the fact that jude willem jb + macolm were never able to all be together again… they hung out for the last time and didn’t know it! they’ll never be able to argue about silly things in their dorms anymore what if i killed myself
jude when he used to swim so he wouldn’t relapse:
thinking about how jude knew that two of his fellow students were on the spectrum so he researched their special interests so he’d be able to ask them questions they’d want to answer and make them more comfortable </3
i work in a bakery now… hate it and love it when there’s another parallel to jude in my life😍
I woke up in a cold sweat..,,,, gnod told me to make thjs
i was really fucking stoned okay. 💔
the peeta and jude parallels lowkey…
i just made this i’m sorry😭😭
"I was dismayed by how casually cruel or dismissive we are of people who find life too much to bear. The words that we use like 'they're a coward', 'they gave up', 'they gave in', are so unforgiving of what it actually means to be alive with a mind that torments you and a body you hate."
– Hanya Yanagihara, in an interview about "A Little Life
“Or he would sleep in the bathtub or in the closet, beetled up as tight as he was able.”
“My poor potato bug.”
Stills from my previous post
bonus per my dear friends request: Jude w/out that fucker behind him