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It was so important to me that Stolas was able to be sad throughout the entire episode. Usually media likes to rush a character's grief/depression/sadness. Like "Stop moping around" or "get over it already." Depression doesn't just go away. It is a persistent feeling of sadness.
His depression was also presented through various emotions/emotional states.
Lethargy
Crying
Anger / frustration
Self-blame
Not wanting company and being emotionally drained and unable to reciprocate
We even see him Smiling / Laughing which is so important because we see that he is still in there behind the sadness and tears. His laugh is not as lively as it once but he is still capable of smiling and finding joy.
His problems weren't fix in the end and his sadness didn't go away even if he has someone who loves him by his side (and even if he loves him too). And I think this is one of the best depictions I have seen of a depressed character in media in a long time.
Some sketches I've done recently. I'm still working on some of them. The order is not recent to most recent.
So I watched Helluva Boss a few days ago (months as I post this lol). Full Moon killed me. I love it so much. Like OMG it's so good in the saddest way.
Alright, bullet point time!
The VAs did wonderful! (F*ckin opening number was hilarious.) The animation was on point! Also opposites attract.
Fuck the ex C.H.E.R.U.B.S (except Collin, he was trying his best), them seeing only the Lust-Ring and having a crisis is like the best thing 😂. They ain't ready for the rest of it.
Fizz and Blitz being friends is so sweet. Just yes.
And now the best (saddest) part:
I remember seeing people pick sides about the big argument between Blitz and Stolas.
It sucked to see Blitz tell Stolas that he loves him back, but him not actually meaning it because he thinks it's roleplay. Omg I wasn't ready!
Blitz misunderstanding why Stolas would give him the crystal because he's self-hating just smacked the hell outta me.
I'd like to preface this by saying, I was on Blitz's side the ENTIRE time (even in the present with the most recent episodes/shorts showing how much he actually cares about Stolas). People were pissed at Blitz, which is understandable ( All 2 U goes hard and I had it on repeat for about a month ngl) but I still sided more with Blitz. Like they both suck at communicating;no question.
But I feel like people overlook that their ENTIRE relationship was transactional from Episode 1.
Their friendship as kids happened because of a transaction between their dads. Blitz's dad literally sold him.
The conversation right before Stolas presents the crystal shows Blitz desperate and panicking because he needs the book while also feeling like Stolas is tired of him because that's what everyone told him it sounded like.
And it doesn't help with the class system they have that puts imps at the very bottom.
(Asmodeus (one of the seven sins) and Fizzeroli (a celebrity entertainer) are dating not-so-secretly and people still call Fizz a pet.)
(Striker was talking shit about Stolas being a blue blood and how their kind looks down on everyone and doesn't care about anyone.)
(Everyone calling Blitz impressive because imps don't start their own business which goes with the most recent episode of Millie telling Blitz in a flashback that they were grunt workers and that's what they're good for.)
(Honestly the way everyone talks to imps and the way Stolas talks to anyone who isn't Blitz is pretty rude.) Omg I just remembered the lady that was arguing with Blitz in the waiting room. What a bitch.)
(On a matching note, Stolas calls Blitz his plaything in like episode 6-7 when freaking out the secret agents. Plus in that same episode Blitz's trip vision has him chained and crawling on all fours to Stolas).
So it honestly makes sense why Blitz doesn't believe Stolas' feelings at first, then kinda throws them back in his face. He's self-hating, yes, but society really got imps in the dirt.
...Yes.
OMG I'VE HAD THIS ON REPEAT SINCE I GOT THE NOTIFICATION! It's so beautifully sad. All the longing in his voice, the regrets and heartbreak OOH it's so dramatic!
- I love how he sings “tome”.
-I love how he sings “gain”.
-I love the “grow cold” lines.
THE VISUALS ARE VISUAL-ING!
Him just leaving his library/office and walking into space (to get some space!) is just so cool and kind of a mood tbh. The way it opens like a curtain is just so fitting for Stolas lol
All together I love it ❤️😭✨
SEE THEY GET IT!!!!
I'll be extremely disappointed if they make it so the succubus was only doing it because stolas is a prince or just to fuck with blitz because that will get rid of everything that I liked about these two.
I also really don't like the hate that he gets just because people want stolitz to be endgame
Like
We already know they probably are gonna be endgame, but stolas needs to know what a real relationship is for once. He needs a break from blitz. And blitz needs a break from him (Please just let me have these two for at least a few months)
I've been calling the better than blitz guy eric because he just looks like an eric
Honestly this new episode was really good. I hope Stolas will stay broken up with Blitz (not gonna happen but I can dream)
The episode said it best, when Stolas was talking about what he wanted it was just for a happy caring relationship, Blitz had nothing to do with it. Stolas just wanted him because he was so deprived of a relationship and thought Blitz was the best he could get. (That is what is presented as of now though it probably will eventually change.)
