i am so fucking high and i can’t stop thinking about jude st francis
i just wanna let everybody know that i'm never not thinking about jude st francis. he is my every thought and i love him sm and he means the world to me
a life together
moments from a little life
all of my little a little life friends you are going to LOVE all of us strangers
quote that blasted me across the room first time I read it
I woke up in a cold sweat..,,,, gnod told me to make thjs
Zayn Malik in Valentino by Pierpaolo Piccioli, featuring text from Hanya Yanagihara’s A Little Life
a little life fashion takeover ohh i’m not ok
my a little life shrine</3 from milaminart on instagram!!!
miss the days when I was just planning to read A Little Life, when I didn’t know anything of Jude St. Francis, when he was just the “enigmatic lawyer” on the back summary
the happy years vs dear comrade
i was always me i was always me i was always me i was always me i was always me i was always me i was always me i was always me i was always me i was always me i was always me i was always me i was always
I saw someone (@bookwormthrowaway - hope you don't mind the mention) commenting on the scene related to that parfume scene, so I thought I'd make a post about it.
Disclaimer: I'm by no means an expert,they are just scents that somehow remind me of certain scenes and characters from the book. Also this is just my opinion. If you think differently, let me know.
I'll start with Jude, describing scents that I associate with him, giving recommendations for men, then for women. I'll repeat the process with Willem.
Mention of Fragrance in the Book
[ Willem would always bring him something from wherever he’d been working, and when he came back from The Odyssey, it was with two bottles of cologne that he’d had made at a famous perfumer’s atelier in Florence. Willem explained how he’d had to describe [Jude] to the nose—what colors he liked, what tastes, what parts of the world—and that the perfumer had created this fragrance for him.
He had smelled it: it was green and slightly peppery, with a raw, aching finish. “Vetiver,” Willem had said. “Try it on,” and he had, dabbing it onto his hand because he didn’t let Willem see his wrists back then.
Willem had sniffed at him. “I like it,” he said, “it smells nice on you,” and they were both suddenly shy with each other.
“Thanks, Willem,” he’d said. “I love it.”
Willem had a scent made for himself as well. His had been sandalwood-based, and [Jude] soon grew to associate the wood with him: whenever he smelled it—especially when he was far away: in India on business; in Japan; in Thailand—he would always think of Willem and would feel less alone. As the years passed, they both continued to order these scents from the Florence perfumer. ]
For Jude, these words would describe his fragrance:
Green and peppery perfume
Raw and aching finish scent
Unisex vetiver cologne
Woody and spicy fragrance
Earthy and green perfume
Vetiver-based scent
Grey Vetiver / Tom Ford
Top notes: Citrus (grapefruit, bergamot)
Heart notes: Vetiver, Spices (nutmeg kind of, pepper)
Base notes: Woods, Amber
Grey Vetiver by Tom Ford has a fresh, citrusy opening, followed by the distinctive earthy and woody scent of vetiver. As it lingers, the fragrance develops into a warm base with notes of woods and amber, creating a well-balanced and timeless aroma.
This perfume makes me think of Jude spending hours on end in his office, never missing a day of work, solving cases, defending in the courtroom, saving those big ass pharmaceutical companies.
Vetiver/Guerlain
Top notes: Citrus (lemon, bergamot), Spice
Heart notes: Vetiver, Woody
Base notes: Tobacco, Leather
Vetiver by Guerlain has a fresh, citrusy opening with notes of lemon and bergamot, followed by a prominent earthy and woody vetiver scent.
It makes me think of cleanliness, and somehow of the apartment on Green Street, also of that scene after Jude is beaten by Caleb, and Harold comes and cleans up the apartment. He mentioned that the apartment is very clean, full of cleaning products, and the whole place gives the impression that it is inhabited by someone with an organized and enviable life, with carefree parties and without regrets or insecurities. This fragrance makes me think of someone who lives there.
3. Terre d'Hermès
Top notes: Orange, Grapefruit
Heart notes: Flint, Pepper, Pelargonium
Base notes: Cedar, Vetiver, Benzoin
Terre d'Hermès features initial citrusy notes of orange and grapefruit, followed by a heart of flint, pepper, and pelargonium, and settles into a base of cedar, vetiver, and benzoin.
This fragrance reminds me of being in the woods, of the house Malcolm was building for Jude and Willem, and their visits there—walks in the countryside, a peaceful enough life. Perhaps even a bit of the early years on Lispenard Street, although it smells a bit too rich for that.
We are still with fragrances inspired by Jude here.
Jo Malone London's Earl Grey & Cucumber:
Top notes: Bergamot, Black Tea
Heart notes: Cucumber
Base notes: Musk
Jo Malone London's Earl Grey & Cucumber is a refreshing and aromatic fragrance with bright and citrusy notes of bergamot and black tea. The crisp heart of cucumber is complemented by the base notes of musk, creating a clean and elegant scent.
