🌳Reblog If You Want To Lose At Least 10 Lbs In June 🌱🌿🍃🌻

My mom bullies me 24/48 hours when she is with her friends, telling me I look like a whale,cow, I am useless!trash!

reblog if a close member of your family has ever told you you’re fat

My mother almost every day of my life.

40 Reasons why I'm starving

1. To feel pretty 2. To have defined collarbones 3. To prove people wrong 4. To be something more 5. To have thinner legs 6. To have a flat stomach 7. To be petite 8. To look like a supermodel 9. To appear like porcelain 10. To be somebody’s thinspiration 11. Because I feel guilty every time I eat 12. To have self-control 13. Because I want to be graceful 14. Because I want to be the skinny friend 15. To have cheek bones 16. To be pretty 17. To have a thigh gap 18. To have sharp hipbones 19. To prove myself wrong 20. To let the lies I told become truth 21. Because I don’t want jiggling fat 22. Because I want tiny wrists 23. Because I’ve been fat for too long 24. To feel confident about my body 25. To be a size 00 26. To look stunning in pictures 27. To have thin arms 28. To be able to count each of my ribs 29. To be wanted 30. To turn heads when I walk 31. To make my parents proud 32. To stop feeling jealous of other girls 33. To be excited for wearing a bikini 34. To look cute and dainty 35. To have beautiful bones 36. Because looking in the mirror hurts more than starving 37. To be tiny 38. To be loved 39. To be happy 40. To be PERFECT

source

person: *loses weight eating healthy balanced meals and exercising*

my bitter ass:

Good job girl 💫keep fighting!

quick leg & hand check

june 7, 2018 5’6” or 66 in 118 lbs or 53.52 kg??? last time i weighed myself was months ago so i have no idea what my actual weight is

Reblog if you feel fat today🐷🐽

me: i’m so lonely and i want to talk to someone, i’d love to-

someone: hey :)

me: that’s too much stress and responsibility, i didn’t ask for this

After 3 days of binge eating i just stand front of the mirror naked...

What I see? Fat,fat,fat,fat,fat,fat,fat!

When I wanted thigh gap,colar bones, flat stomack,hip bones,rib bones I keep eating like a piece of shit!

I need to control myself, when I see food I just can't stop eating, it is soo difficult but I need it! I need to lose weigh, I need to be skinny, I will die, I will die like this, I can't wear skirts,shorts,dresses,bikini. When I am going to family vacation I just sit at the sand and covering myself,staring at beautiful skinny girls, when I am at shpping in dressing room I am just sitting and crying, cause I can't fit in my favorite things😭

I will starve for whole june! I will starve soo hard, I will work soo hard!

Till my thighs don't touch!

Till i see my colar bones!

Till i have slim face

Slim hands

Skinny legs

Flat stomach

I can see my rib bones without sucking my stomach...