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I have a final to write today, but instead I’m gonna read all of this
It. Is. Done.
*passes out*
Hey you know that feeling when youre breathing while your arm just resting on your thigh and then you feel like youre breathing air on drugs and it reaches to your eyes and it feels like youre not actually breathing or you feel like breathing underwater?
No? Okay.
I bought one of my besties @kidastudios a red velvet cake with EBT cause I kinda like her (plus I brought up cake like a heathen lol) Bro, the FEES are evil Doesn't DoorDash know I'm a
✨️broke bitch?! ✨️💅🏾😂😭
Smash Bros Kirby chews you up and spits you out, like trash, after stealing/copying something of yours...Kirby is capitalism
When you're scrolling down Yt shorts and hear "ohh and my looove..." AKA the last 1-2 minutes of 'The Summoning by Sleep Token' AKA the sexy breakdown of that song. Omg it's beautiful lol. I had to pause then laugh because this sexy song ending is being used to advertise an A/B/O ebook! Like just reading the dialogue/exposition in the ad made me cringe. With that being said: Sleep Token deserves royalties. I don't care, it makes sense somehow 😂
So I watched Helluva Boss a few days ago (months as I post this lol). Full Moon killed me. I love it so much. Like OMG it's so good in the saddest way.
Alright, bullet point time!
The VAs did wonderful! (F*ckin opening number was hilarious.) The animation was on point! Also opposites attract.
Fuck the ex C.H.E.R.U.B.S (except Collin, he was trying his best), them seeing only the Lust-Ring and having a crisis is like the best thing 😂. They ain't ready for the rest of it.
Fizz and Blitz being friends is so sweet. Just yes.
And now the best (saddest) part:
I remember seeing people pick sides about the big argument between Blitz and Stolas.
It sucked to see Blitz tell Stolas that he loves him back, but him not actually meaning it because he thinks it's roleplay. Omg I wasn't ready!
Blitz misunderstanding why Stolas would give him the crystal because he's self-hating just smacked the hell outta me.
I'd like to preface this by saying, I was on Blitz's side the ENTIRE time (even in the present with the most recent episodes/shorts showing how much he actually cares about Stolas). People were pissed at Blitz, which is understandable ( All 2 U goes hard and I had it on repeat for about a month ngl) but I still sided more with Blitz. Like they both suck at communicating;no question.
But I feel like people overlook that their ENTIRE relationship was transactional from Episode 1.
Their friendship as kids happened because of a transaction between their dads. Blitz's dad literally sold him.
The conversation right before Stolas presents the crystal shows Blitz desperate and panicking because he needs the book while also feeling like Stolas is tired of him because that's what everyone told him it sounded like.
And it doesn't help with the class system they have that puts imps at the very bottom.
(Asmodeus (one of the seven sins) and Fizzeroli (a celebrity entertainer) are dating not-so-secretly and people still call Fizz a pet.)
(Striker was talking shit about Stolas being a blue blood and how their kind looks down on everyone and doesn't care about anyone.)
(Everyone calling Blitz impressive because imps don't start their own business which goes with the most recent episode of Millie telling Blitz in a flashback that they were grunt workers and that's what they're good for.)
(Honestly the way everyone talks to imps and the way Stolas talks to anyone who isn't Blitz is pretty rude.) Omg I just remembered the lady that was arguing with Blitz in the waiting room. What a bitch.)
(On a matching note, Stolas calls Blitz his plaything in like episode 6-7 when freaking out the secret agents. Plus in that same episode Blitz's trip vision has him chained and crawling on all fours to Stolas).
So it honestly makes sense why Blitz doesn't believe Stolas' feelings at first, then kinda throws them back in his face. He's self-hating, yes, but society really got imps in the dirt.
I was like “Ooh Freddie Mercury, cool,” then I saw the words lol. Still cool
Jimin ➰️🖊💜
(Did I try to draw this 4 times and almost throw my sketchbook across the room? Yes and yes 😮💨)
Bought these tulips yesterday after work. Day 1 (officially) Let's grow!! (I'll see myself out 🫠)
I thought 💭 about a random old headcanon I had/have for MHA/BNHA since I been watching scenes and content from the fandom recently. I haven't seen anyone mention it and I thought it'd be kinda funny and I kinda wanna draw it.
Kaminari drinks battery🔋acid.
And it's like Gatorade.
Ooh (new thought!) and it tastes different depending on the brand of battery i.e. Energizer tastes like cotton candy and Duracell tastes like cinnamon rolls.
Love this, Scollace is cute.
But also, same question. I love the fake-relationship-that-turns-real trope. It's funny, cute and dramatic, but like how do you get "fake married"? Like are the documents the never-weds sign not legally binding? Or when the authorities say "you have to prove you're actually married or you'll be fined and thrown in prison!” Like they got married for convenience/personal necessities sure; but how would the authorities actually be able to prove that? Not all couples are physically affectionate or live together.
marriage fraud with your best friend — such a scollace coded audio lmao
(I have no clue why young neil is randomly there and this is probably OOC for him and stacey but whatever)
(audio is by @ lyleforever on tiktok)
So I saw this and thought:
💭 They kinda give me the same energy. Hmm 💭
UPDATE UPDATE UPDATE: I'M UP TO EPISODE 7.