This fragrance reminds me of Harold and Julia's house in Truro and the vacations spent there, the walks on the beach, and swimming in the pool, the scent of the grass after a fresh rain.
Diptyque Vetyverio:
Top notes: Mandarin, Grapefruit, Lemon
Heart notes: Geranium Bourbon, Nutmeg, Clove
Base notes: Vetiver, Woody Notes.
Vetyverio by Diptyque is a vibrant and sophisticated fragrance with citrusy top notes of mandarin, grapefruit, and lemon. The heart features geranium bourbon, nutmeg, and clove, adding warmth and spice. The base, characterized by vetiver and woody notes, completes the composition with an earthy and refined essence.
The description makes it a bit dirty, but I consider that the feminine version of Jude would best fit with this. It brings to mind an intelligent, reserved person who takes long morning walks, that specific morning air – chilly and fresh, while still maintaining that vetiver base described by Willem.
Miller Harris Vetiver Insolent:
Top notes: Bergamot, Black Pepper, Elemi
Heart notes: Iris, Lavender, Amber
Base notes: Vetiver, Tonka Bean, Moss
Vetiver Insolent by Miller Harris is a distinctive fragrance with lively top notes of bergamot, black pepper, and elemi. The heart reveals a blend of iris, lavender, and amber, while the base notes of vetiver, tonka bean, and moss create a sophisticated and slightly rebellious character. The overall composition is fresh, offering a modern take on vetiver.
I associate this with a busy life, visits to the office (strangely, yes, it reminds me of the specific smell of the hospital, but it's more due to a personal connection than anything else), hurried afternoons, the onset of spring, and the freshness of the air.
For Willem, these words would describe his fragrance:
Warm wood fragrance
Amber wood scent
Oriental wood perfume
Sandalwood fragrance.
Tom Ford Santal Blush:
Top notes: Indian spices, Cumin, Cinnamon
Heart notes: Australian sandalwood, Benzoin, Virginia cedar
Base notes: Amber, Vanilla, Woody notes
Santal Blush by Tom Ford is a warm and spicy fragrance with a blend of Indian spices, cumin, and cinnamon. The heart features the richness of Australian sandalwood, benzoin, and Virginia cedar. The base notes of amber, vanilla, and woody elements create a sensual and luxurious trail, making Santal Blush sophisticated and alluring.
It makes me think of autumn, Willem's favorite season – leaves falling, the scent from cafés lingering in the air, the coffee Willem stopped to drink, and the fresh aroma from it. The pastries made by Jude late at night while Willem stands beside him, the feeling you have when you finally get home, staying in bed for another 5 minutes in the morning.
Santal 33 by Le Labo :
Top notes: Cardamom, Iris
Heart notes: Ambrox, Violet, Sandalwood
Base notes: Cedarwood, Leather, Musk
Santal 33 by Le Labo is a distinctive and unisex fragrance with intriguing top notes of cardamom and iris. The heart introduces ambrox, violet, and sandalwood, creating a woody and floral accord. The base notes of cedarwood, leather, and musk contribute to the overall warmth and sophistication, making Santal 33 a modern and memorable olfactory experience.
If 'Santal Blush' by Tom Ford mentioned above smelled like home and comfort, this one certainly does not. It takes me with thoughts of leaving home for extended periods, to the first scent Jude would smell after Willem finally came back. To film promotions, airports, interviews - in general, to that hectic, famous, and rushed life that Willem had.
Diptyque Tam Dao:
Top notes: Rosewood, Cypress, Myrtle
Heart notes: Spices, Woods, Patchouli
Base notes: Sandalwood, Cedar, Vanilla
Tam Dao by Diptyque opens with a blend of rosewood, cypress, and myrtle, offering a fresh and aromatic introduction. The heart notes introduce a combination of spices, various woods, and patchouli, adding warmth and complexity. The base notes of sandalwood, cedar, and vanilla create a creamy and comforting finish, contributing to the overall sophisticated and serene aura of Tam Dao. The scent is often celebrated for its smooth, balanced, and unisex appeal.
This one takes me in between the two fragrances mentioned above, not quite at home but not entirely in the professional life either. It makes me think of the visits that Jude and Willem had in France, India, Rome - especially Rome. And I believe this perfume would also fit well with Jude, always reminding me of those bits towards the end, where Harold and Julia are with Jude in Rome, how Harold seeks Jude in every person, in every corner.
