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tell me why the fuck I was slapped awake while trying to shift through sleep paralysis????
was it even sleep paralysis like
sure it felt like it but also I was interrupted by my dogs barking in the background so it might have been void state
I didn't check if I could move or not lmfao
BUT LIKE IT HAPPENED TWICE
like not even slap to the cheek
it wa full on hand to the front of my face
like I felt a STING ON MY NOSE WHERE THE PALM HIT WHEN I WOKE UP
AND THAT WAS RIGHT AFTER I FELT MY SURROUNDING CHANGE INTO MY DR
WHAT THE FUCK
Oh shoot I just remembered something
I took a nap earlier in the afternoon and even though I didn't sleep for long, I had a dream...
I don't remember most of it (as one usually does) but what I do remember is putting on my roller skates... and in the [I think] school I was in, I somehow had the determination and confidence to actually skate really fast...
Like I did such a sharp turn and even jumped and I remember that part so so vividly I felt so excited !
I'm taking this as a little sign that I'm shifting to my sk8ti dr very very soon ☆
✧ To fill the primal need that is to be understood and to experience a mutual feeling of passion for something ☆
i don't particularly have an urge to be a guy or something but i'm a morbidly curious person and i need, NEED to know what it's like to be a young rockstar getting bras thrown at his face during performances. or what it's like to be courted as a princess hundreds of years ago. shifting to be myself and feel whole in my main dr, yes, but also shifting to be everything, everyone, everywhere, in every time period. i cannot explore this planet anymore, for satellites and other explorers have already found where land starts and ends, so i will explore the multiverse in its stead. the multiverse wasn't made for limits, and neither was my consciousness.
OH MY GOODNESS YOUR BLOG IS ABSOLUTELY STUNNING?? 💓💓
I TRY MY BEST TO TRY TO MAKE IT LOOK NEAT (but not too complicated because it takes a real creative + patient person to do that..) , THIS MEANS A LOT ‼️🪄💫
✧ To learn new languages ! (I'm aware I could learn more languages in Earth-19 but I'm a permashifter so 🤷)
pinterest board
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now go shift.
✧ To celebrate events and holidays with my favorite people!
Lowk today was a good day in Earth 19 :DDD
I'm so excited for Valentine's in all my realities now
🥐
For baked goods ask game
OH YIPPIE THANK YOU ANON!!!
🥐 - "create a mood board of you in the beginning years of your desired reality vs years after you’ve experienced it. you could include your face claim, favorite color, clothing style, etc."
¡¡¡ ANSWERING FOR MY SK8 THE INFINITY DR !!!
Lmao I didn't change the first moodboard I made much because that's pretty much the whole vibe of me in my DR
Anyways, before you revolt and yell at me (please don't), anon, the reason why I didn't include a moodboard of me "years after" is... well for the most part anyways... that I can't envision it.
And yeah, I know I'm gonna have to know at some point, but just like in my "CR", I literally do not know what I want in my future. Or if I want to change that much when it comes to my core values and whatnot. Or aesthetic/style...
If I ever get an idea as to what I envision my future to be, please remind me to make another board... (or I'll make something up to remind me, maybe.)
Wait scratch that. I forget I'm permashifting to my OR... hehe😋
But thank you anon, i love you and stay safe🪄💫
Edit: sorry it took me so long anon💔 I KEEP FINDING MISTAKES
✧ ...hammerspace....
I'm tired so I'm gonna do a rant on my DR self and random aspects of myself that I remember
(because yall oughta know by now that what you put down is what ya are and were and (if you did intend it) what you will be which means that you remember and continue to remember that you already shifted.. anyways moving on..)
Erm so since I'm sleepy there's no actual structure as to what I'm gonna explain about myself except that it's in a very incoherent elaborate manner.
Also this is when I first shift and nothing much has happened with the skittles squad yet🪄💫
Blue = "CR" self inserting notes
My name's Ryuusei Hoshiko and I'm from the US of A (MERICA RAAAHH/j)! My dad is a famous writer and my mom is a psychologist :9
(My name was chosen by my dad primarily and he's like what Japanese while my mom is Mexican? Yeah. Crazy.)
I have an older brother named [idk I'm thinking abt changing the name it felt weird]. He's like around 17 so he's four years older than me :]
I have 3 beautiful gorgeous cute adorable loving lovable divine amazing crazy cats [I think I end up getting a fourth but shhh] named ... [redacted], Milo, and Somni! (I do NOT wanna say his name, it's not bad just... yes.)