He wants affection and that guy gave him what he wanted for at least the night. If they want to make this realistic then I do think Blitz should learn to move on fully, they can still be friends but just that, for a long while. A relationship built on what this one was isn’t healthy and sometimes a loss is a loss, no matter how much it hurts.
And also on the other hand, the people I’ve seen hating this guy is weird, Stolas NEEDS this, even if it isn’t permanent. This guy has shown nothing but actual interest and I’m already seeing people say he has bad intentions. (He acted very sincere and there was no implication at all, also he asked nicely and wasn’t forceful.)
Also I like this guys design I’d love to see him again if they decide to make this a thing for a while. That’s all my thoughts for now.
@localbisexual333 thanks for the request!
Sad bois
I made fake merchandise #Valentine Acrylic Standee design for my #HelluvaBoss version of my self insert.
DTIYS belongs to @/an_heliss on Twitter
More Practice sketches of Stolas
Practice sketches of Stolas
My self insert/persona for Hazbin hotel and Helluva Boss just from different universes.
what the stolitz was that and why is there water raining from my eyes
Not to mention in that picture, everyone else’s background is green, but Stolas’ is red…
I was rewatching Truth Seekers again, and I thought of something
The D.H.O.R.K.S are going to go after Stolas
Eventually they're going to remember that Blitzø was saved by a demon who possessed an agent and called himself a "real demon"
They're probably going to think Stolas is Blitzø's Boss
Art dump that spooky prowl is based off @nana-doodles au hitchglide is my friend's oc
One of the main things that annoys me in Helluva Boss (among the other problems of the show) is that they make Striker and his ideas look ridiculous but he actually got a fucking point.
His whole point is literally just being a low class person who wants equal rights. He's right- the rich and powerful abuse the poor, the system is rigged against his people, it's not fair.
Yeah Ozzie and Stolas are good, it doesn't mean they're not part of the problem of social hierarchies. They're not actively trying to change things, they're letting the problem still happen- even if they have a soft spot for Blitz and Fizz.
The system still sucks. And it's working against imps.
But he's a joke of a villain, his ideas not taken seriously and not explored beyond the first episode he appeared in.
He's not treated seriously as a character.
He's wrong in his ways of execution, but I admit- the man has a point.
He doesn't come close to being my favorite character from the show, the amount the show made him look ridiculous made me dislike him.
Liked him in the first episode but after it he was just an eh. But he has a fucking point.
I liked how the drawings turned out
I would like to know why blitz decided to stop saying the o in his name and the reason he likes horses so much
I NEED the Octavia arc realizing how manipulative her mom is and letting her dad back in her life (maybe with the help of Loona or being stuck with blitz realizing he isn't trying to push her out of her dad's life)
The pregnancy arc is going to be good 1. We get more Millie and 2. We will also get some more Moxxie development as well. They are both such interesting characters who we got arcs of them by themselves but one of them together will be amazing (and maybe with Millie talking to Sallie May at the end we will get more of her)
I think that Verosika and Fizz's development is mostly done but still would love to see more of them
In mastermind we kind of got to see how the sins are taking fizzmodeus and Bee and Tex's relationships but I would like to see more of that
The stolitz arc is pretty much done like all their is left is to say I love you but Stolas needs to go through his emotions with being banished and not seeing Via and all
Loona also seems to be a character who hasn't had many arcs so far maybe she will get one later is S3 but I am not sure
I would like to know more about Barbie since Blitz mentioned her to stolas at the end of the season but I also don't see that happening
I didn’t spend 30 minutes of my life writing this just for nobody to read it BOOST THIS SHIT🗣️‼️ (I’m joking)
It is expected, an oath by birth to rule the land
As the starlight passes overhead
And settles in my hand
I am a sovereign, protector of the people’s rights
Yet my eyes can only drift to you
And the classic tale we write
Let me hold you, keep you close to me
I long to hear your voice
But dearest, I know better now
I must give you this choice
I know you’re the only thing I need
I’d fight to bring you back to me
So look my way
Please look my way
If there’s something more that I don’t know
That you won’t say till we’ve both grown cold
Just say, please stay, look my way
This strong connection, a bond that drew us ever close
Even when you’re gone, and I can’t see you, my longing for you grows
I don’t care if you were born to evil
Or grew around unholy people
Why don’t you understand? Let me explain!
That I’m terrified
As I cry
To make my wish come true
What’s left for me
And my breaking heart
If I cannot have you?
