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Guess who’s obsessed with the cookie game?????
But omg I have not touched my Apple Pencil in a while! I should probably get on that… especially since I have one beautiful drawing that has terrible lighting and looks messy. I could probably clean it up in procreate 🤔
Let me know if you want more of these doodles though! I have PLENTY to share! I’m just unsure if people want to see them :)
I’m sorry, why are people on TikTok so fucking against ShadowVanilla?? People are saying it’s a proship or that ShadowMilk is a p3do. What. They are both immortal and adults. Why are people not realizing that ShadowVanilla and BillFord are the same thing??? It’s incredibly toxic, yes, but not inappropriate in the ways that others think it is. I’m not a ShadowVanilla shipper personally, but I find the dynamic very interesting, and those who ship it aren’t bad people for shipping it. Fuck, man, leave people alone.
Well um... that was unintentional but fun
Pv want that cookie bad
I like adding sheep ears to pv he looks so cute 🤓
I made the meme on the right and I wanted to draw it !!
I also made a little fanart for OxELI/mmmilkweed @ / ASlovenian on twitter
Smilk came home today 🩵
I used my last hope on that pull after getting 1000 rainbow cubes using a crk code. He pitied me and came home finally 🥹
MY NILLY CAME HOMEEEEEEEEEEE
Y'all we got matching outfits unintentionally-
Since I'm one of the few players that came back(and became active af), I'm still loyal to my dear forgotten guild.
(I had fun changing PV's dialogues when I found out I sat next to Smilk)
In progress... Go f yourself Smilk. I'm tired of seeing your (nerfed)cake.
Since I'm one of the few players that came back(and became active af), I'm still loyal to my dear forgotten guild.
(I had fun changing PV's dialogues when I found out I sat next to Smilk)
So I speedran through chapter 8. Conclusion, it made me smile and giggle like a maniac the whole time. Anyways, beware of spoilers(about PV and Smilk) down there
*fangirl screaming*
I made a smol ShadowVanilla place for them <3
I just noticed PV's staff is quite similar to Smilk's and also PV's clothing..
(and why the hell is Smilk smirking in almost every screenshot I took??)
Shh they're having an argument. I wonder who can win over Vanilly? Just look at it how Smilk smirk, I think he's winning
Don't mind me third wheeling them~
(this place is supposed to be a flower garden for Pure Vanilla and White Lily since I'm a PureLily fan but Smilk came home yesterday so it's ShadowVanilla's now-)
WELL!!!! i decided to make a writing challenge for myself :3 i'm going to collect some prompts and write crk fics every day or may!!!
buuuut i will need your help!! please, leave requests here (any length, any content except for bathroom themes and other nasty stuff sorry) and I will write them!! my current special interest is all about shadowvanilla and the deceitful trio but i don't mind any others as secondary characters!!!
thak you!!!! <33
upd: OH AND TRUTHLESS SAGE TOO >:3
oh silly shadowvanilly....
my first post in crk fandom!! lets be mutuals idk ><
“why would you ship that? they would be so toxic-“ I KNOWWW, YOU DONT GET IT. THAT. IS. THE. APPEAL. THE TRAGEDY OF IT ALL GIVES IT FLAVOR. AND I nomnomnom- I EAT IT UP EVERYTIME.
conversely the tiktok algorithm HATED this one
this one did numbers on tt
ignore the ship tags, unless u ship them then don’t this is intended for all audiences 😫
Mkay last post before logging off. Featuring silly pixel art I made w/ my mouse.
This chart was actually made out of pure self-indulgent a while back with no intention of being posted, I ended up scribbling(?) all over the thing. Hopefully it's readable when zoomed in.
It's "my ship in 5 minutes" but I can make it 30 if you want. WARNING: Tons of sappy yapping+pixel art download under cut.
