After 3 Days Of Binge Eating I Just Stand Front Of The Mirror Naked...
After 3 days of binge eating i just stand front of the mirror naked...
What I see? Fat,fat,fat,fat,fat,fat,fat!
When I wanted thigh gap,colar bones, flat stomack,hip bones,rib bones I keep eating like a piece of shit!
I need to control myself, when I see food I just can't stop eating, it is soo difficult but I need it! I need to lose weigh, I need to be skinny, I will die, I will die like this, I can't wear skirts,shorts,dresses,bikini. When I am going to family vacation I just sit at the sand and covering myself,staring at beautiful skinny girls, when I am at shpping in dressing room I am just sitting and crying, cause I can't fit in my favorite things😭
I will starve for whole june! I will starve soo hard, I will work soo hard!
Till my thighs don't touch!
Till i see my colar bones!
Till i have slim face
Slim hands
Skinny legs
Flat stomach
I can see my rib bones without sucking my stomach...
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Eat oats with some fruit like banana slices or apple, maybe strawberrys
Breakfast
So because of my exams I’m not going to restrict my brain from food and energy as I really need to pass these tests, I’m mainly just looking for breakfast ideas as I’m too scared to eat cereal because of sugar and I’m cautious of bread as the topping would be high is sugar or fat.
HELP ME WITH VERY CALORIE FOODS WHICH I CAN EAT FOR BREAKFAST AND GIVES ME A GOOD SOURCE OF ENERGY AND WONT MAKE ME HATE MYSELF
Lool when I ate 18-20 kcal something I feel like I will die
100 calories is weird tbh
like, If I eat 100 calories its like ‘OMG THATS TOO MUCH YOU FAT FAILURE’
but if I burn off 100 calories its like ‘OMG THATS NOTHING YOU FAT FAILURE’
you feel me?
My goals for this year🦑
Lose 15-kg before 4 july🦑
Lose 10 kg in July🦑
Lose 10 kg in August🦑
Lose 5 kg in September🦑
I want to be soo skinny, I want to feel my every single bone when I touch my body💫
I will post some updates with my pics
I will start water fasting tomorrow💧wish me luck💫
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P.s my name is Amy and I am 15 years old, broken suicidal alone girl with insomnia and Ed.
