No better feeling than finally being locked in again after binging for days
I can't believe I keep throwing this feeling away when it's literally the best thing ever and nothing, truly NOTHING feels good about binging, because I don't even enjoy the food I eat when I do and even if I did in my head I'd be screaming at me to stop but most of the times I can't
It's one of the worst experience s in my opinion, whereas restricting does have a couple downsides but they don't outweigh (heh) how good it feels
Crazy how fast you can get on the weird side of Pinterest
They shouldn't have me shopping for clothes if they don't want me to make pretty little red engravings on my legs after
realizing that I can ALWAYS lock in, even if I'm 1000 cals deep in a binge I can put the food down and not make it 3000 everything makes a difference in the long run
Hello!
I'm E. I kind of got a lot of interests and then none at all, but my hobbies are music (especially Cello and singing), art sometimes, science, movies and shows, Hermitcraft and my ed.
It's what I'll be posting about mainly, so dni if you aren't fine with seeing content about eating disorders. I'll probably talk about self harm as well.
By the way, my languages are English and German, so even though I'd say I'm relatively fluent in English, errors can still happen, soooo do be forgiving I guess :)
This is a shitty intro post and I might update it later, but I'm lazy af so who knows if that'll actually ever happen.
Always looking for mutuals! :D
Stats below cut
Height: 173 cm (5.8ft)
Hw/Sw: 70.4kg (155lbs)
Cw: 65.6kg (144lbs)
Gw: 65.0kg (143lbs)
Gw: 60.0kg (132lbs)
Gw: 55.5kg (122lbs)
Gw: 50.0kg (110lbs)
Let me know if I messed up with the imperial units lol
quitting sh to focus on my ed ☺️
someone called me "the lady with the ukulele" today.
Not a lady and you can hardly call a fucking cello a ukulele
May have been a joke, but....
Lady? Ugh
I mean fruit in general are so awesome
My ed is forcing me to basically love all of them, even strawberries - which I used to despise before lol
But now they're like candy :D
strawberries actually might be the ultimate 3d safe food. 33cal per 100g and so yummy and sweet (especially in summer) to be able to satisfy that sweet tooth and reduce chance of a binge.
parents tryna get me to wear a dress like noooo don't they fucking get the hints?
self harm will fix me trust
“do you struggle with an 3d?” Clearly. I keep binging.