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can i ask you for advice? if not that's okay too, i understand. but its my fourth anniversary with my bf tomorrow, and i can't help but feel depressed about it, and i can't talk to him, because he'll feel as though its a dig at him/his fault.

i was only 19 when we met, and recently turned 20 when we got together. I feel regretful (is that a word?) about entering into a relationship at that stage in my life. even though everything is swell, and the life we have is wonderful, probably what most people hope for, i mourn the life i could have had. im 24 and instead of being out with friends all the time, or working to travel and explore new things, or be in school, my life is filled with monotony. work, eat, sleep, repeat. all my money goes towards bills. all my free time goes towards cleaning and chores. which yeah i know welcome to adulthood, blah, but i never got to have an adolescence, and i don't know how to process that. im trying to get us to take trips this year, and live our lives, but he seems to be dragging his feet about it as though he doesn't really want to do anything. Which im struggling with, because im tired of doing nothing but work and chores. -❣❣❣

Thank you for the ask and I’m happy to offer what help I can. I’m sorry you are struggling with this. It’s something I can certainly sympathize with and feel very deeply about based on my own past experiences. It’s a tough situation for you and I hope sharing your struggles helps lighten them some.

So let me address this in two parts. The first I’d like to talk about is not feeling like you can bring this to your partner. It is really important to have a relationship where both partners feel they can be open and feel safe with each other. Even for the tough conversations. I think you should share your feelings with your partner but maybe phrase it terms of “Hey these are some things I really wish we would do together. Can you help me figure out how to make that happen? Do you want to share them with me?” That way you are trying to draw them in to help you succeed rather than feeling like they are the roadblock. It can be tricky to do but give it some thought and maybe try it. If you don’t think that will work or that they will take it as a personal attack either way then I think you have some relationship issues that go even deeper and you should consider if there is a way to heal those or if it is salvageable. I know it can be really hard to talk about these things but sometimes it’s better than letting it all fester and seethe under the surface. That just leads to an even more unhealthy relationship. And if you can’t work through that stuff together then it might be time for you both to follow your own new paths separately. Does that make sense?

So now let me get to the part about you feeling regretful about your relationship and how it has impacted your life. You are so young and should be able to go out and travel and live your life as you desire. Find your passion and focus on that. Don’t let life suck you in to the never ending cycle of work sleep repeat. There is so much more to life than that and you need to find and follow the path that speaks to your heart. What are you passionate about? What do you wish you could spend your time on? That’s where you should focus. And honestly your partner should want that for you and you should want that for them. The challenge can sometimes be that you and your partner have completely different interests and desires. If that’s the case then you have to be ok with doing completely different things separately. That takes trust and if you don’t have that then it’s really hard because partners can get jealous and feel left out, etc. You honestly have to love yourself and be secure in yourself for that to work well and most people aren’t. So I’d say give it a test run, come up with a plan, a short day trip or something. Present it to your partner and if your partner doesn’t want to come then say ok, that’s fine, you don’t have to go but this is something I need to do for me. Take the trip and see how you both handle it. You may have to reassure them that you love them and that this is for you. But hopefully they will be supportive. If they aren’t, if they try to undermine your plans, express jealousy, or other negative reactions then you need to take a hard look at the relationship and decide if this is what you want for yourself.

I know I’m getting long winded here but I think it’s a really important thing you are facing. Relationships should be mutually supportive. You are there to help each other succeed. You should want to help each other grow and learn and embrace life. We each have our own paths to follow in life. When we find a partner we hope that we will share our paths but that isn’t always the case. Our paths may only be shared briefly, or they could be for years. I think it’s important to accept that as we grow and learn we also change. And sometimes we change in ways that take us away from our partner. That’s not necessarily a bad thing. It’s a part of life and ultimately you have to focus on your own growth and learning and change. You shouldn’t sacrifice your own dreams and desires for the sake of your partner and they should never want you too. Maybe try having a discussion with your partner about what their dreams or goals are. Do they have a bucket list? Can you find some common ground in shared things you want to do and can discussing them motivate your partner to take action and do them with you. If that doesn’t work then I think you still need to pursue your own dreams and desires either way. Take charge of your life and move it in the direction you want it to go. You don’t want to look back in 20, 30,40 years and regret the trips you didn’t take. Hopefully your partner will embrace that and support you and if not then you really need to consider if they are the right partner for you. And don’t forget to give them the same opportunities you want for yourself. Hopefully you can both grow together and if not then don’t let them hold you back from living the life you desire.

I hope all this makes sense and helps some. You are welcome to message me anytime, anon or not. Sometimes we just need a friend to talk with. In the meantime I’m sending you lots of love and good energy!

It’s time to play ball! He harasses me every morning as soon as I get up. Dropping his ball on my head in bed, at my feet while I get coffee, sitting and staring at me just waiting for our morning game! He is so funny and sweet, and obnoxious! Ohhh and yes I am wearing my Christmas Sloth pajama bottoms! What about it??? 🤨😂😂

Do you know that I crave you everywhere we go, baby girl? That I just want to touch you, kiss you, claim you! Pushing against any wall, counter or bookshelf I find, kissing you hard and deep! Taking your little hands in mine and pinning you there, tasting your soft lips and little tongue! I want you to feel, to know, just how much daddy aches for you! I want you to feel it in my touch, in my kisses, in my actions! Know that I don’t care who sees us or what they think! You are all mine, baby girl, and I don’t want you to ever doubt just how much I need you!

