I Can’t Explain What Goes On In My Head Anymore

I'd cut my heart out for you

I just love you so much..

I feel like we both like each other but I don't want to be wrong and say something first cause I don't think I could live knowing I like her and she doesn't like me but at the same time I want to say something but I'm to scared to

please stop looking at me like that, i promise i’m still human even if i have to cut my own flesh just so i can feel like one. please, please, please, don’t look at me like i’m a monster

I really need a fucking break, or a gun

I just want somebody to show me that they care. I want a best friend, hell, I want any friend, and I want a lover.

Lowkey wanna kms everytime I get embarrassed so im just gonna gaslight and say idc

I hate caring so much about people who don’t care about me. I would stop if I could, I’m just so desperate for someone to love me as much as I love them

realizing you’re built to understand but not to be understood