Problems always seem to arise at the worst possible moments and boy was I about to be drowning in a sea of complications, all because of my dumb feelings for the unattainable.
One of my favorite movies of 2018.
This song brings more nostalgia than melancholia to me.
Damn, John Deacon! This song is really, reallyā I really love this! And the way Freddieās singing this, damn. so. good.