I Think I Am Splitting The Hardest I Ever Have. Why Is BPD The Hot Girl Mental Illness I Want PEACE

Having BPD feels like being stabbed over and over for years until one day, I wake up and I’m not in pain anymore. Not because it’s gone, but because I’ve gone numb. Now it just feels like I’m walking around with my stomach split open, dragging my own intestines behind me.

I’m still bleeding. I just don’t flinch anymore.

growing up is terrifying i wasn’t supposed to make it this far and now my future depends on me and i have to make wise choices and decisions and i’m just sitting here like a clueless little kid

am i stupid? maybe idk. some things are easier left alone. maybe i will quit my meds

oh god i feel so fucking dumb

take a break while watching this little bunny cross your dash

Pouty Lottie you will always be famous to me <3

Rotating her in my mind

smfh (so my feelings hurt)