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Guys can you help I need some advice

So I kinda want to tell my mom that I sh so I can get recovery but I don't know how there's a few adults in my life I feel comfortable with telling before her and I don't know what to do

Hey guys sorry for my absence I took a tumblr break so I won't go crazy. Here's an update

I've been trying g to get better mentally but it's not really working I've made up with alot of people even tho I don't really want to I'm just tried of worrying about getting harassed all bay but my friend imma call A has been ignoring me for her boyfriend and won't stop be sexual to me and about me and I don't really know what to do I just miss my best friend with all my heart

PoV: Tiktok knows you too well

wish i knew how to be normal in relationships

Me when s3lf hâřm hurts (i will do it again):

i just want attention why does everyone hate me

i feel like a terrible person every waking hour and i cant stand this feeling

i dont understand how i want to be absolutely adored and forgotten at the same time

and most of all i feel ugly

what’s so wrong with getting worse…?

Great news I got a girlfriend Monday

But she broke up with me

I will never get to have my special someone

Oh not to mention I made a new friend(who I have a crush on but we're not getting into that dm if you want to know)if being told and "warned about me"that I'm a violent abusive person

Isn't my life just great😍😍😍

Okay so apparently I'm a mean abusive horrible person now 😍😍😍

Don't you just love when people attack you cause your stop being friends with them

And don't you love when the person attacking you wasn't even involved like me and her were good but I stopped being friends with you friends(one wrote a note to me that was just mean things about me and the other had been a bad friend since the 1 grade)

Don't you just love that for me😍😍😍😍🤩🤩

Okay so apparently I'm a mean abusive horrible person now 😍😍😍

Don't you just love when people attack you cause your stop being friends with them

And don't you love when the person attacking you wasn't even involved like me and her were good but I stopped being friends with you friends(one wrote a note to me that was just mean things about me and the other had been a bad friend since the 1 grade)

Don't you just love that for me😍😍😍😍🤩🤩

Love having only 2 friends 😍😍😍(everyone else left me and talked shit about me instantly)

there is something sooo embarrassing about everything i have done and will do

I ruin everything, I'm a failure, I'm annoying.

I wonder if someone would miss me if I vanished.

me when i realize my trauma DID affect me and the way i am

I’m so useless it’s embarasing, i feel like the only good thing i’ll be able to accomplish is killing myself

Ok can you guys tell me in the comments but am I a bad person for not reporting my friend to a teacher like I know I would hate it but I really care for my friend and I don't want to go back to school and them not being alive because of me i just feel like a shit friend and I don't know if I did the right thing.

i'm a terrible human being

i have genuinely destroyed my entire life and can’t even handle the consequences

i will endure a lifetime of missing you, for the privilege of loving you

{Words by Anaïs Nin, from The Diary Of Anais Nin, Vol. 4 (1944-1947) / Cynthia Cruz from diagnosis,The glimmering room}

When ur trying to get clean for summer but the urge to cut is genuinely larger than life

Love being so useless on a day to day basis

My friend told me he was gonna kill himself I've been crying since lunch I just left school and he told me if he's not there Monday then he did it and it worked.

My whole life is crashing down around me I'm not ok right now

I was telling you about how school is so draining that I dread getting up in the morning but you yelling at me to "clean my room"and"try harder"

What if the next time you see me I'm covered I'm my own blood with pills all around me would you tell me to "clean my room:

Hey so I'm not dead (yet) but I was wondering if anyone would want to hear about my greek goddess oc I'm asking cus my page doesn't really match that lol just wondering if anyone would care about it