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I ruin every family event I make everyone upset I keep messing up I can’t take this

I’m beginning to understand the grinch on a personal level I fear

Tried to make a post about how much Christmas sucks, but it was mostly incoherent, so instead I’ll post the cliff notes version:

Having no parents on Christmas sucks. Having PTSD on Christmas sucks. Living with my aunt and uncle who make me feel on edge all the time because of how unpredictable their tempers are sucks. Spending Christmas with them sucks even more.

Yearning not even for anyone in particular I just want sighhhhhhhh

Tweaking I am convinced my friends are upset with me and not telling me

I wish I liked myself

When the video is real as hell but I’m scared of other people seeing my reposts so I stare at my screen while the repost button calls to me like the green goblin mask

Yearning for a sign that will never come

I love when people need me, not want, need. I know that sounds kind of co-dependent, but I don’t mean it like that. I love it when someone leans on me for support, or grabs my coat or backpack to pull me back.

NOT SO SOUND CLINGY THOUGH AH

I guess I just want to be wanted. I just want to feel important to anyone.

Getting a Tumblr notification is like winning a scratch off ticket worth $5

“Just don’t leave me alone wondering where you are, I am stronger than you give me credit for”

“And at my own suggestion, I will ask no questions”

Ouhhh ouhhh ouhhh

Keeping secrets sucks

I do

My most shameful secret and deepest desire is simply this: I want more than anything to be beautiful.

Who am I if I am not likable?

Sorry for acting weird I foresaw omens in my youth that came to fruition

remember—there’s no “i” in homunculus. that’s why they do 90% of the manual labor around my tower

“Why are we seeing so many Evil Wizards these days?!” two reasons:

Most wizards used to die in horrible accidents during their apprenticeship, but since the so called ‘apprenticeship rights’ laws went into effect more wizards survive to go in to grad school, thus becoming evil

Evil Wizard has figured out cloning

eughhhhhh

Wrote this last spring, but I’ve been feeling similarly lately so I thought a repost was due.

Augh dude everything is so exhausting I’m so tired of this

The question is, I suppose, are you ready to accept it if it doesn’t come from where you want it to?

I think sometimes we become blind to the love we so desperately crave when it doesn’t come from the place we want it to.

The love was there, and is there, you just have to look beyond your desired horizon.

I want to know what normal people feel like sooo badddd

I think sometimes we become blind to the love we so desperately crave when it doesn’t come from the place we want it to.

The love was there, and is there, you just have to look beyond your desired horizon.

Fluid

Retention

In

Every

Nice

Dude

Super

Emotional affair

Overly sincere

It’s getting bad again

Hello, December.

I hope you are kind.

lay me down with the leaves and the moss. rest me by rotting wood with hidden mushrooms and beneath trees as tall as mountains. let the forest eat me alive.