I wish I could do this to my body
“The hunger to be thin became more than the hunger within.”
TW venting, suicide
I hate my life so much rn, everything is falling apart. My parents wont stop fighting, my siblings treat me like a second choice, i have terrible anxiety about university and my whole body hurts. Like literally. My joints hurt so bad and it got steadily worse over the last 7 fucking years and nothing helps. Like not at all. Something is hurting 24/7 and it never gets better and i dont know what to do. I lie down and something hurts. I sit up and something hurts. I stand up and something hurts. I walk, jog or run and something hurts.
If there wont be a miracle anytime soon, ill either kill myself directly or start therapeuutic fasting and only stop once im dead lmao
I really cant stand this any longer, im so done with all of it
I just wanna end it all
Bikini themed thinspo
yikes
So I have done around 175 situps every night for the last while as a nervous thing (yk gotta burn any possible calories) but the thing with situps is that they are so bad for your lower back. I haven’t been able to do my sit-ups or sit comfortably or even sleep comfortably because when I do a sit-up it puts so much pressure on my lower back that now something is going wrong and it is hurting me. So please learn from me if you can and do planks or Russian twists or something other than sit-ups or crunches because they are likely to do more harm than good.
Stay safe babes
Anyone else out here who has an ed but is obsessed with the 'that girl trend?
If there is someone, message me if you want to be friends and motivate each other to work out, eat small & cute portions and work out :)
Would anyone like to do a chloe ting challenge with me?
hw 59.7 lw 50.2 cw 58.9 ugw 42-45 167cm somehow in semi recovery i guess TW
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