About "tropes": The trope is called Angel-Devil shipping, oh but I don't think PV is an angel. He's more like a God for SM (at least that's my preference)… Thinking at all the possible tropes that suits them make me really wonder why some people consider Shadowvanilla a crack/pro ship. Enemies to lovers or villain/hero ships have been pretty archetypal since the day of olds. Compared to all the ships I've encountered in the past… Shadowvanilla is more or less the "slightly out of the norm" on the "problematic ships scale" <- typing this out make me feel like an old fandom veteran haha
About "how it happens": I have no idea where to put PV on that chart. He's the one who approached first, but not out of romantic intents, him falling for SM is as unexpected as can be. SM fell first and slowly, and in 'slow' I meant decades upon decades. It's inevitable, painfully so, spending all those years watching over this cookie who's so perfect in his imperfections, how could one not feel something? Of course it's not so simple, that 'something' is a horrid mixture of disgust, envy, hatred, understanding, both the need to preserve and destroy… And maybeee the tiniest crumb of affection? SM realized something around the first couple hundredth years mark, he then spends the next thousands in denial of it. No matter. Whether it's PV or the Soul jam, his birth-given rights. SM knows what he wants and he WILL get what he wants. (He's wrong on both fronts. And somewhere in the back of his mind, SM knows that. But he'll never admit it. He'll never ever admit anything. Until it's too late. In a way, the same goes for PV)
About a certain someone who's not clingy, but would die for attention: I think PV gets lonely easily. As he's hyper-aware of himself and considerate of others, appearing clingy is the last thing PV wants. So PV would put extra efforts in taking care of those around him, be it cookies, animals or the greenery in his garden. A healer is always busy, always helpful. If he's always needed by others then he would never be afraid of being alone. Ironically enough, this ended up making PV come off as a little overbearing. As of late, the only ones able to see through the facade are Hollyberry cookie and you-know-who.
Other scattered thoughts: These two are completely different yet can't be more similar, on the various sliding scales they're either stuck to one another or are flung to both ends. On another note, honestly I can't see these two doing anything domestic together, the most I can see is cooking, which is basically the same as magic in the cookie world. Anyways, are they in "love"? Are they dating? Not really, no. It's more of a a parasitic-turned-symbiotic-soulbond, a will-they-won't-they-destroy-the-world situationship (iykyk) I do enjoy relationships that's hard to put into words. Their feelings are somehow romantic, somewhat deranged and something much, much deeper.
My desire to ship these two comes from the desire to see them grow beyound their archetypes. Being with PV does give SM the chance to be horrible as can be, yeah, but I'd like to think SM does have a personality outside of being a villainous tormentor. He spends so long observing others, and now for the first time he's being seen. Now SM have met someone who can see right through him, who can glimpse into those dammed vulnerabilities of his. Being with SM does let us see PV in his darkest moments, but it's at the same time the moments where PV can shine the most, to prove SM that his ideals isn't naïveté or simple platitudes. In canon, SM+PV works well as enemies, but it is the many contradictions born when romance is added into the mix that got me shipping. They simultaneously break down and bolster one another's greatest traits. Like binary stars, they orbit around the other, so close yet so far apart, lest they collide. They could've been so perfect for each other. But not in this life, or the next, or the next...
Pixel art time! I have way too much fun w/ Smilk's many faces, his and PV's combined came to around 22 expressions. These are quick to made due to their small size (25x25 px). Zip file includes both the og and 75x75 sizes. I don't mind if any Vanilla milkshakers might use these, just please remember to read the my art terms and conditions first! (which can be found in my About)
Some disclaimer: some images may have different names. This is the first time I'm using Getuploader so sorry if something broke.
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I dislike the recent changes in fandom culture so much. Like, why do the newer fans need everything to be either black or white? If i want to ship these two characters who tried to kill each other multiple times, then why can't i? Yes i am aware they are toxic as fuck and that is exactly why i need to ship them. similarly, If i wanna be a fan of this insane, batshit crazy character who is an obvious criminal , then i am a fan of this batshit crazy criminal bro, i dont need to defend their actions? i don't need them to be either black or white? I signed up for moral ambiguity here, not to justify them committing atrocities smh
this was supposed to just be a warmup but it took way longer than expected
warmup sketch of them
I think Truthless recluse and Sage of truth should kiss perhaps :D
hell yeah man
some more sketches of them i did a while ago when i was still getting more used to drawing them + a sage of truth wip