I Go From "i Didn't Deserve The Things That Happened To Me" To "there Is No Suffering That I Do Not Deserve"

well fuck my life wow not again

oh how i wish to be cradled in a much older mans arms

hehehehhee

I love you but I have not a clue what that is lmao <3333

gonna be real we may or may not be planning to meet up o//o

AAAAAA HE CALLED ME CUTE

I’m sorry dad I’m so so sorry genuinely I’m sorry

NOPE NOPE DONT CHECK ON THE ALT BLOGS BEFORE BED

i go from "i didn't deserve the things that happened to me" to "there is no suffering that I do not deserve" in like 3 seconds

I’m sorry

they’re tryna tell me self diagnosis is completely invalid every time because they’ve suffered when they didn’t get their accommodations as a diagnosed person because apparently that justifies their opinion that’s hurting people by gatekeeping entire communities from people who are in situations that prohibit them from getting a proper diagnosis

I hope they come to their senses (THEYRE 17.)

Oh my god I am SO pissed off.

huge huge reminder SELF DIAGNOSIS IS VALIDD!!

huge huge reminder YOU DESERVE YOUR ACCOMMODATIONS EVEN IF YOU CANT GET A PROPER DIAGNOSIS!!

huge huge reminder SELF DIAGNOSIS IS NEVER JUST DOING A QUIZ SELF DIAGNOSED PEOPLE DO THEIR RESEARCH!!

huge huge reminder ANYBODY WHO FAKECLAIMS YOU IS JUST A BITCH!!!!!!!!

I’m sorry- I didn’t mean to bother you I’ll stop I’m sorry I’ll fix it I promise

NO WAYYY HES GONNA HELP ME STAY ON SCHEDULE WITH MEALS AND PURGING RAHHHHHHH

I hate that half if not more of the things that come up when I want a drawing ref for a fat person is just memes

I am not your spectacle to laugh at. I am so done.

need to

there’s an artery right thereeee come onnnn hit ittttt