人家cash都敢颁作词奖 而且邀请获奖人录视频 视频制作还添加了配套的插画动画很用心（我真的蛮感动）

Look I love unconditional devotion love stories as much as the next person, but there's really something so deliciously raw about conditional devotion.

I have served you and I have loved you for decades, but I will not give up my principles for you. You cut out part of my heart and took it with you down that path that you insist on walking, but you walk it alone. Even when the bleeding, gaping hole you left in my chest kills me, I will not follow you.

bfi网站上竟然有programme notes存档 好棒

是在听祈祷中的少女

就是说有一点做梦女的念头我都真物理性脸红

Been trying to avoid opening tumblr since Thursday night because I still haven’t watch The Last Weekend, but today I really needed to make a post. So, I couldn’t help but browsed. (Since i feel like if I don’t see them all the first time I open tumblr, there is high possibility that i will miss a lot of posts due to how tumblr displays them.)

I still need to see the episode for myself. But one thing interesting/weird is that when I knew this episode was supposed to be about ‘grief’, I thought maybe it’d be one of the main characters gets cancer since I had just rewatched that episode of Bake Off Reece was on.

Now I’m happy that I decided to rewatch A Light Never Goes Out in the cinema on Thursday. The whole movie is focusing on grief. I cried even during the second watch which was only two days after my first watch. Now I really need some gifs of that little dance and wallpapers too, but I know it’s probably impossible because there is like zero fanbase?

And I lowkey want an in9 london tube episode although I don’t know how it can be a 9. But the number itself doesn’t matter that much.

And I’m tired of 什么意思（主要是儒在）讲要和恐怖游戏里的强奸犯角色搞的笑话了，之前对跟踪狂角色就讲过几次我觉得行吧是在努力搞气氛，但能不能不要总是讲啊，不好笑又无聊又没品

我喝热水喝不足量所以渴 但只会说我体虚blablabla

给翻看旧帖的自己：千万不要再回国。记得这次回国回家的遭遇有多难受。身体+精神+work受到多少影响。

没有书桌 客厅没有门 餐桌不平 只能把音量放大 于是总耳鸣

给翻看旧帖的自己：千万不要再回国。记得这次回国回家的遭遇有多难受。身体+精神+work受到多少影响。

Anne stans are saying KoA was sent to “comfortable country manor houses”, all her miseries was due to “her own choices”, and she could “easily change it”. Ok so actually Tower of London could also be a very comfortable place to live in, even as a prisoner. What about that! And I guess when these fans get into similar situations they’ll happily admit their daughters are bastards, just so they themselves could live comfortably? (Meanwhile the financial promises are actually unstable because the ex husband has the absolute power)

Harry, unable to cope with the lack of Voldemort's presence in his life, feels guilt and silently grieves since the absence in his soul became apparent. He hallucinates Voldemort looking half-dead and decomposing, haunting and comforting him at the same time.

阿竟然不知道学校有关于mary的conference。有一个lecturer和一个phd candidate都在研究她

The Power of Networks and The Networks of Power: the foundations. Mary I’s early social and political networks 看上去是很适合磕cp的好材料

ahhhhhhhhh

they wish us to fight it out to the death BECOMING ELIZABETH - coming June 2022