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I wonder if getting smacked in the head by a skateboard could be what finally jostles some sense into kaoru cause me personally i'd NEVER fumble kojiro for a whole damn decade
why do I need to go to college why can't I make a career out of lusting for osamu dazai
I wonder if chuuya’s parents ever stopped hoping he’d come back. if they still left the porch light on every night, just in case—so it wouldn’t be dark if he somehow wandered home. I wonder if they kept his room the same, sheets smoothed out like he’d be back any minute, his favorite stuffed animals still sitting on the bed like they’re waiting for him too. maybe his mom still buys the cereal and pasta he liked when she goes to the grocery store. maybe his dad never fixed the bathroom doorknob because he said he’d show chuuya how to do it since chuuya wanted to learn to use a drill. maybe they still set an extra place at the table on his birthday. maybe his toothbrush is still in the cup by the sink. maybe they leave the window cracked open in spring, just a little, like they used to when he said the air helped him sleep. I wonder if they ever stop living like he'll still walk through the door one day.
being in a self shipping community generally instead of like a selfship community for a specific fandom is really weird because we’re all talking about the same thing but we’re not. we could talking about our little fictional partners or whatever planning little double dates blah blah blah and then oomf could drop “well it’s sorta complicated after the time vortex” and its like time vortex? your man was in a time vortex? who put your man in a time vortex? is he. is he good or like
ily people who write angst into your selfship lore.
ily people who have the craziest, most convoluted selfship lore known to man.
ily people who write tropey selfship lore, like enemies to lovers or friends to lovers or found family or enemies to friends.
ily people who write selfship lore that has NOTHING to do with canon at all
ily people who base their selfship lore on preexisting canon characters or fanfiction or ocs.
ily people who base their selfship lore on songs or poems or specific canon dialogue.
ily people who have no selfship lore at all.
ily people who make a crazy amount of aus with their selfship, like coffee shop aus or vampire aus or soulmate aus.
ily people who aren't afraid to "be cringe" in their selfship lore, make "Mary Sue's" or overpowered s/is or whatever people think is lame.
keep doin u
Holding your f/o's waist from behind as they try to cook dinner on the stove, giggling quietly as you try to coax them into dancing to the radio with you 💕
Your F/O loves you no matter what. Not just when you feel good about yourself or when you’re laughing at your own jokes, but even when you’re curled up in bed, tired and overwhelmed just from being alive. They love you when you’re crying and don’t know why, when you cancel plans last minute because everything feels too loud, or when you’re quiet and don’t have the energy to talk. They love you on the days when your clothes don’t feel right and you don’t like what you see in the mirror. When your skin is acting up, when your voice shakes, when you’re too nervous to speak or too tired to smile. Even if you’ve been distant or moody or feel like you’re too much—they don’t see you as broken. They see someone real, someone who deserves love.
They love you when you’re doing well, when you’re laughing so hard you can’t breathe, when you talk excitedly about something you love. But they’re also right there when you forget to eat, when your hands shake, when you’re crying at 2 AM and feel like nobody could ever understand you. They don’t just love the good parts of you, they love all of you. And they’ll stay through every hard moment, remind you how much you matter, and be right there—whether you need a hug, a quiet moment, or just someone to sit with. That’s how strong their love is. Don’t you ever forget it too!
soukoku, kunikidazai, sigzai... can we stop letting quality men be victimized by the tragic phenomenon that is dazai osamu 💔💔💔
(they should form a support group and kiss each other)
—So there you have it—the love of your life, your boyfriend, your babe, Chuuya in the safety and comforts what is his home and that is includes you! The rarest moment of them all. Snuggle close together in bed so quick with the 'big tough mafia man' spoon to your chest, some of those fingers at work to needle Chuuya's seinen locks as he gurgles to sleep. "Awe, my man's tired? Not even gonna say goodnight one more time?" You tease. Urge him to tug at your collar and kiss there, yeah, right... Around your adam's apple. "Fine, c'mon, heard it thousands times before..."
