i’ve turned into a purple gel pen girl of late
nov 06, '22: exam season again. making a list of all the topics i need to study. it's stressful tbh, but i hope to do better//
I’ve got to stop acting like I’m on holiday💀
Tell me you book journal, without telling me you book journal. I’ll go first, haha.
Anyway, here’s a few books I tabbed and my new November spread! I am loving it! (inspo from Pinterest). Also, those little dots in my calendar are my habits (the key’s covered up by the book I’m currently reading).
Current read 📕: The Physick Book of Deliverance Dane by Katherine Howe
Ps. For all my American peeps, don’t forget to vote in midterms on Tuesday, Nov 8!
nov 06, '22: exam season again. making a list of all the topics i need to study. it's stressful tbh, but i hope to do better//
obsessed with the art of studying
08.11.22, tuesday
just some casual, chill, and not at all caffeinated panicky writing of things
Weekend things.....
My new bodywash is fucking horny y'all 😭😭
I loved you, I did;
But I'm yet to see if it was my mistake and sin
There is an uncertainty to your madness;
But in such uncertainty, I find solace with you
Mary Oliver
October 18, 2022 | 🍁
I created my first politics exam and I have to admit it was a little challenging. But I’ve been grading them and my students did really well! Otherwise, I’ve been spending a lot of time question my life and my career choice and October was, truthfully, filled with lots of tears. I’ve been having a very hard time, which is the reason I’m posting all my October content late.
1, 2: study situation at midnight
3: beau’s delivery yesterday. a thoughtful gift.
4, 5: brunch at brewing point!! it was expensive but lovely. I love that other than one noisy group, most of us were brunching wearing home clothes.
6: the view while I wait with the beau at a vulcanizing shop because my tire got nails on it ☹️ it’s all better though! I’m safe!
1st November 2022
Hi, I know I haven’t been here in ages! But I wanted to come back and tell you guys I finally picked up Annie Ernaux. I have devoured this and am now desperate to read Simple Passion immediately. I talk a bit about it in my first newsletter that I will discuss more later. In the mean time - how is everyone? Who else loves Annie Ernaux?
This was gathering dust in my drafts. As much as I hate to admit, I genuinely miss my highschool textbooks... They were so simple
THE IDIOT; ELIF BATUMAN
I recently started reading "The Idiot" by ELIF BATUMAN. And so far, it's been brilliant. The protagonist- full or intelligence and dry remarks, is absolutely a compelling presence in the back of your head as you move forward within the book!
@erendeer I'm glad people are saying it more. Growing up, it was hard to choose what opinions and ideas to support and rally after until I learnt to think and analyse. I used to think that the actual idea of feminism is about fighting for women's right, it changed when I learnt we're all allowed to expand our ideals rather than be limited by what the majority stands for. Now, my feminism stands for rights for everyone, an existence for everyone where they don't have some basic facilities because it's not normative behaviour- be it Trans-men's reproductive rights, women's rights for bodily autonomy, men's rights to an openly emotional existence; hell I'm up for anybody's right to a fundamentally humane existence.
Something I've observed is that bold challanges regarding rights related to gender make people react.... righteously indignant. And being threatened by the word 'rights' is the prime reason. 'Rights' provide personal choices to people, choices that allow them self expression; but 'Rights' aren't seen as such, not always.
I'm not a conservative, never have been. So I wasn't scared of 'rights' ever, but I will admit rights and men in the same sentence did scare me for a while, only because I was equating all men to the hardcore conservative assholes (just like many men equate all feminists to radical feminists). And giving such men more rights didn't seem safe. But I learnt how wrong I was, how many nuanced personalities men have too.
It's helpful to see people around you as humans rather than just men, women, trans or any other gender. Seeing them as humans allow us to empathize better, and be different that what we stand against.
You know what? Fuck you. I am a "men's rights activist."
I'm for trans men having gender-affirming marks on identification and paperwork and still being able to access OBGYN and pregnancy care, and contraceptives.
I'm for all men's restrooms including baby changing stations, because fathers exist and need to change their babies.
I'm for black men having a voice and being seen and heard, and not assumed to be predators for being both black and men.
I'm for fathers gaining custody of their children in the face of a court system which favors the mother, stating that a child should "never be without their mother," granting custody to even the abusive mothers while taking it away from their fathers.
I'm for boys receiving both 'boy' sex education and 'girl' sex education, so they know how periods and pregnancy actually work.
I'm for boys and men giving and receiving emotional checkups, hugs, and everything soft because boys and men both deserve softness. Boys and men deserve to express their emotions healthily. To know how to express emotions healthily.
Men deserve access to care, patience, love and kindness.
@iguanamouth this is a masterpiece 😭🤍✨
In 1995 Elif Batuman started her first year at Harvard; she was in love with fiction and determined to become a writer. The child of immigrants from Turkey, she had a first name that was unfamiliar in New Jersey, where she grew up, and which had to be constantly spelled out and explained. She has said since that its four letters suggest a fitting joke about writerly aspiration: if the initial desire in a novel is to capture all of life, what is actually produced is just another set of words, a file.
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It's been a few weeks now that life has completely whooped my 🍑 ... I'm still struggling a lot! I have no doubt that I will come back stronger but for the time being 🥲 your girl isn't slaying lmao
More at my Instagram
I can't help seeing greater people than I around me and sometimes I felt like I was a just worthless human being...
But I believe that as I learn things I have never known and keep being challenged will take my best chance.
day 32/100 of productivity
things accomplished today:
• chem equations
• physics chapter reading+ theory
22.10.22
05 | 22/10/2022
perfect saturday 🌷
got started on learning python, so far it’s been fun. the weather is changing every hour lmao. a bit behind on my french learning but i’ll keep up with it soon. and i got into a reading slump hhhh also hey it’s august!
Hello world
TAYLOR SWIFT; EVERYBODY!
"MIDNIGHTS"
VIGILANTE SHIT;
I literally died here! This was breathtaking and beautiful, no more words. Taylor's an absolute genius. Not just the lyrics, but the feel of the song itself!
KARMA;
QUESTIONS;
"Fucking politics and gender roles" , yeah Taylor, we all hate being limited by them when we converse. We all fear how will we be percieve of we don't deliver the norm when we open our mouths or exist even, in public.
VIGILANTE SHIT;
"Lately I've been dressing for revenge"
ANTI-HERO; OFFICIAL VIDEO;
The look✨
"What if I told you I'mma mastermind?"
"It was all by design; cause I'mma mastermind"
where do i exist if not within your voice? if not within the way you touch, or the way you say my name?
amber leigh