mentallesbianthoughts

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need a change before i rip my skin off but i am trying to grow my hair out WHAT TO DO

hearts in trees ♡

like at what point do i stop blaming my BPD and start taking accountability-_-

smfh (so my feelings hurt)

Pouty Lottie you will always be famous to me <3

i am… i uhhhh… well what if i say… AHHHHHHHH

like maybe i am the dumbest person in the world but at least weed gummies and bubble baths exist! and also ******* ****** too!!!

oh god i feel so fucking dumb

I need her to act in a vampire movie like immediately 😩

she’s a 10 but she’s a little too into wanting to see your organs

i am sooooo normal. nobody is as normal as me!!!

lol LOLLLLL Lol lolol

and i wonder why i get myself in situations i wish i wasn’t in

I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive

I'm an adult now but all that it takes is one specific trigger to take me back to one of those days and all of a sudden I'm a helpless little girl again.

am i stupid? maybe idk. some things are easier left alone. maybe i will quit my meds

i give so much of myself for everyone and expect nothing in return. when will i learn to love myself the way i love others )-:

growing up is terrifying i wasn’t supposed to make it this far and now my future depends on me and i have to make wise choices and decisions and i’m just sitting here like a clueless little kid

i either don’t GAF or i depend on u to be sane

pick ur poison

i think i am splitting the hardest i ever have. why is BPD the hot girl mental illness i want PEACE

can someone make a very hard decision for me and i can sit back and do nothing? :D

Nothing straight about this

girls will have one (1) good day when they convince themselves they've never been unwell in their life and the next day the horrors will return

Rotating her in my mind

Having BPD feels like being stabbed over and over for years until one day, I wake up and I’m not in pain anymore. Not because it’s gone, but because I’ve gone numb. Now it just feels like I’m walking around with my stomach split open, dragging my own intestines behind me.

I’m still bleeding. I just don’t flinch anymore.

The Shiver of the Vampires, 1971.

omg maybe life is worth living [i had a decent day] —> i cannot be saved [the slightest inconvenience occurs] —> i am a fucking god and everyone loves me [someone laughed at my joke] —> i am going to kill myself [i feel a little bit unwanted because of someone’s reaction]

and this shit just goes on and on and NEVER stops