I Feel Like Any Discussion Of Class In Saltburn Ultimately Just Sort Of Falls Apart Especially In Conversations

或许我应该转变心态 像14年他说的 即使徒劳无功

发现一个规律，中国人好感普京，会写普京梦女/梦男文和抹布普京文，俄国人好感普京，会写普京攻，还有各种泽连斯基受的文（攻不只普京），俄国人写不写梦女/梦男文我就不知道了。（我最近这是都看了些啥啊

这回又感到shameful了

grandparents/family members etc do not count, of course. im talking someone that was paid to look after you

我有觉得edward像的时刻也有觉得james像的时刻

Edward Fox演过Edward VIII

James Fox演过爹 Laurence Fox演过弟弟

阿竟然不知道学校有关于mary的conference。有一个lecturer和一个phd candidate都在研究她

The Power of Networks and The Networks of Power: the foundations. Mary I’s early social and political networks 看上去是很适合磕cp的好材料

只要是她的问题都是大问题 只要是我的问题都是“无所谓”（本来都要睡觉了 这么一句话给我一口闷气憋死了 生理性胸闷这还让不让人睡了）、“简直有焦虑症”（哦要说到她对mental illness的看法那真是又说来话长了）

给翻看旧帖的自己：千万不要再回国。记得这次回国回家的遭遇有多难受。身体+精神+work受到多少影响。

youtube首页推了一个worst place to live in the uk的视频 鼠标悬浮看预览 感觉有点眼熟 看到字幕说outskirts of Cambridge心想不会是Peterborough吧 还真的是 嗯其实感觉还不错啦不会是worst

The holy grail of searching through academic literature is coming across a string of publications that are like:

Here’s An Idea. Smith et al. 2016

Terrible Idea; a comment on Smith et al. 2016. Johnson 2016.

You’re Wrong Too; a response to Johnson 2016. Nelson 2016.

Guys Just Stop Fighting, None Of Us Know What’s Going On; a Review of the Current Literature. McBrien 2017.