Creed Original Santal
Top notes: Orange Tree Absolute, Jamaican Ginger, Sicilian Lemon
Heart notes: Lavender, Peppermint, Rosemary, Pinkberries
Base notes: Mysore Sandalwood, Virginia Cedar, Vanilla, Siam Benzoin, Ambergris
Creed Original Santal is a luxurious fragrance with a citrusy and spicy opening featuring orange tree absolute, Jamaican ginger, and Sicilian lemon. The heart unfolds with a blend of lavender, peppermint, rosemary, and pinkberries. The base, characterized by Mysore sandalwood, Virginia cedar, vanilla, Siam benzoin, and ambergris, creates a warm and inviting essence, offering a rich and opulent olfactory experience.
Honest, although the scent takes me all around the character of Willem and what it represents (but in the feminine version, of course), this is not my favorite fragrance. I don't even know how to explain why; I've only smelled it a few times because my sister wears it, but it felt suffocating to me. Let me know if any of you have ever tried it.
2. Herba Fresca Aqua Allegoria Guerlain
Top notes: Green Tea, Lemon, Mint, Petitgrain
Heart notes: Green Notes, Lily of the Valley
Base notes: Green Musk
Aqua Allegoria Herba Fresca by Guerlain opens with a refreshing blend of green tea, lemon, mint, and petitgrain, creating a crisp and invigorating start. The heart notes introduce green elements and the delicate floral note of lily of the valley, contributing to the fragrance's natural and airy quality. The base notes of green musk provide a subtle and clean finish, enhancing the overall freshness of Herba Fresca. This fragrance is often celebrated for its light and uplifting character, making it a suitable choice for warm weather or those who appreciate green and citrusy scents.
I associate this type of perfume with those good girls, the "girls girl" type, which you surely know. Those kind and beautiful girls who are ready to go the extra mile for others – it also reminds me of Willem, of course. I don't know if this is more of a subconscious association, but I had a high school classmate who wore only this scent throughout all 4 years, and I loved her for it.
3. Burberry Her Blossom
Top notes: Mandarin, Pink Peppercorn, Plum
Heart notes: Cherry Blossom, Peony, Violet
Base notes: Musk, Sandalwood
Burberry Her Blossom opens with a vibrant combination of mandarin, pink peppercorn, and plum, creating a fruity and energetic introduction. The heart notes feature the delicate and floral accord of cherry blossom, peony, and violet, contributing to the fragrance's feminine and romantic character. Musk and sandalwood in the base provide a soft and comforting finish, rounding out the overall composition. Her Blossom is often described as a youthful and charming scent, suitable for those who enjoy sweet and floral fragrances.
Something more feminine, but still capturing the woody undertone that Jude associated with Willem. The only issue I noticed is that it doesn't last long. I sprayed three pumps on my wrist as a sample, and in 3 hours, the scent was very faint, almost nonexistent. I don't know if it's just my skin or if it's a general issue. I left it on because it smells fantastic and gives me the vibe of the character.
Not everyone can afford Tom Ford and Jo Malone every day, so here are some budget-friendly alternatives. While I believe in investing in a good perfume that lasts longer, I understand the appeal of more affordable options for frequent use.
I haven't tried all of these myself, but I've read the descriptions and reviews from others, so I hope you find in them what came to my mind when I smelled and thought of them.
Men's Affordable Options
Davidoff Cool Water:
Notes: Sea Water, Mint, Green Notes, Lavender, Coriander, Rosemary
Description: A refreshing blend opening with sea water, mint, and green notes, followed by a floral heart of geranium and jasmine. The warm base of cedarwood, musk, and tobacco creates a timeless and versatile fragrance, often associated with a clean, oceanic scent.
Lomani Pour Homme:
Notes: Bergamot, Lavender, Lemon, Rosemary
Description: Citrusy and herbal, Lomani Pour Homme opens with bergamot and rosemary, featuring a heart of geranium and clary sage. The base of oakmoss, cedarwood, musk, and amber gives it a classic and masculine character, suitable for various occasions.
Women's Affordable Options
Bodycology Pure White Gardenia Fragrance Mist:
Notes: Citrus Accord, Gardenia, Jasmine, Lily of the Valley, Musk
Description: A bright and citrusy mist with a floral heart of gardenia, jasmine, and lily of the valley. Musk in the base adds a soft finish, creating an overall feminine and refreshing essence.
Bodycology Pure White Gardenia Fragrance Mist:
Notes: Citrus Accord, Gardenia, Jasmine, Lily of the Valley, Musk
Description: Opens with a bright citrus accord, revealing a floral bouquet of gardenia, jasmine, and lily of the valley. Musk in the base enhances the overall femininity, designed for light and refreshing everyday use.
