Lool When I Ate 18-20 Kcal Something I Feel Like I Will Die

(not me) 🍑

I would rather:

be cold than sweaty.

bruise easily than have red blotches on my skin.

be criticized for eating too little, not too much.

be dainty not chubby.

have clothes that are too big, not too small.

i want to be the opposite of what I am right now.

i don’t want to be me

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Thigh gap💫

Rib bones💫

Collar bones💫

Hip bones💫

Slim waist💫

Skinny hands💫

Jaw line💫

Chick bones💫

me: i’m so lonely and i want to talk to someone, i’d love to-

someone: hey :)

me: that’s too much stress and responsibility, i didn’t ask for this

What about love?

When I was 12 years old I was just flirting with one boy at facebook.we were talking with videochats cause the distance between us was soo far.

When I was 13 years old I meet my first love(I still love him) my first crush, my first boyfriend, we were crazy in love with each other, he was hugging me and playing with my hair secretly, cause if anyone will see us together they would tell my parents. He knew I had very bad life, he was trying to make me feel happy.suddenly everything changes, he dont even looking at me, than I saw a girl at his friends, they had thousand of pictures together, they were comenting love words at each others pictures, I was fucking jealous of this skinny slut! Everyday seeing my ex with a slut is killing me inside out, I love him,it hurst but i know i will love him forever, I had whole life imagined with him, after second day we saw each other he just shouted front of school I love ..... (my name) my nickname is Amy but my real name is a secret. Well I am just dying, because of him I had insomnia, I diagnosed at 2017.

Text me 💫

if someone is feeling upset, depressed or suicidal, can they talk to you? if yes, please reblog this so they know they can message you.

I don’t know about you, but…

I would rather my body ache from a workout, not a 10,000 calorie binge.

I would rather step on the scale and be proud, not let it make me miserable.

I would rather my size 00 jeans fit a little loosely, not get stuck halfway up my thighs.

I would rather people worry about how skinny I’m getting, not have people whisper behind my back “damn she’s getting fat”

I would rather people wonder how I resist chocolate, cookies, fast food, cake, fried foods and ice cream, not have them wonder if I’ve ever eaten a vegetable in my life.

I would much rather be skinny, dainty, fragile, tiny, thin and perfect, not a fat and lazy slob.

I don’t know about you, but this is just me.

Later, you’ll be so proud of yourself for not eating that.