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Fucked up words ,
Pulling at the trigger ,
Itching on my brain with this crazy fucker .
My plans in Mars
But yet your only reaching for the stars.
Do make me laugh ,
You look like a giraffe ,
Reaching for the highest branch
Without no arms .
Ground zero.
I hear you call.
The monkeys laugh
With a twisted squeal.
A monkey you know
That’s how low
Your brain has blown
What happened up there ,
Did the air
Lose all control
And now your left floating
Just full of holes,
Please show me your goals
I’m a bit confused
how your still so low
Not knowing which way to go
When I watched you climb
That big fuck off
Hill
@trueemotions91
A joker ,
Hidden from me
Are you really surprised
I can see through the pain,
Painted on smile
In red lines .
Aint hard to see in
Between .
Painted white for the world
To see
But
Under the light ,
Your just another
Delusion of the night,
You think your words can itch me,
I have clowns in my dreams
Somewhere you could never reach ,
Think your nightmares
Can stench me from
My haven ,
Only witches have that cauldron
When they cackle up the night sky,
The birds want to come play ,
Because you will always hide
When the disguise
Falls behind the blind.
@trueemotions91
Fondling ,
In between the leaves,
Of a crispy bed of seaweed.
Slithering down my body
To find thier new home
deep in between my legs,
Where the spiders wait
Late at night
Stalking thier next victim ,
The mouse use me for warmth,
Scared of the night time dawn.
the owl holds all
Of my darkest secrets,
The stars have witnessed
My deepest desire ,
She feels me
When I whisper ,
Her leaves curl
Into a twisted picture .
Their all use me for
shelter.
@trueemotions91
Listen to the roar
Listen to the core
I won’t kneel again
Nor will my brain repeat again.
When life is passing
Remember to keep smiling .
I look at people every day
Walking past glaring
Eyes all blurring
From a telephone .
Cant be arsed to say hello
To a real huma soul.
not a leg ache
It’s a hand ache
A demolition to the human brain
We ain’t wired for the crown
Or silver tin foil .
We are made from earth
A thousand fucked up cells .
Your ground
When electric is running around
Straight to your brain
Don’t you realise.
You look like a clown
With a upside down
Smile
Not knowing
When your next swipe
Will be more mesmerising
To them demonised eyes
Blacked out from
That devil In a disguise.
@trueemotions91
When I was young
I thought I was strong
Thought life was just a laugh.
Till the voice in my head ,
Kept screaming for a chance .
Showing me things
My own eyes
Could never believe .
I ignored the noise
A racket in my brain
Used to tell the fucker
To just go away,
Always screaming at me
A fight against the other.
always in the inside
No one else can hear my brain
It sent me crazy
Used to screw
Wanted it to just escape
But it wanted to stick like glue .
Who was this screaming inside of me
I used to ask the fucker
But it would never accept the anwser .
I learnt to listen
And accept it
that’s when my words started flowing
It started screaming a little less louder
Then I realised it was me against my self
The devil and angel balancing me out
Till I accepted
That’s what my life was about
To find peace with my other self .
@trueemotions91
A flower so sweet and pure
Always staring at me
Through a open door
I wonder what
She is asking me for
Always waving hello.
I wonder if she knows
How much I adore her
And how much she makes
My skin crawl
She is amazing
Beautiful
I cant resist
To pull her from the ground
Just to give her one
Sweet kiss.
@trueemotions91
Pretty lady
Looking at me,
Why do you bring
Me to my knees,
In all the humans
Upon the world,
Your the one
I kneel to.
Not because your eyes
Enchant me
Or the whisper of your voice
Excites me,
It’s a belonging I can’t explain
just a human brain .
@trueemotions91
I thanked her
For my pain ,
For the pile of emotions
She left Upon my floor,
I still thanked her
For making me feel so raw,
Because she taught me
True life law,
I still thank her to this day
For all the heartache .
She taught me to self love
from The core,
You see ,
There is always a tale,
When they think
Thier have done the deed
And watch you crumbled to
Your knees,
But what she didn’t expect to see,
Was me to come back ,
Roaring an all ,
While she
Is still
Trying to find her
True Fairy tale,
When she allowed me
To find my soul
A long time ago.
@trueemotions91
If one thing I taught you
Stick it to this tune
Life ain’t fair
We all know the apple ain’t square
So when everyone is glaring
Just remember your daring
They imagantion
To the next level
As thier have never
Seen
Such a amazing
Thing
Which is you.
So don’t be shy
Don’t feel intimated
Their are all just scared
Coz thier ain’t seen
Truth, in the human form
Which spills so flultently from the tongue
As beautifully as you .
@trueemotions91
A father ,
Is a important role
I promise you that
As a girl
I promise
I know .
To teach us right or wrong
Like our father
To teach us to be strong
Like our father
Now I’m not saying a mother is no less
But nor is a father
He is a huge impact upon
Your child’s mental state
And latter
You may not see eye to eye
But I promise you I don’t lie
To seek for love
When all was forgotten
A empty shadow
Of a man
That
I called dad
Was hidden
By a man in disguise
I craved for his love
I honestly did
But not for my good
Nor his
I realised years later
When all was gone
That all along
I just wanted my dad
To teach me how
A man was supposed to treat me
In a ideal world
I should of learnt all this from the man
I called my dad
@trueemotions91
A tree
Fantasises me
The way it stands so strong
It’s branches reaching out
Curling and twisting
In the cool summer wind
Grabbing the air as it passes
What is it reaching for ?
I often adore
The winter time
When it’s branches are bare
The sky
The air
behide each finger
It shadows off
To another ,
Is remarkable and beautiful
How something so plain & tall
Can be so outstanding
Yet missed by all.
@trueemotions91
Hey ,
Welcome to my page . I’m a 29 yo female from the uk. I Joined to read other people’s beautiful poetry, writing , art and everything else wonderful on here, :) my friends think I’m crazy im sure 🤣 so yep thought I could talk to others alike , But also to express my own. So please mind , if my page is full of words that make no sense , also some days I may write a lot of it and some days none. Please feel free to read and share the love . Xxx Any questions or Criticism is WELCOME ! OR JUST SAY HELLO 😁 ! Thank you x
Ps. You may notice I get my their , they and there muddled up. Is a Long life goal of mine I still ain’t succeed so excuse them 3 words , I hope it don’t confuse lol x
Lost in a world of emotions
Covid on my mind
Not a worry for the blind.
It’s not the strain of my eyes
from watching the tv
Or holding my phone all day
It’s the battle going on in my brain .
A pain I feel through shut eyes
The light don’t bother me no more
Used to the dark and the man made lights
With a flip of the switch .
It Seems day and night no longer disgunish
The hurt no longer exists
But neither does my happiness .
Lost in my own mind
But just a empty space .
Dying to breathe in the fresh air
To revitalise my brain .
Lost words that make no sense
Emotions I can’t figure out .
The world has gone crazy
And my brain is on the fall out .
How can my brain survive this pandemic with nothing to do , no air to breathe , no sun to see,
Just me .
@trueemotions91