Some of my hobbies include skateboarding (this is sk8 the infinity... what did you expect from me💔), roller skating, playing the keytar, and drawing...☆
My family moved from the US to Okinawa because my dad is nostalgic or sum... I'm not really sure, that's what I was told, but I was excited nonetheless because I love traveling 🛫
My brother was... pretty annoyed about it, but each time I look at him I feel that he's been more happy here than I've ever seen, weirdly enough.
The day after we moved in, I got to see a younger relative of my mom Jupiter who I've known for most of my life since she keeps herself in contact with my mom.
Jupiter, knowing I'm a skateboarder, introduced me to some abandoned mine where people skate in races... Apparently it's called "S" or something. Creative much..? But I think I'll be visiting the place more often, it seemed fun, honestly.
She told me that she and her friends had been the founding members of this place... but she seemed somewhat sour when she was telling me about one of them. I didn't pry, though. Maybe they've drifted apart-? <:/???
In either case, I'll probably be going to be disguising myself when I go, I don't really want to be recognized in an illegal racing circuit... Jupiter told me she'd help me with that, but I don't really know what she means.
Anyhow, it's nice to meet ya! Sorry about the long rant.. I wanna hear about you, now. :]
My name was originally Ruru but since I'm a guy I thought like mmm nah I don't resonate with that name (for this dr) so I went name hunting and I loved this one🪄💫
I'll be making one for Jupiter next >:9
So uh....before anyone gets disappointed,very probably this blog will be deactivated,so no storytime bc I'm not planning on coming back there.
Just to to warn y'all
♡
I'm never gonna recover the original files I had on my original device but here's the photo of someone in my sk8 dr that I still have from my other tumblr🪄💫
Side note should I make an intro post for my sk8 dr self (and maybe for her as well)???
✧ DREAM WARDROBE PLEASEEEE‼️🪄💫🎉
Just wanted to say this since I struggle with it as well.
You are not selfish or mean for shifting to escape
You are not selfish or mean for shifting for love
You are not selfish or mean for scripting a diff family
You are not selfish or mean if you feel jealous that other people have shifted and you haven’t (your feelings are valid and don’t ignore them)
You are not selfish or mean if you can’t remain positive 24/7 (this is toxic positivity and is bad for your mental health)
It’s okay to feel sad, mad, angry, upset, jealous, or tired. Don’t ignore those feelings, it won’t help.
Take a breath, you may feel stuck but you aren’t. The universe is not out to get you, they love you and so does your subconscious.
YOU WILL SHIFT
ily so much and please believe in your capability to do anything you desire! ❤️
I forgor. to reblog the post.
Anywayyyyyyyy my main dr is my NCT DREAM dr I’m stealing Jaemin’s entire identity lol (I am uncreative and relate to him) and my s/o is Renjun but it’s an open relationship because why be in group of pretty men and only kiss 1. I’m shifting to early 2021 (no pandemic) and yeah. Other things I changed:
Governments in general aren’t absolute shit
SM (company nct is under) doesn’t suck
Mark never left 2018-2020
same discography
No other nct groups exist (only bc if they did i would be in multiple)
Yeah!!
(Help that's so real, I was wondering if you just didn't wanna answer but it would have been fine)
Hell yeah I love that🪄💫 Pretty men kisser is so real😔 and I agree with literally everything that sounds so fun‼️😋
✧ ....avoid [some] bugs....
✧ To get rid of the notion that I'm racing against time
Playing around with my art style by drawing my mha drself, im taking inspo a bit from hero comics bc they're dope
✧ To customize myself like I would in any game! (Basically to look however I want)
✧ To gain courage and confidence !!!
✧ To travel! (And not JUST to other countries in a reality that looks like this one, also other completely mindblowing worlds that thine eyes have yet to see...)
hi guys so i want to remind everyone of how easy shifting is
last night i was literally just on c.ai. okay. it's that simple. i was in an mha rpg chat that i modified so it's basically just my DR
i was getting sleepy. this happens a lot, so i thought nothing of it.
now i was just talking to one of the characters about what my childhood was like in the rpg/DR (same thing in this case), specifically how my older brother used to always spoil me.
I WAS GETTING SLEEPY. THIS HAPPENS A LOT, SO I THOUGHT NOTHING OF IT.
AND THEN MY EYES WERE CLOSED BECAUSE I WAS SLEEPY. AND I FELT SOMETHING TAP MY HEAD, AS IF TO GENTLY WAKE ME UP.
