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it's no big surprise you turned out this way

"sirius orion black, how dare you! how dare you disrespect me and how dare you screw our reputation up! you should be ashamed of yourself!" walburga shouted in the black's dining room, making the glasses on the table shake. "get out of my sight!"

sirius got up of his chair quickly and ran to his room, thoughts coming up in his head.

when they closed their eyes and prayed you would change

walburga sat on her chair, reached her glass full of wine, took a sip and looked out the window, the moon reflecting itself in her eyes, glistering in tears.

"what did i do wrong" she whispered under her breath. "didn't i raise him right? didn't i raise him to be the heir we all want him to be? am i a bad mother?"

and they cut your hair and sent you away

"where are you going?" regulus asked his older brother, leaning against the door frame.

"away from you all. i'm done" sirius answered." you can come too."

"no..i can't" the other one replied.

sirius sighed. "i'm sorry it has to be like this. well...take care." he finished, putting the last things in his chest and walked downstairs.

"sirius black, where are you going?" walburga asked, getting up from the chair.

"away. and i'm not coming back" he said coldly and left the house.

"sirius...!" walburga shouted. "sirius orion black!"

you stopped by my house the night you escaped

"sirius?" james gasped. "what happened?"

"i-i don't think it's time to explain" sirius replied, panting.

"why am i standing here like this? come in!"

with tears in my eyes i begged you to stay

"i shouldn't come here, i'm sorry" sirius sighed. "i'll just pack my things and search for a place"

"no" james responded. "stay here! you're welcomed!"

"james, you're amazing, but i can't take it. i'm not worthy of staying here, and i'm just a burden."

"no you're not!" james replied. "stay! please!"

you said "hey man, i love you"

"no" sirius finished and exited the room.

"no! wait! sirius!"

"no, james. i shouldn't have been welcomed here. i'll just look for a place to go. sorry"

"sirius!" james shouted after him, with hope that he'll come back.

as he saw sirius walking off, james could only hear the word "sorry" in his head.

"sirius!"

"but no fucking way"

erm uhm I forgot to exist whoopsies! I might start existing again idk, depends if I feel like it

Meet Mystic Chaos Emerald Diamond Quartz (not a part of my oc au I don't think but. hoo boy I love them. I based them off of a dnd oc I'm never gonna use and actually haven't designed yet).

A long time ago, Pink Diamond was the youngest Diamond, trying desperately to show the others she was ready for a colony. She took a desperate, inadvisable step.

She created Mystic "Chaos Emerald" Diamond "Quartz" (the names in quotations added by Mystic themselves later, a desperate bid to show that she was no longer the youngest Diamond and thus deserved a colony. And, to show she was powerful and responsible enough to handle one as well.

None of this went according to plan. Pink got into massive trouble for crafting a new diamond without permission (something that it was thought only White could do until then). And, there was now a new diamond that none of the others were ready for or sure what to do with.

It didn't help that Mystic was.... not very willing to follow the rules. They are, as the name they chose implies, very chaotic. They are very whim-based, and don't really do things they should. Rather, they enjoy having fun and seeing the results of the chaos they caused to happen.

The only reason that the diamonds did not punish this diamond as they did Pink is well.... Mystic is powerful. They have a future vision beyond that of a Sapphire, and their aura seemed to be a mix of Blue Diamond's sadness aura and a new anxiety/fear-inducing aura that stopped even the most powerful gems in their tracks.

So, the diamonds generally leave Mystic to their own devices. Even Pink doesn't visit them for the reminder they pose of her poor attempt to get a colony. So, Mystic plays on their own, occasionally visiting court gatherings of the other diamonds for fun and to annoy the other diamonds. Mystic doesn't really have their own court, having not really thought of making her own gems yet. So, no one's sure what type of gems they can make.

Mystic is a head taller than Pink Diamond, and uses they/them pronouns majorly but is fine if a gem slips up and uses she/her pronouns.

Shit Keith does.