25/2/22
came to class early a few minutes early the other day and she told me about her holiday and how she went to visit her family . also it’s so funny every time im speaking to her and this other latin teacher walks in he looks so shocked that im in there
how are ppl just. normally attached to ppl on a healthy level
Me: Sappho? I love her, especially the way she [incomplete fragment, untranslatable]
ok so i watched it and it’s just lesbian porn tbh help….?
30/03
j recommended me a movie to watch called room in rome ?? and she was like oh it’s 18+ be careful and i replied IM 18 IM LEGAL so…. embarrassed 🫠🫠
but i looked this movie up and it’s literally just . lesbian sex WHAT DOES THIS MEAN
what did she reply !!?!
she was just like !!! use my email also miss u come see me before u move to university
so
i’m seeing her on friday
crying screaming throwing up
the feminine urge to only study to make her proud
she literally went home like i saw her going home as i was walking to her room . day = ruined
i’ve been so inactive recently for literally no reason but things with j have been going well. we had a really good conversation a while back and it got very personal on her part and also she knows i like girls now lol. but on a sadder note - i always used to talk to her every monday, but now every other one there’s a class in her room and she’s in the office which i can’t really go into :( tomorrow is a good monday though i think
so i’m seeing her next week :)
i can’t stop thinking about the fact that she asked me if i was “down” when i went to see her ??? i’m not depressed i’m just in love with you lmao