Let me get lost with you in that silence. Just the two of us. Exploring, consuming, giving and sharing ourselves together. Let me consume you here. Let me devour you. Let me explore you. Let my lips and tongue taste every luscious inch of you, the saltiness of your skin, the sweetness of your nectar. Let my hands caress you and explore your curves. Let them sink within your folds and make you gasp and writhe with pleasure. Let me feel you quiver under my touch, melting against me, clinging to me and clutching as I claim you. Let me hear your moans and gasps and the need in your whispered words. Let me give myself to you just as you give yourself to me. Let me share my soul with you. Let my soul brush up against yours, entwine with yours as our bodies entwine. Let me feel the depths of you, exposed and open to me as I fill those depths and you fill mine. Our souls entangled, desires and needs meeting and feeding off of one another. Expanding and contracting and exploding together until the world is but a dim mist around our singular existence.

Stay right here with me...where the world isn't so loud and our souls can be consumed by one another time and time again...~B.M. 💜🖤

I wonder.... do my words affect you like this?? Do they leave you aching for more? Do they make you wet with desire? Do they make your head spin and your face blush? Do you feel the need to play? The need for release? Do they flood your mind with the images of all that I am craving to do to you and with you? All the things you are longing for? All the fantasies and desires that you want fulfilled? Can you see it in detail? Feel my touch? My hands claiming you? My lips tasting you? My cock filling you? I wonder, baby girl, do my words affect you?

What if it could be, baby girl? All the sweet and tender things. All the dirty and naughty things. Which would you crave more? The cuddles and kisses? The collar and the leash? The soft strokes and tender kisses. Or the hard strokes and strong grasp claiming your delicate flesh? Would you pick one over the other? Would you want them both? The soft and sweet leading to the hard and rough. Leading back to the soft and tender. Over and over until you are destroyed, wasted, spent! A quivering mess im daddy’s arms. Ready to be pieced back together again. Ready to be rebuilt with daddy’s love and need for you. What if all that could be?

What if everything you imagined could be real this Valentine’s Day Little One?

That’s my good girl, waiting so patiently for daddy to come home. Your little pussy getting wetter with each passing minute knowing I’ll walk in the door any second. How I love the sight of you like that when I walk in. Your perfect little ass sticking up in the air for me, a beautiful luscious heart shape with that glistening pussy spread and ready for daddy’s attention. Seeing your little legs pulled back, your face against the mattress as you peak back at me, that little smile of satisfaction and lust in your eyes.

Are you ready for daddy’s touch baby girl? Ready to feel daddy’s rough hands spank that perfect ass? Ready to feel his fingers stroking and exploring your little holes, both soft and rough against your delicate skin. How will daddy use you today? Will I take my time to tease and edge you until you’re a desperate squirming begging little mess. Or will daddy take out all his frustration from the day on your sweet little cunt and pound hard and deep into you as he pins your head to the mattress until you feel daddy’s seed gushing deep into your cunt. Or maybe daddy will decide that your tight little ass needs some attention. To be stretched and fucked and used until it’s gaping and dripping with daddy’s cum.

So many delicious options baby girl. All of them running through my head as I walk in the door and see you there spread like a good girl, waiting for daddy’s attention. Such a good girl for daddy! It’s time for you to find out what I’ve decided.

Waiting for my Daddy to come home to his wet and needy Princess

Sending love and caring daddy thoughts to all the baby girls out there that don’t have a daddy to spoil them this Valentine’s Day. Take some time to spoil and care for yourself. You are amazing and you deserve it! ❤️

Do you know how exquisite you look to me, baby girl? Relaxed and lounging as you stare up at me, legs crossed lazily, your seductive eyes, your full lips, your luscious body a playground begging me to come savor every beautiful inch! 
But I see so much more than that when I look at you! I see that twinkle in your eyes, hinting at the wicked intelligence hiding in there, the wit, and the sarcasm laying in wait for me, challenging me, engaging me! The twist of your head, the nibble on your lip, the little bounce of your foot up and down as you watch me gives away that delicious, naughty imagination of yours! I can almost see the salacious ideas spinning in your head! The naughty things you are contemplating doing to me! The things you are imagining, craving me to do to you! The fantasies and desires you share with me make me throb for you at just the thought! The way you eagerly embrace mine and crave even more! The swell of your breasts as your breath comes quicker, your nipples crisp, hardening slightly giving away your arousal! I see all of it, baby girl! I drink it all in! Every drop of you! Down to your core! And I want more! 

