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Nobody is afraid to lose me. I never mean that much.

I can't cry, I can't eat. Mentally, I'm numb; physically, I feel sick. I’m slowly deteriorating.

i would be unstoppable if i could start a conversation

fighting the urge to say thank you for talking to me

“oh sorry, i forgot” doesn’t make me feel better. what i hear is that im forgettable and not important enough to set reminders for

It really stings when you tell someone what you like, what you love, what makes you happy and sad and vulnerable and they just don't really remember or bother or care

when you say something then feel a tightness in your chest, knowing that what you said will have repercussions but it's too late to take it back

I have this silly little feeling in my chest that's making me want to die

suic1de has been heavy on my heart lately

I can't do this omg

Vent post

So I have a friend I'm calling A and I always listen to her talk about the boy she dating or the boy she likes and no matter what I stop what I'm doing to listen to her but today I wanted to tell her me and this girl I like had are first phone call cause it made me really happy and as I'm about to say something she opens her book an says give me a second and I got mad at her for it cause why would you do that and ignored her.well a little bit ago she asked if I was still mad at her and I didn't respond she asked me if I heard about her breakup that happened today (which was her fault cause she flirted with another guy) and I mumbled yea and she starts talking about the breakup so I tell her I don't care and she says why so I tell her I'm not gonna listen to your problem that YOU started when you won't listen to one thing I was gonna tell me and then she says I'll play a game with you if you stop being mad a me like no I don't want to play a fucking game with you. And the most annoying part is she told my friend M that she didn't know why I was mad at her when I HAD JUST SAID IT I swear I'm so fucking done

God I hate it here I can't even say my thought without someone twisting to the point I get mad and then I'm the one in the wrong I can't wait to gone

Smiling giggling kicking my feet

Everyone stops talking to me after a while. I know, I wouldn't talk to someone like me either.

Imagine bleeding out in the garden of an old castle while it's snowing.

Me core

I have no worth if I don’t have your attention.

all i can think about is how much of a burden my love is. love shouldn't be a burden. it should be a wonderful thing that makes you feel good. but mine is a burden. my love can hurt you. my love is something you dread. my love is a poison. my love is a weight to bear. my love is a grievance.

i just want to love without consequence.

asking "do you love me any less" every time after i freak out

Screaming giggling kicking my feet

Stay with me,,, I won't bite again

I'm so terrified to love now that I'm exactly like the people who made me feel worthless

....... you know who you are

dating apps suck.

who wants to start a tumblr mutual to lovers romance with me instead?

She feels like a dream that I never want to wake up form

I'm scared ill wake up and she'll be gone

I feel like I'm the problem rn that I need be better

I want this to be serious but I'm also like rlly afraid.

Theyre wonderful, they absolutely are, the person I'm afraid of is myself. I'm afraid of fucking up, afraid of not loving enough, so afraid my mind makes up this concept of loving too deeply and being afraid of that because I'm afraid of being hurt or crossing the wrong lines.

Are you flirting with me like “haha this is a fun way to pass time” or “haha I can picture us growing old together?”

idk if you’re busy rn but i was thinking we could like fall in love or something yk if you’re free

I forget people have normal childhoods. Wym you weren’t traumatised resulting to not function properly once grown…