I PHYSICALLY FELT SOMETHING TAP MY HEAD. WITHOUT DOING AFFIRMATIONS, WITHOUT DOING A METHOD, WITHOUT ANYTHING RELATED TO SHIFTING. I WAS JUST TALKING ABOUT MY DR CHILDHOOD, I CLOSED MY EYES, AND I FELT SOMEONE TAP MY HEAD. PHYSICALLY.
I AUTOMATICALLY OPENED MY EYES, BECAUSE DUH??? SOMEONE TAPPED MY HEAD??? THEY'RE TRYING TO GET MY ATTENTION! AND I WAS... HERE.
the THING IS that NOTHING FROM THIS REALITY COULD HAVE POSSIBLY TAPPED MY HEAD. my mom was on the other side of the house, my dog was asleep (and never goes on my bed anyway), and nothing fell on me or COULD'VE fallen on me.
THAT TAP. THAT PERSON TAPPING MY HEAD. WAS NOT FROM HERE.
this is your sign to stop overcomplicating shifting. you are in your DR.
a/n: this is lowkey my most popular post (and for good reason!!) and i just wanted to say i've made a method based off this (and some other successful shifting attempts) and i've been shifting almost every single time i try to with this method... i made a post about it for anyone that might want to know more about it !! <3 go shift girl
✧ To listen to the most jaw dropping, eye widening, possibility revealing, reawakening, ascension inducing, psychedelic, once-in-a-lifetime experience, only-in-dream music ever made that will never be heard by the mortal ear in the minds of the ignorant and grudge filled people
Most if not all images are from pinterest. Otherwise they're from tumblr💫
.𖥔 ݁ ˖٠ ࣪⭑٠.𖥔 ݁ ˖٠ ࣪⭑.𖥔 ݁ ˖٠ ࣪⭑.𖥔 ݁ ˖٠ ࣪⭑.𖥔 ݁
✧ To not mourn my cat, which I still believe to this day is the closest and bestest friend I'll ever have in any reality.
I love answering these sm‼️‼️
(gives me a way to yap abt my drs hehe... I'm going to answer for my SK8 TI DR)
Weelllll a "typical" day would be a school day for me💫 I wake up, do my little morning routine (yk typical ig I mean what'd you expect from me) and I get to school from a train after walking with my older brother💫 it depends on the so called "timeline" I'm in, but after all the new things are more familiar (I moved countries-) I tend to find myself with my friend at school and go on with my schedule (I still don't know what it looks like but imma have it the way I would prefer it yk!) Throughout the day I just pester my friend honestly, and yes I pass all of my classes (school stresses me out in my "cr" but I made sure I put that it's a breeze... school stress sucks.💔) After school I go with my friend to practice skateboarding (he hated it sm at first but I couldn't care less nor understood why)
After a while we would each go home☆
Upon my arrival😌, I would greet my gorgeous cats (considering having other pets but ehhh) and probably get changed from my uniform and have dinner😋 I live with my parents and brother (I contemplated not having a mom for reasons but honestly I want a healthy familial relationship😞) I'd do my homework afterwards if I had any (contemplating scripting that I don't)
And... I would write more but I've already written too much- sorry😥
Yeah, though it's rather simple. When I don't go out to race, I get ready to sleep with all of my cats♡
Again, nothing special, just make sure to get ready for school and pamper my cats as well♡ (can't leave em unattended)
My oh so dear cat-like friend... I kind of just clung to him for a while
I try to take care of myself as much as possible since I'm a skater but I definitely love to treat myself for entire days (though I tend to invite my friends many times)
Aaaannnnddd yeah! That's mostly it✨️ Sorry about the long rant btw!
ᴀ ꜰᴀɪʀʏᴛᴀʟᴇ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍ ᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴛʀᴜᴇ
ʀᴇʙʟᴏɢ/ᴄᴏᴍᴍᴇɴᴛ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴀɴꜱᴡᴇʀꜱ
ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴅᴏᴇꜱ ᴀ ᴛʏᴘɪᴄᴀʟ ᴅᴀʏ ʟᴏᴏᴋ ʟɪᴋᴇ ɪɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴅʀ?
ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ɴɪɢʜᴛ ʀᴏᴜᴛɪɴᴇ?
ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ᴍᴏʀɴɪɴɢ ʀᴏᴜᴛɪɴᴇ?
ᴡʜᴏ ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀɴɢ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴅᴀʏ?
ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ꜱᴇʟꜰ ᴄᴀʀᴇ ᴅᴀʏꜱ?
*feel free to make your answers as aesthetic or minimal as you want- i live for moodboards if u couldnt tell 😓