The kiss scene had perfect build up and tension
I like that Joke becomes more expressive after the fact.
Zo putting in distance makes sense but is annoying af. Like you can't act like before because you're deliberately avoiding him.
Joke's interaction with Zo's mom is just funny and sweet.
That arcade not-date date was cute
I knew I liked Zo's friends! They're solid. Kot really about to square up and I love that!
Poor Nita. She doesn't deserve that. Sidenote: that scene had me anxious and angry) Also, her interactions with both Zo and Joke really help show their contrast. Zo puts her on a pedestal while Joke actually knows about her; so it's very different.
If dude did his research like he said, why he ain't know Nita had a boyfriend?
Ooh not a couch conversation
Ooh a sleepover... PUT YOUR SHIRT BACK ON... that shirt's still off but okay... Oh big spoon little spoon. Cute....“what? You'll be stuck together forever- I was joking omg lol! I love this.”
Ooh first date. Joke you don't like heights. And now you're puking after getting on one ride.
Joke begging not to get on the biggest ride is hilarious to me
I see that product placement
Joke being the second guy Zo's ever liked really shines a light on why he pushed him away at first. Also, I kept just repeating “no” over and over as that flashback progressed. I was mad as h3ll as Puen
Not me guessing dialogue again! Joke's grandma had me about to yell. Just to make her supportive. 🎶Did a full 180🎶 I wasn't ready!
Jeng why you accepting girls’ IDs when you got a boyfriend? Is it for appearances? Pok’ sad/mad about something. Is it because of the IDs? Ooh I need info!
Zo's confession was unexpected but welcome. I like how him and Nita talk it over and he admits to liking herstill but genuinely as a person.
Zo's overworking himself. I was ready for the sick trope. The drama was ✨immaculate✨ Okay Zo's fine... Oop I was wrong!
Not Puen being behind them in line at the coffee shop! Joke was understandably about to throw hands!
Zo really said 'ooone more kiss, okay now you can go' I was shook. Joke's reaction after was the cutest thing 🤭
UPDATE UPDATE: On Episode 4 (3/4)
I had to pause b/c they made a TELETUBBIES reference OMG I love it! 🥰
They're cute . The laughter is so infectious.
Kot did that face at Pat 🤭 and I want to see how that plays out in the background
JOKE FULL ON HUGGED HIM! OOH IT'S SO SWEET 🤯🤭
The pacing is picking up nicely
Pok and Jeng are chill (I low-key thought Pok and Wave might've been a couple but alas I was mistaken!)
I'm loving the opposites attract visuals/details Particularly the clothes.
The makeover was sweet and well. I'm loving the positivity and encouragement in this dialogue.
That being said, WHY CAN'T Zo STILL WEAR HIS GLASSES?? Like, the frames he has would still work with his new look. Plus, I feel like it gives Joke's advice on the mock date more weight.
Sidenote: I need someone to read to me on the library floor beside a bookshelf.
Just started 'Hidden Agenda ' Watched the trailer now I'm on Episode 1 (1/4). Ooh I'm excited 😊. A few things to start
I like Zo's friends (sidenote: Kot is cute)
Nita is pretty and I like her pink sweater
That intro was very cool and interesting to see. Also, it's giving foreshadowing lol
Joke really trying to start sh!t. Like bro chill
But it doesn't feel super hostile/antagonistic. Like, less enemies-to-lovers and more estranged rivals-to-friends-to-lovers if that makes sense lol
UPDATE: Zo just PUNCHED Joke right in the face! 😮
Also:
Blue light bathroom. It's a vibe
Not Zo really willing to punch himself in the face! And Joke realizing how seriously he means it!
Joke just all about that closeness! OMG stop 🤭
Zo really did the Trip-and -Catch twice! I can't! 😆
Their banter is ✨ SOLID ✨ So cute ☺️
Hit em with the bruh button. Nah but fun debate scene.
I want to try Roselle juice and chrysanthemum tea
I low-key thought Zo was going to be allergic to eggs when Joke offered up his food. He's not
I agree with Zo. When did Joke start on their deal/plan? Bish where??