Do you know how much I crave you, baby girl? How I desire you? That perfect pairing of luscious body and wicked mind! I need them both! I ache to dive into that mind, your soul, just as much as I ache to thrust into that beautiful body! Your beauty is a prize any man would cherish but its your beautiful soul that captured me! The caring, kind soul hidden in that sweet body that spoke to mine. Its delightful wickedness, sultry and seductive! Too tempting to escape! Like a sirens call it entangled my soul, pulled me under, drew me closer, merging with mine until they were inseparable! 

I relish in all the physical treats with you! Tasting and caressing every inch of you! Feeling your body quiver at my touch, your breath rising, your soft moans and gasp! I love how you turn your cheek into my hand as I caress your beautiful face! Your lips parted slightly, the softest moan drifting out to tempt me as I pull your lips to mine! The tease and tangle of your nimble little tongue as it slips between my lips making my head spin with desire! I feel the goosebumps rise on your skin as my fingers lightly trail down your soft curves! The catch in your breath as my fingertips brush over your nipple and settle to cup and caress your breast! Will you caress me with your imagination as I caress and stroke your soft skin? Let it run wild and release all your desire on me? Give me every dream and fantasy to fulfill as I savor you? 

My hand slips slowly lower, palm flat against your stomach, feeling little rivulets of sweat, the curve of your stomach, down to cup your soft mound, fingers curling down to your soft folds as I hold your sweet sex! I feel your hips rocking forward, pushing up to meet my hand as you moan into my mouth! A whispered, “yessss!” as my fingers slip between your wet folds! Stroking and caressing, feeling your little clit begin to pulse with pleasure for me! Feeling you contract around my fingers as I slip two of them inside of you, stroking your inner folds, exploring you, rocking back and forth gently as you grind against me! 

You press your lips to mine, parted and panting, kissing me between moans, pressing your body close to mine as I caress and play with you! Your soft hands roaming, caressing, hot on my skin, burning me with such delight! I feel them seeking my excitement, grasping and stroking my hardness, tantalizing me, your fingers magic on me! You know how to make me throb for you! You pay attention to everything! Every stroke and caress and what it does to me! You set me on fire as I kindle yours and turn it into a blazing inferno ready to engulf us both! I have so many plans for you! So many ways I want to taste and take and please you! The delicious hours we will spend playing and fucking and savoring each other! But it all washes away in our desperate need to have each other! My need to be inside of you and take you! Your need to be filled by me! To feel me inside of you! That most intimate connection! The closeness of it! Feeling our desires merge! Our minds lost in each other! Connected by our passion our intimacy! You pull me onto you! Guiding me into you! Your eyes locked on mine as I thrust into you! Seeing them widen slightly as I push deep into you, stretching you tight, throbbing and swelling for you! The moan rolling from your soft lips as I feel you cumming around me with the first thrust! Hips grinding against me as I thrust in and out slowly! Feeling you cumming again and again as I kiss you hard, hands clinging and clutching you, wrapping in your hair and pinning you to the bed as I take you, barely able to contain myself but aching for the feeling of you, being inside of you, connected to you, never wanting it to end!  I take you slowly! Slow deep thrusts, then shallow teasing ones until your clawing at my ass to pull me deeper! Then thrusting hard and deep! Taking you and pounding into you until I feel you gushing for me again! Then back to the shallow strokes as you melt into me! Kissing, clutching, nuzzling me! I can’t last much longer! Every time I barely escape losing control and exploding inside of you! You can feel it! You crave it! Aching to feel me explode for you! Inside of you! 

You push me over on to my back, wanting the control, rolling with me, keeping me deep inside of you! Sitting up on top of me, straddling me, grinding slowly! Your eyes looking at me hungrily! Your luscious body glowing, flushed and glistening with out sweat! You place your hands on my chest, nails digging in slightly as you start to grind! Back and forth! Your hips driving me mad with desire! Closer and closer to the edge as you grind harder, faster! My hand slips up to your soft throat! Fingers curling around it, gripping you softly, but tight! Reminding you that you belong to me! My other hand slipping up to your breasts, cupping and squeezing, feeling them rocking and bouncing in my hand as you grind and ride me! Your beautiful mouth forms a soft Ohhh and your eyes roll back as you start to cum again on me! Taking your pleasure from me just as you give it to me! I feel your contractions! Your wetness flowing! Your whole body quivering with pleasure! I can’t resist anymore! Growling, cursing, moaning, I thrust up into you! Pushing myself deeper as you grind and cum for me! Can you feel me explode for you, baby girl? Feel me swell and begin to pulse my cum deep inside of you! Filling your sweet cunt as you cum all over me! Soaking us both in our mixed cum!  Can you feel my hunger? Feel me burning as I thrust into you losing all control? Feel my muscles tight and hard under you as I take you with all my strength! Is that what you craved? What you ached for? 

You collapse on my chest! Panting! Spent! Your beautiful hair spilling over your face, my chest! I caress you softly, brushing the hair from your pretty face! Caressing your back, your arms, your ass! I feel you drifting off against me! Completely relaxed! Safe in daddy’s arms! Satisfied and satiated for now! I savor the smell of your hair, the feel of your soft warm body on top of mine! The feel of your breathing, the best of your heart! I savor it all, never wanting to lose the memory or the feeling! Do you know how exquisite you look to me?