I Don’t Know About You, But…

What about love?

When I was 12 years old I was just flirting with one boy at facebook.we were talking with videochats cause the distance between us was soo far.

When I was 13 years old I meet my first love(I still love him) my first crush, my first boyfriend, we were crazy in love with each other, he was hugging me and playing with my hair secretly, cause if anyone will see us together they would tell my parents. He knew I had very bad life, he was trying to make me feel happy.suddenly everything changes, he dont even looking at me, than I saw a girl at his friends, they had thousand of pictures together, they were comenting love words at each others pictures, I was fucking jealous of this skinny slut! Everyday seeing my ex with a slut is killing me inside out, I love him,it hurst but i know i will love him forever, I had whole life imagined with him, after second day we saw each other he just shouted front of school I love ..... (my name) my nickname is Amy but my real name is a secret. Well I am just dying, because of him I had insomnia, I diagnosed at 2017.

😭this post was just so damn beautiful, and satifishing, I wish you to reach your goals💫(sorry for my broke english)

Summer Imagine

You wake up, it’s nearly 10 o’clock in the morning and you’ve never been more excited to get out of bed to check your weight. You know you’ve lost weight you can see the difference in those before and after photos. You can see each rib and each hipbone. Your collar bones are so sharp and noticeable. Your thigh gap is beautiful and it goes amazingly well with your small calves.

As you think of how perfect your body has gotten you pull your blankets off of your petite body, using your skeleton-like arms. Since you get colder now you need multiple blankets but you’re not complaining. You sort of think it’s cute.

You pull yourself towards the bathroom. With each step you take you feel like you’re gliding across your oak wood floors, floating even. You pull out your scale and see your UGW. You’ve never felt more proud of yourself, it was so euphoric, so satisfying.  You were overjoyed. You decide to skip downstairs to the kitchen for some breakfast. While you make yourself some green tea you look out of the window admiring everything. You can see the sun shining in, the neighbourhood kids playing, that sweet old grandma that has the most beautiful garden you’ve ever seen. You can smell that nature filled summer smell. You can hear the birds chirping, the giggles, but most importantly your tea kettle whistling. After you pour out some delicious green tea you make yourself some egg whites. You could only finish 3 quarters of your plate after your appetite has shrunk. You drank your green tea and headed back upstairs.

You look through your closet with all your old, baggy clothing. You’re disgusted, you can’t believe that you were once that weight, but now you can wear whatever you want, wherever you want and no one would judge you. Deciding to head out for a stroll and visit that sweet, old grandma you pull out a shirt and some ripped jeans. “Actually…” You think to yourself “You can wear something better than this.” Now that you’re skinny, you pull out your UGW outfit that was used to motivate you and head outside you can feel that warm, summer breeze as you stroll down your driveway. 

*Ping* you check your phone and it turns out you BFF wants to hang out with you and a couple guys at the beach. 

*Ping* She texts you again saying that your lifelong crush is going to be there as well. 

You run back home. Get your bathing suit ready, you were going to try it on to see how it looks on you but you decided not to because you know you look amazing. You call her up and tell her your coming and that you’re super excited.

For once in your life, you’ve never been happier. 

Hi. You’re not allowed to binge for today and tomorrow. :)

You’re welcome. Stay strong. It’s going to be okay. Pass this on.

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Thigh gap💫

Rib bones💫

Collar bones💫

Hip bones💫

Slim waist💫

Skinny hands💫

Jaw line💫

Chick bones💫

🌳Reblog if you want to lose at least 10 lbs in June 🌱🌿🍃🌻

stomach: h u n g r y

me: tHiRsTy??? :)))

stomach: bitCh i nEed foOd

me: water** haha, stupid autocorrect

stomach: FOOD H U N G R Y

me: W A T E R YAAAY WATER :))))

I wish one day our dreams came true💫we will have thigh gap💫,collar bones💫,flat stomach💫,rib bones💫, hip bones💫,skinny face💫,thin hands💫

weight loss affirmations

✨ I will lose 50 pounds by the end of 2018

✨ The ends will justify my means

✨ Losing weight is simple and easy 

✨ I love the feeling of cold water running into an empty stomach 

✨ Hunger is positive reinforcement 

✨ There is a sense of purity that comes with feeling hungry 

✨ Exercise is cleansing

✨ Your body is your temple and you need to take care of it. You are cleansing it. Sweeping the cobwebs out of the corners, reducing the clutter in certain areas, simplifying and cleaning. 

✨ Fasting is the most truthful form of discipline

✨ I am doing this for myself and for myself alone 

✨ I will eat in smaller portions 

✨ I seldom exceed my calorie limit 

✨ I am always in a calorie deficit 

✨ My fat cells are consistently shrinking 

✨ I am losing weight and shedding pounds every day 

✨ This is easy and simple

✨ I am on the road to finding the body I can love 

✨ I am feeding my body good foods 

✨ My body is flourishing because I eat wholesome and natural foods 

✨ My ultimate goals weight is attainable 

✨ No one can stop me 

✨ When I make mistakes, I forgive myself and keep looking forward

✨It is never too late. This is always a journey. 

✨ I love eating healthy and wholesome foods in moderate proportions

✨ I scorn unhealthy and fattening foods not because they “make me fat” but because they damage my temple 

✨ I love to move my body 

✨ I am kind and willing to do favors for people 

✨ I am active and I am energetic 

✨ I am always mindful of my body and my hunger levels