"I just want to listen to your voice one last time before I fall asleep myself, dum-dum." Chuuya raise an eyebrow, look back to behold all that mischievous glint raw.
"Alright fine. Goodnight, pretty. Love ya 'til the end of the world..." A rewarded kiss, "What I needed to hear."
Kissing. Chuuya's. Chest. Having him sit back shirtless on a sofa or a bed and kissing alllllll over him with the biggest grin because he's getting soooo flushed. So flustered and whiny and lightheaded.
Big fan of selfshippers who have a s/I with no lore. Like. No story. Just kissing that fictional character. Or even better if they exist for different aus rather than sticking to one time-line.
T4T PRERELTAIONSHIP SKK REAL
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JUST BECAUSE HE'S TRANS AND I'M TRANS DOESN'T MEAN WE'RE GOING TO BE A T4T RELATIONSHIP DTOP THIS
maybe we're just t4t ENEMIES and we'll KILL each other one day.
really tho. just sitting on your f/o. draping your legs over their lap. sitting on their lap. sitting on their stomach when you're trying to wake them up in the morning. sitting on their legs when you're play fighting to pin them down. just . being close to f/o ...
Gives u a sore throat now suffer w/ me <3
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I HATE YOU WHOEVER YOU ARE. I HATE YOU!!!!
and i hate pain and suffering. i ran out of COUGH DROPS...
You smell rancid
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NO I DON’T. I SHOWER EVERY 4 DAYS IS THAT NOT ENOUGH FOR YOU PEOPLE.
i even showered a day early YESTERDAY!!!
I DO NOT SMELL BAD!!!!!
You smell rancid
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NO I DON’T. I SHOWER EVERY 4 DAYS IS THAT NOT ENOUGH FOR YOU PEOPLE.
i even showered a day early YESTERDAY!!!
I DO NOT SMELL BAD!!!!!
Shoutout to sleepy selfshippers. Reblog if you’re a selfshipper and also tired as fuck.
[ Dividers by @/kodaswrld ]
f/o neck and collarbones. kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss ki—
reblog if you agree
Did you know?
Your fictional someone special is just as attached to you as you are to them.
For every item of merch you’ve looked at or bought, they’ve found a keychain or a doll or what have you that reminds them of you.
For everything you’ve learned related to them, they’ve learned something about you and your world with great enthusiasm.
They don’t consider themself single anymore, if you’re romantic together, because they have you.
Their phone background is you — their friends make fun of them for how into you they are.
Never forget that this isn’t a one-sided attachment!
you could make a post that's like "women with brown hair are my favorite characters" and someone would tag it with leon kennedy
this is just for fun!! peace and love everyone
everyone please check up on your local shin soukoku stans after the newest chapter, i heard there’s been casualties in the thousands
reblog && yume sideblog !!
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hallo ! this is where i gush over chuuya ( and some other f/os ) and selfshipping in general , among other stuff i’ll reblog ^__^ me and chuuya have only been together for a short while ( 2 / 16 ♡ ) , but we love eachother deeply nonetheless !! i’m non-sharing , but doubles are okay to interact ☆
you can call me star , or some other names i use found here !! i use he / him pronouns , and i’m gay with a t4t pref so my romantic f/os will likely be headcanoned as trans :3 i am a minor , so plis dont be too freaky . . . um . dni if you use crystal deodorant voluntarily i don’t know and proship . pls dni proship okay fhanks ♡♡♡
i have my own self - insert ( that changes a lot …. ) , but i’ll often also sorta face - claim ( ??? ) some of my kins — mainly dazai and sigma !!!
tags should be self - explanatory — all tags with the little bow ( ྀིྀི ) are my own posts !
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you ever hear a new song and immediately go “oooh the fake scenarios in my head are gonna love this”
Not every story is about seeing yourself in it. Sometimes it’s about learning to see other people too.