That outro is a bop
Ok, so I read the tags and this one stood out to me. It reminded me of this video:
https://youtu.be/pSLOqLtPsoU?si=SgDW2BtlrPDeaqt1
Steve pulled out all the stops for Eddie's birthday when he worked with Erica to create a oneshot D&D campaign and managed to get everyone to join in (some blackmail was involved) and Robin secretly worries about Steve being disappointed or upset if Eddie doesn't do something similar for his birthday, everyone knows Steve's and Eddie's hobbies don't really align
so colour her shocked when she's yanked out of bed by Eddie bright and early on Steve's birthday and is forced into the closest thing she owns to gym clothes and is marched down to a basketball court that Eddie has rented for the whole day
she watches in amazement as Eddie divides them all into teams, letting Steve pick whoever he wants (naturally he picks Robin first even if she'll be no help) and they split into two teams of six, with Eddie somehow wrangling the position of referee even though he only knows the basics of how basketball works, and the kids don't even fuss that much, there's barely a complainant about how they're about to have to play sports all day, they all seem to be begrudgingly going along with it, apart from Lucas and El who are practically bouncing with excitement
Steve is clearly having the best time, running up and down the court and yelling and cheering, a little red in the face because he hasn't done this for a while but constantly yanking his teammates and even those on the other team into excited hugs and handing out back slaps and high fives like a little puppy, he even tries to chest bump with Robin who gives it a go then immediately regrets it and Steve throws himself at Eddie once the game is over
Robin asks later and Eddie tells her that Lucas was kind enough to sit down and explain the game and the rules because Eddie had been trying to make it up to him over not cancelling Hellfire because of his basketball game and being a dick about it and he'd been going to games with Steve and seen how much Steve enjoyed it and yeah Eddie hates organised sports but a game between the Party and the Older Party is hardly organised so as soon as Steve pulled out a whole D&D campaign for him he knew he had to get on Steve's level for his birthday
Robin gives Eddie permission to marry Steve that day
Sleep Token has become a new favorite band to listen to. They're so great. Loving their sound.
Also side note: why'd I imagine Eddie (Stranger Things) singing Alkaline? Lol
So many ideas 💡!
They're such a vibe 💜
(something like this)
(it's kinda giving more Gareth actually lol)
Update update update: I finished it and that ending was cute though ☺️ Still not feeling the lead up but it was cute 🥰
Also, here are some things I didn't mention during the first update (sorry 😞🫠):
Natee was my favorite... his flirtation was on point! Natee was naughTY! 😏🤣(Was shook lol)...until he grabbed the book. I knew he wasn't the one and he got on my nerves after that 😒 lol
Akk was a ride or die from the beginning and I love his character 💜
That date but not-date was sweet ☺️
That kiss fake out was ✨immaculate ✨
Update update: I saw a future clip that made me want to continue.
Still can't with the wedding video scene 😔 like why? (Side note: love the acting in that scene from Koy Narumon Phongsupan- Theo's mom)
The next episode looks like it's going give me the ”person a gets sick while person b nurses them back to health" trope and I would be here for it, if Theo hadn't gotten on my nerves 😮💨 (Akk is still best boy though)
I went and re-watched parts of Fish Upon the Sky (I needed a minute or 7🫠)
I watched this trailer, right? And this shot made me think of something. I have Cerebral Palsy; and this one thing that people with CP tend to do (myself included as a kid 😁) is walk on their toes, heels off the floor. (kinda like a ballerina hehe) So, I was like “I headcanon Barbie has Cerebral Palsy”
As I sit here at the mall, I start chewing the ice left over from my pink lemonade. And I had a thought :
I'm going back into Enchanté
I'mma finish it
Update: not finished yet but I'm pissed 😤
Sun is cool; I like him.
Akk doesn't deserve that😮💨
Not the wedding video!🫣😶🌫️
Bruh, I can't
I made garlic bread late at night 😅
“Casualties Gon Casual” - Me talking to my sister @charnellecatastrophe in the AM in regards to a FB post about “hear me out” anime characters.
Tell me why I'm just refreshing and scrolling through YouTube videos, right, and I see this short with music from Epic (ya know, the musical) and I watch it. Then pause. Cuz it sounds different (‘that's not- that's different. Huh?’) So, I hit the sound.
And there's an album cover! And vocal artists! And various cast!
And it's so exciting and fun to know that Epic actually got finished and fully made! Can't tell ya how many times I played ‘Luck Runs Out' and ‘The Horse and The Infant ’
Already watching the animatics omg!
Why did I see this ad while scrolling, read the caption and see the picture; and think: ‘The smiley Magic Man of the movie. He gives the MC wisdom and appears ✨magically✨when really most needed.’
I feel the urge to add to this...Got it ✨
“you've changed ” bro I watched Kotaro Lives Alone
"you’ve changed" bro i watched banana fish.
So, I found this great quote (pic above) ...and then I thought, 'Dolores Umbridge has entered Hogwarts'
*clears throat*
The Amazing Digital Circus Theorys
Pomni Edition
Ok so, probably no one is gonna see this so thank you if you actually have enough time to read this or like it in general
Admin theory:
Yes I know it’s stupid, most of my god damn theories are like the one where Spamton might be a little bit of Gasters soul but hear me out. Pomni might’ve been a admin or at least a office worker in the building where TADC might’ve been worked on/created and maybe logged on after work hours and forgotten the procedure to go under cover and not get their memory wiped since she’s the most human looking, well, human in TADC and The Exit has appeared to her multiple times and after she gets out of her “void trance” while traveling through The Corridors (the many exit place or C&A if you wanna call it that) and the glitch on her red hand disappeared after snapping out of it or it might’ve just been Caines fixing magic, your choice.
Controller of Abstracts theory
This one is a quickie but since Pomni has that little glitch in her red hand it might spread like some sort of virus since that’s what some glitches are/cause and eventually start controlling whether they abstract or not since Caine basically just locks them up in some sort of basement/sub void and probably be the co ringmaster (Idk what they called) like Bubble or something. (Might be Zooble or something instead lol)