I Have To Calculate The Perfect Time To Cut Because Of Stupid Swimming Classes At School, So They're
I have to calculate the perfect time to cut because of stupid swimming classes at school, so they're healed as much as possible when the next lesson takes place
It's fucking stupid honestly
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Please , i cant be the only one who dreams abt someone asking me if im okay or are you eating 😭
I just made myself tea that's supposed to be peach vanilla... Tastes like bathtub water honestly
It's good though
quitting sh to focus on my ed ☺️
My lunch :)
Total: 155
(2x corncakes - 50; 7g Pesto - 23; 84g cottage cheese - 77; 12g frozen berries - 6)
Basically leftovers lol. Tasted okay and at least I'm full now - and don't mind the bowl please. It's cringe but it has a pig face and so whenever I finished eating that's what's staring back at me as a reminder looool not funny Ik
One look in the mirror - and I mean a proper look, not just catching a glimpse of my reflection walking by, no, I mean fully inspecting my body for 5-10 minutes really gets me questioning everything, but it's one of the most motivating things ever, honestly.
I just had the most intense ed nightmare.
I was in the living room just practicing some sort of gymnastic exercise - idk why I don't do gymnastics - and my parents had friends over and they just kept talking about how much weight they were losing and how much better they felt now that they're skinny. I got angrier and sadder and at some point I kinda snapped and yelled, "You guys know I'm still here as well?" and they kind of laughed and my Mom just have me really pitiful look and then told the entire group that she hoped that I would have at least one summer during which I'll feel skinny and confident. Like. What. And then she called me fat and insecure and I just scrambled to the bathroom crying trying to find my blades.
It took me a hot minute after waking up to realize that didn't actually happen.
Wtf honestly
Please, I need to wooork, I'm just scrolling through my documents looking at what I already have and time is running from me I need to finish that paper shiiiiit
edtblr has taught me more about nutrition than my biology class ever could
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