Unless it’s me
And all it was you wanted was support
But alas
My duties grew, and time was cut too short
Is this how you feel?
Stressed by a land that cannot comprehend
What you are
So I’ll make you this promise
These binds on your soul need
To end
I will try to best atone
For leaving you to fend alone
So, look my way
Please look my way
And however long to break your fears
I’ll sit and wait a thousand years
If you’ll stay, and just say
Look my way
It is expected, an oath by birth to rule the land
As the starlight passes overhead
And settles in my hand
I am a sovereign, protector of the people’s rights
Yet my eyes can only drift to you
And the classic tale we write
Let me hold you, keep you close to me
I long to hear your voice
But dearest, I know better now
I must give you this choice
I know you’re the only thing I need
I’d fight to bring you back to me
So look my way
Please look my way
If there’s something more that I don’t know
That you won’t say till we’ve both grown cold
Just say, please stay, look my way
This strong connection, a bond that drew us ever close
Even when you’re gone, and I can’t see you, my longing for you grows
I don’t care if you were born to evil
Or grew around unholy people
Why don’t you understand? Let me explain!
That I’m terrified
As I cry
To make my wish come true
What’s left for me
And my breaking heart
If I cannot have you?
Unless it’s me
And all it was you wanted was support
But alas
My duties grew, and time was cut too short
Is this how you feel?
Stressed by a land that cannot comprehend
What you are
So I’ll make you this promise
These binds on your soul need
To end
I will try to best atone
For leaving you to fend alone
So, look my way
Please look my way
And however long to break your fears
I’ll sit and wait a thousand years
If you’ll stay, and just say
Look my way
based on a dream i had and idk why i dream about blitzø so much
stolas does not have both arms because HE IS JUST SYMBOLIC DON’T COME AT ME PLS😭
MERRY CHRISTMAS !!!!! 🎄🎄🎄🎄🎄 HO HO HOMOSEXUALS
one of my personal favorite tropes it’s the “well, we are really close and get along pretty well! they’re one of the best people in the world and one of my best friends. We hook up and good he fucks me so well and sometimes i fantasize about getting married but it’s not like i’m head over hills for them! NO NO NO NO NOPE. NO HOMO!!! TOTALLY BUDDIES BEING BUDDIES! but oh lord if you touch them I SWEAR TO FUCKING-” and i am was absolutely enchanted that this new episode got all of that!!
I also got to understand fizzy a lot more and now he (and maybe Ozzie) is my favorite character after Stolas!
I love how he and Blitz made up after a long time, even though I thought it was kinda quickly (or maybe i was just way too anxious and excited about my hyperfixation getting a new episode). I loved to see Blitzo getting to fix his mistakes and apologizing. I loved seeing him and fizzy talking and making jokes and arguing bc they’re so goddamn funny and have so much connection! Their friendship got my heart warm :]
I was a bit heartbroken about Stolas and how worried he was about his situation with Blitz. but I’m happy he seems to have a friend who will help him a bit and seems he can count on!
I LOVED FIZZAROLLI’S SONG OMG???? it was so yummy and nice and coool and AARSHAJDJAKSKAKSDKS
overall i REALLY loved this episode! Helluva Boss’s have been one of my hyperfixations and helped me through some really hard times. dunno if this is normal but i but i got so happy and excited about my hyperfixation having new content i actually got depressed and needed to take some SOS and go for a walk???? helloooo whatever the GAD and Depression are doing to me this is one of the craziest.
I get really REALLY insecure with talking about Helluva Boss on my socials and with anyone in general since i know the creator of it has some bad reputation and did really shitty things and the Hazbin Hotel series is pretty much hated for what i can see.
yeah i was afraid of what people would think about me if i tell them i hyperfixate on Helluva Boss and worried if they would thought i agree with any of the bad stuff that goes behind the creator and stuff.
so i just thought it would be a good idea if i just posted about it here (since a lot of people liked my helluva boss drawings) and take this stuff out of my chest to calm down my post anxiety attack. yeah thats it thanks if you read until this point :]
I SWEAR IF ANY MF TOUCH MY BABY BIRDIE MY FACE WILL BE ON THE NEWS THIS IS A THREAT.
A DAY AT THE BEACH LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOO!!! got inspired by hntrgurl13 on twitter who was the one to make these awesome designs! :> also live gay bird reaction as a bonus
i’ve been obsessing over helluva boss for almost 8 months straight now and i think about this everytime and no one can tell me Octavia was made otherwise. that’s it.
Helluva Boss monsters
Mine:
Idk how different they really look but I tried to make them more monstrous
Jared's:
Werewolf Loona