Green Tea by Elizabeth Arden
Notes: Caraway, Fruity Rhubarb, Lemon, Orange Zest, Bergamot, Cool Minty Peppermint, Green Tea, Sweet Jasmine, Spicy Carnation, Fresh Fennel, Musk, Oakmoss, Amber
Description: A vibrant blend of citrus and fruity notes, featuring green tea, minty peppermint, floral jasmine, and spicy carnation. The base of musk, oakmoss, and amber provides a comforting finish, making it a popular choice for clean and energizing scents.
The method Willem used to create a specific perfume for Jude is a real one (even though it's as expensive as hell), describing the person to the perfumer, detailing their personality, favorite colors, the parts of the world they're connected to, and their tastes. I want you to know that this is also how I've been searching for fragrance recommendations.
Also, that was my favorite moment in the book because my dad, who practically has a job creating custom perfumes, made one for my mom before proposing to her. I don't know, but this idea has always sounded to me like the ultimate gesture of love for your partner. Ugh Can you belive Im still not over this book ? Me neither..
Let me know if I made any mistakes in the names of the perfumes, images, or descriptions, and tell me if you have any other questions. I hope you found this helpful!
i just cried so hard i was screaming on the floor time to read lispenard street pt 2 to feel worse !
i was really fucking stoned okay. 💔
the peeta and jude parallels lowkey…
jude wanted to be ordinary more than anything but was not
jb wanted to be special like jude more than anything, this made him ordinary
willem did not care about being either, and ended up very famous
malcolm didn’t care about being either, and settled for a quiet life
me and @bombaciouscaboose were absolutely brainrotted about lil 16 yr old Jude and his summer job at a bakery and I was simply COMPELLED
Might finish this rough sketch;might not; im just livin la vida loca
I think one of Jude's majorly overlooked character traits is how funny he is. I still lose my mind everytime I read that one scene where Harold was interviewing Jude for his research assistant position and he mentions how, except for a few of them, the majority of the amendments in the constitution are the "dross" of politics past. Dross has a couple of meanings, the one Harold meant was "remnants" but another meaning is "worthless" and Jude is so quick to ask him "You think the thirteenth admendment is worthless 🤨?"
For non-Americans the thirteenth amendment is the one that abolished slavery lmfao get that white man Jude
thinking about jude making gougères today what if i exploded
The true “boys will be boys” is when all FOUR of you managed to forget your keys and phones and it’s freezing outside and the best solution you and your friends (Ivy League graduates, may I add) could come up with was launching yourself off the roof ledge to break into your own apartment
SORRY FOR THIS
everyday i get more and more like jude (pls help)
Thinking about JB and Jude lately…
JB, who was Jude’s first friend. JB, who carried Jude to the college hospital when he witnessed him having an episode in their dorm.
JB, who shouted and made a scene in that same hospital until a doctor finally saw Jude - and that doctor was Andy, the only physician Jude ever allowed to care for him for the rest of life.
JB, who helped Jude move into the apartment he shared with Willem on Lispenard St. JB, who brought along his friend Richard to help that day. Richard, who later sold Jude his beautiful apartment on Green Street that Jude loved so much. Richard, who secretly looked after him more than Jude ever imagined, who at one point saved his life, and at another point reminded him his birthday was worth celebrating, when Jude himself had forgotten and his world was bleak.
JB, who envied his life, his looks, his career, his relationship (even his limp!). JB, who saw him as competition, rather than someone to pity. JB, who thought he was beautiful, who thought killing something small and adorable was worth it if it meant looking like Jude.
JB, who brought him to parties, who showered him with laughter and provocations.
JB, who asked too many questions and wanted all the answers but got none of them. JB, who then asked Harold to back off from asking all the questions and wanting all the answers as well.
JB, who captured his life in galleries, on canvas, on film. The good and the bad.
JB, who’s art invaded and celebrated and decorated. JB’s, who’s art froze Willem in time for him.
JB, who was Jude’s last friend. JB, who Jude resented, who Jude hated, who Jude never forgave, who Jude wanted dead.
JB, who found him at last, who put away his suits, who handed out his letters.
JB, who outlived his friends, who was left alone, with his pictures, and his paintings, and his pain.
okay seriously what music do we think jude liked/would like
i think like
the smiths
the cure (i feel like JB forced him into this one)
he’d LOVEEEEEE nirvana at uni i know it oh and the smashing pumpkins
ELLIOTT SMITH.
STOP I CAN IMAGINE HIM BEING A HUGE BOWIE FAN AND GOING AS BOWIE FOR HALLOWEEN
rip jude st francis you would’ve loved mitski
*tosses some Jude fanart @ you and then scuttles away*
oh i get it now! what happened fundamentally and irrevocably changed me forever
jude just got his spotify wrapped!
how i imagine willem posed for jb’s photos: